This darkness slowly eats at my heart
it systematically tears me apart.
The place that it brings me fills me with fear
and makes my eyes fill with tears.
All I want is for this darkness to dissipate
and bring love back to me instead of hate.

I'll wait a lifetime or maybe two
I'll wait forever to just be with you.
If only you felt the way that I feel,
emotions so powerful and real.
But you don't so I'll wait as long as it takes
for our love to begin and my heart to heal from all of its breaks.

What I want so bad never can be
because you're in love with another, it's easy to see
yes fate is so cruel for teasing me
about what could have been but never will be.

You lay in that bed never to arise
while I sit beside you crying at your sudden demise.
How could this happen, your story just started
but because of your illness, you have departed.

Time freezes and heartbeats stop
you stand there in awe and your jaw it just drops
yes you know in that moment that you are in love
when that light of longing shines from above.
No it is impossible to resist such a power
when you know she's the one, your beautiful flower.

I've been broken and battered and felt my heart split in two,
but for some reason my mind always wanders back to you.
I hate that these thoughts never go away,
I just want you out of my life when once I thought you'd always stay.

Me being me and you being you
the perfect combination through and through.
Nothing goes wrong and everything's right
oh what an absolutely beautiful site.
The stars are in place right up above,
no nothing can stop this burning love.

Beautiful memories of dreams that came true
of that precious first time I laid my eyes on you.
That time was bad, but was a blessing in disguise
me meeting you was the grandest prize.
I am oh so happy you saved my soul
now I have a future and many a goal,
you're a guardian angel, a savior so sweet
I hope all your dreams come true and you accomplish many a feat.

The end is nearing but please don't cry
please don't worry we all have to die.
My time has come, the story must end
you were my lover, my best friend.

When I see that beautiful smile protruding from your face
it makes my heart pitter patter in a frenzied race.
Oh but it isn't just your smile that makes my heart beat fast
it's the way you talk so sweetly and our friendship that will last.
I am so extremely happy that you're here in my life,
yes without you my life would be lonly and filled with sadness and strife,
but it isn't, because I found you and you saved me from all this madness
you are my guardian angel thanks for ending all my sadness.

No one around to control all this madness
to stop all the hate and end all the sadness,
no one there to bring you up when you're down,
to pull you out of your sorrow before you drown.
No one there to smother your pain
to end all the sadness that makes you insane.

I am alone, so alone, forever lost
for the words that were said this is my cost
not one companion
not one friend
no one to walk with me hand and hand.
No one to laugh with or with to cry
no one to tell me to quit being so shy.
Yes being alone is a path I will face,
but being in love is the path I'll embrace.

If only if only our love would have last
but you couldn't get over the things from the past
so now as the days pass by I feel more and more lonely
I think to myself if only if only.

When you're trapped in that moment the passion does rise,
then you see that bright sparkle that shines from her eyes,
that twinkle, that glimpse of the fire that dwells,
then the magic ignites in sounds of fireworks and bells.
Yes in that moment you know everything's right,
then you lie down together and sleep for the night.

I am so very sorry for upsetting you,
you are such a great friend I hate when you're blue.
The way things went, they didn't go well
I should have stayed hidden, trapped in my shell.
Your friendship meens more to me than anything money can buy
upsetting you like this makes me want to lie down and cry.
Please forgive me for making everything bad
I just want you to be happy, not mad, not sad.
The things that I said well they were not smart,
so I decided to write something straight from the heart.
I want for our friendship to stay and to last
so let's start over fresh and forget the past.
No I don't want to lose a friend oh so dear,
that's my biggest worry, my biggest fear.
Let's forget last night and all the days that have past
this friendship so important to me I just want it to last.

Your vision turns red, your blood pressure hightens
you lose all your sense and your fists they just tighten
you lose all control and you scream at the sky
then you shove your face in your pillow and begin to cry.

If only the world saw through the eyes of a child
everything would be so happy, and peaceful, and mild.
The fights would be over, it would be everlasting peace
oh how sweet it would be to see like my neice.

Sometimes things happen that leave you in tears
they challenge your values and make you face all your fears
they crush you, and break you, and make you fall to the ground
your spirits now lost and needs to be found.
Things will get better and the tears will go away,
because you'll find the one who loves you in every kind of way.
They'll make you so happy and you'll forget all the past,
and the love that they show, it will always last.

The words come flowing, they're flowing so fast
they're coming from the future and back from the past,
they're talking about new loves and the ones you thought would last.
They're tearing you apart, they're ripping you to shreds
they're ******* with your heart, they're ******* with your head.
You think that they will vanish and go away with time,
but they won't, it *****, it's the ultimate crime.

Lying beside you I know everything's right
it really doesn't matter if it's the day or the night,
because as long as we are together and nothing is amiss
together we shall live in a sorrow less bliss.

Sitting here thinking about moments we've shared,
of all of the ways I've showed you I cared.
I regret nothing I've told you so far
like how your eyes sparkle brighter than stars.
If you say I don't love you then Missy you're mistakin,
and now you are content at letting our hearts both go a breakin.

Shot in the chest by that arrow so sharp,
now love songs are playing from a beautiful harp.
I'm fallen aback at this sudden revolution
that you are my future, my one solution.

I gave you my heart hoping you would keep it safe,
but you threw it down and broke it like a flowerless vase.
Betrayed and stunned by the actions you've shown
now I feel useless, sad, and alone.

Days pass by, they just seem to go
your true friends will stay, the others won't show.
When your relationship crumbles and it falls apart
your true friends will be there to help mend your heart.
They're always there right by your side
never leaving during this long winding ride.

The heartache is settling in on my soul
the pain that I'm feeling it's taking its toll.
I'm tired, worn down, so very much broken
my heart was your key, your personal token.
My world went tumbling, crashing so fast.
This love so cherished, I wished it had last.

There's a hole in my heart that's empty and sad
I want just to fill it so maybe I'll be glad.
I need this void filled so this sadness is lifted
and maybe some happiness I'll be gifted.
So until then I'll sit there, shaking
while my heart is so very slowly breaking.

You're treated like trash, you're treated like dirt
why are you with him he's such a ****.
You're nothing to him just a simple house maid
where will he be when you're in need of his aid
not there that's right, nowhere to be found
he could care less if you were dead in the ground.
You're better than this, I know this for fact
you show so much love but that's something he lacks
he is twisted, vindictive, a ******* for sure,
but somehow he has this magic allure.
He treats you unfairly, he is so unkind
perfection he seeks but he is so blind.
You want just to leave but you can't it's so sad
the way he mistreats you just makes me so mad.
I want just to save you from his controlling grip
and take you away on some special trip.
I love you so much and now at a whisper
you are awesome, amazing, the perfect sister.

Emotions run wild, emotions so deep,
my mind grows weary climbing mountains so steep.
Stumbling and falling as I'm climbing so high
I reach, I reach, I reach for the sky.
I'll reach for your hand and pull you down from gods reign
yes I'll do anything just to see you again.

You are my soulmate my one true love.
Your beauty is radiant like a morning dove.
You fill me with joy, you fill me with pride
together we go along for this ride.
This life that we cherish, that we hold so dear,
together we live with love not fear.

As I stare up at the moon I hope that I'll see you soon.
We are so far apart after this tragedy that shattered my heart.
Why were you taken so fast
this love we shared was meant to last.
How will I make it through
when all I can do is think of you,
my world just lost its spin
I can't wait to see you again.

We had a big fight, the words that were said
they filled you with hatred, they filled you with dread.
I love you so much, I hate when we fight
I was so wrong and you were so right.
I say I'm so sorry, you say you're sorry too
you tell me you love me, well I'll always love you.

I fall back staggered, stabbed in the back
why would you do this, your heart is now black.
I was blinded by love, it was going so well
for what you did to me you can go straight to hell.

The gods in the sky they quiver in fright,
because you're the most beautiful right here tonight.
They sit there in awe, in a fascinated state
while I hold you so closely knowing you are my date.
We stood there and danced to the songs that we knew,
while I told you so sweetly that I'll always love you.

You make my world spin, you make my heart beat fast.
This love that we have, oh how it will last.
I cherish each moment
each breath that you take
oh this love that we have
it will never break

To the sweetest girl in all the land
I drop to my knee and I grasp your hand
I show you that ring that sparkles so bright,
and ask you to marry me tonight.

I'll do anything just to be with you.
I'll do the impossible just to prove myself true.
I'll turn grey skys to blue,
make the unthinkable true
all just to prove that I love you.

Your smiles as bright as the sun rising high.
You give me these feelings just walking by.
Believe me when I say that you are the perfect girl,
for without you there isn't a world.
The beauty you have is fit for a king,
I'll make you my princess, no better my queen.