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Alysia Michelle Nov 2013
i'm really bad
at confrontation
not at all like my mom
especially when it's face to face
it makes me nervous even to just call you
so how i'm going to tell you
i
don't
know
i'm panicking because what if you
forget about me between  
now
and
then
and i know that i will be
okay
but i don't want to lose
you
because i feel like if nothing happens
now
we'll go back to being
strangers
but i don't think it will be
like it usually is
this time
you won't
come
back
so please hold on
so
please
hold
on.
Alysia Michelle Nov 2013
i can no longer draw
i don't have enough patience to put you in awe
it kills me sometimes
because i want to
so badly
but everything i draw
turns out badly, sadly
i get so frustrated
why doesn't anything look right
what happened there
what an awful sight
how do i fix this
why do i care
so i just erase all the blurred lines
and tell the sketchbook my goodbyes
Alysia Michelle Nov 2013
you're so cool
because you got high
IN SCHOOL
your friends think you're fun
because you do stupid stuff
but really you're DUMB
who get's high during school?
an idiot, a dunce, a fool
why would you take that chance
admin is going to make you dance.
Alysia Michelle Nov 2013
i probably annoy you
or maybe i bore you
but i adore you

i probably got too attached
my feelings probably are not matched
i need to just end things now
i simply cannot

i'd regret not telling you
not giving it a shot
right now i feel you're shutting me out
we have some great moments
but i'm overwhelmed with doubt

maybe i shouldn't fuss
but that letter burdens me
i want you to know, but don't want to discuss

what the letter says inside
but i feel that there's no other way
no place to run or hide

i need to just say it
but i fear i have to wait
december is approaching
then there's thirty seven days.
Alysia Michelle Nov 2013
I hope you know
that I'm not
trapped
I have
options
There are many different paths
that I can take
and I don't have to take them
with you
I'm moving on
with
or without
you.
Alysia Michelle Nov 2013
Can you tell me
if it's time to let go?
Alysia Michelle Nov 2013
calling me a child
is a little bit childish?
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