i probably annoy you
or maybe i bore you
but i adore you
i probably got too attached
my feelings probably are not matched
i need to just end things now
i simply cannot
i'd regret not telling you
not giving it a shot
right now i feel you're shutting me out
we have some great moments
but i'm overwhelmed with doubt
maybe i shouldn't fuss
but that letter burdens me
i want you to know, but don't want to discuss
what the letter says inside
but i feel that there's no other way
no place to run or hide
i need to just say it
but i fear i have to wait
december is approaching
then there's thirty seven days.