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Vanessa S Dec 2014
Your heart will be cold forever
no words no gifts no experiences could change that
cold blood just runs through your veins
Vanessa S Mar 2016
boys say the girl is ugly,
but when they have her lying naked on their bed
they say she's beautiful
I hate boys.
Vanessa S Oct 2015
i wait impatiently in the dark
for the sun to rise again
my anxiousness leaves me
sleepless and restless
seems as if i swallowed the sun
and all that was left was the moon
Vanessa S Oct 2015
you remind me of how easily paper crinkles
i have to fold you neatly and press you between pages of heavy old books so you won't tear
Vanessa S Dec 2014
You are sitting in the living room
watching the last years of your life reflect on the tv
and all that you want is for me to sit with you
and catch you up on the years of this life
that you have given me
you are lonely but believe me, so am I

I can tell you that there isn’t much to say
there really isn’t
but over these years I have fallen in love
and love has fallen from me
and how do I tell you that I rather enjoy being without your presence
than to be home with you

I have doubts that you put through my head
there is always something you dislike about me
you haven’t seen me smile since the time
you were watching me grow into my teenage years
when I understood your behavior

you always see me when my eyes are desert dry
thinking that your cold sneaky ways don't effect me
but you don’t step into my room to see that I ache

I am sorry
that I can’t build the courage to walk in the living room
and grab the remote to turn that exhausted tv off
and just talk with you
Vanessa S Dec 2014
You held me close against your chest
and wrapped your arms around my waist
you pressed your fingers on my spine
and talked about me to your friends
hour after hour
day after day
and still I was in your head
until you went blank and couldn't remember my face
Vanessa S Oct 2015
i want your thoughts tangled in my hair
so i can brush them off one by one
and crumble them so you won't have to deal with the knots on your mind
Vanessa S Dec 2014
I miss the years that included those days, my younger self enjoying the music, the playing, the tv shows, the breakfast on the weekends

Details in which my exhausted mind is missing day by day.
They go just as my innocence left

It is a shame to have my young heart turned into stone, but it is a shame that I let this life of mine become so dull

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