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Dec 2018 · 120
Therapy
PigPens Dec 2018
‘Whoosh!’ wailed the waves.
There goes the honk of the cargo ship,
And the ***** and the tweets of the tired gulls
Under the golden, violet, pink, bluish sunset.

Satisfying sounds and serene scene
For the burdened body
As it leaned on the rusty rails of the pier.
So fragile, so pale.

It stared only on its reflection in the water
On that really unforgiving day.
Whilst the beautiful calm call of nature,
It basks on the gloomy grasp of grief.

But for a while, it brought the body
To a zero state, the status - cathartic.
As he stares, glares, and relinquishes
The ability to blink, and just twitch.

How blissful it is to be blank
To be ****** on a lull pace
To be mind-numb for a while
To be thoughtless and dysfunctional

Only to be stopped by the clanks of the anchor.
‘Cling!’ Clang!’
‘Splash!’
‘Boogsh!’

It dropped down fast on the seabed
As it weighed for the ship; and there it dawned
The struggles were unperished - so heavy,
Just to be carried for yet another day.

The cycle continues, conjuring cries
Bringing brief baffles of the battle bard
As he surrenders his daily slurs
To this unending short sheathed cure.
Translating anxious thoughts to meaningful words
Jul 2018 · 132
Daenerys
PigPens Jul 2018
Of deaths, screams, and wars
Silver-haired dragoness stands
My queen, khaleesi
Because it's not up 'til next year, here's a haiku for my queen.
Jul 2018 · 267
I killed my innocence
PigPens Jul 2018
I closed my eyes
Saw myself riddled in fear
Confused of what just happened
And in a tearful state of emotions.

I went out of the vehicle composed
Trying not to crack my nervousness
To hide the trace of guilt
And conceal the crime that I had done.

Yes, I am now a criminal
I have murdered my innocence,
My reputation and pride
I gave in to the temptation

I killed that thin membrane
That was slowly tearing down
The wall that separates my innocence
And the world of lust that I tried to hide

It was a brief 30 minutes of getting through
And pulling back out.
I thought I had him
His actions showed.

He's neither reluctant nor hesitant
He's sitting there like he wants to
So I slowly took initiative
aware of people around

I reached for the crotch
Now fall back again
And again
And again

I watched his expressions
But he had nothing
And Finally I reached my heaven
Only to be snapped by his elbow and legs

I pulled myself back
Confused
And nervous.

Didn't he liked it
He never said anything
Nor had he changed position
To show he doesn't want it

I was sorry for myself
Sorry for him
I thought of the person that I had become
A criminal that is punishable by law

And then it hit me.
If this guy confesses on public
I'd be done for
I can go to jail

Then I thought of possible ways
To get through out of the accusations
Tonnes of it come to mind
And then i thought again

What happened to me
The old me wouldn't run from the problem
Cause I know I was to be blamed
Of the mistake I did knowingly

And so I reached the destination
Nervous of what this guy might do to me
For he was snapping his fingers, and switching positions on the rest of the ride

I took my scary step out of the vehicle
The warm air of July felt like chills
And I watched him walk through the side
I stride as composed and fast as I can away.

I hired a cab towards my destination
But the ride was still meters away
I am scared of what might he do
Of those possible things

He can order an arrest warrant,
A wanted poster
Asked the van line for a ban
Or worse plan for a revenge

Everything was so scary
And stupid
And messy
And until now I can't stop thinking

I killed my innocence and now
Its revenge is slowly creeping
Lurking out there
Ready to strike
Don't judge me. This is the main reason why I joined HP to express myself in ways I can't in real life. I can't share this problem to anyone.

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