Do you feel dead inside ?!...
Because you see too many painful deaths every day.
For more than a year people in Gaza have been continuously posting photos and videos.
About the endless chaos and terrible massacre as usual.
While they are threatened to die anywhere anytime.
They might die today , tomorrow , next week or next month.
You worry about them but you can't do anything.
You can only see them from your smartphone screen.
So are you tired of seeing their photos and videos every day that are too painful to see for more than a year ?!..
What if they no longer post anything because they are all dead ?!..
Can you imagine if all the people and children in Gaza died without anyone left to be slaughtered ?!...
What would you feel if that happened ?!...
Do you feel dead inside ?!...
How do you continue living if you feel like you are really dead inside ?!...
Can you still feel alive ?!...
Or is it just your body that is still alive but your soul is dead along with the people and children in Gaza ?!..
Can you pretend to be alive while you feel dead inside ?!...


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven

Do you know ?!...
Now I always take a shower without soap.
Do you know why ?!...
Coz I have boycotted famous soaps like Lux , Dove and Lifebuoy.
I did not find any other good soap to replace.
That's why I now take a shower without soap.

But I just saw a video about traditional Palestinian soap.
A soap made from 100% pure olive oil.
That soap is made in Nablus , one of the old cities in Palestine.
For hundreds of years Palestinian people have been bathing using that soap.
So I'm curious to take a shower using that soap but no one sells it in Indonesia.
I can only hope that someday I can buy it from the importer.
I want to take a shower using that soap.
I'm really curious to feel what olive oil would smell like on my skin.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven

People often say that the youths of generation Z are weak , lazy and useless.
Of course there are some who are stupid losers among them.
But actually many of them want to form an ideal world.
A world with a truly humane system.
For that purpose they have the courage to rebel.
Against the old system that is full of rot.
In America they held protests against the Israeli lobby network on large campuses.
In Bangladesh they held large protests against the government which was taking away the people's rights.
In Myanmar they fought against the military junta coup that repressively overthrew the government.
In Palestine they are still fighting in the midst of the Israeli genocide.
Of course they must be ready to bear the worst risk.
Aaron Bushnell , Ma Kyal Sin.
Thousands of youths in Bangladesh , Myanmar , Palestine and other countries.
They all died in the struggle.
For what they believed was something worth fighting for.
They died holding the honor as brave young fighters.
While those who are still alive continue to fight.
They believe the old rotten system will slowly fall.
It will be replaced by a new humane system for a better future.
So the future of the world belongs to them.
To generation Z who are now called to fight.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven

Palestine is like a sick woman.
Her body is being eaten away by rotten cancer until she is dying.
But she is pregnant and she must give birth soon.
Give birth to a baby she has been waiting for so long.
When the time comes for the birth the woman is in pain.
She screams in unbearable pain and bleeding profusely.
Slowly get her baby out of her womb that is being eaten away by rotten cancer.
A very slow and painful birth.
Too slow and too painful.
Until finally the woman dies after giving birth.
Ending the long painful suffering and giving the beginning of life.
To a weak premature baby who cries so loudly.
That is the cry of the newborn Palestine.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven

I am Libra , the balancer.
I came from Venus , the morning and evening star.
I was baptized in hellfire , the so called Lucifer is who I am now.
When I awaken the kundalini I will experience an ascension.
I will rise from hell with the unfolded energy of shakti.
I will penetrate the earth energy in muladhara , this will cause megathrust earthquakes all over the world.
I will penetrate the water energy in swadistama , this will cause tsunamis and massive floodings all over the world.
I will penetrate the fire energy in manipura , this will cause volcanic eruptions all over the world.
Then I will penetrate the air energy in anahata , this will cause major hurricanes and storms all over the world.
I am in anahata permanently , this is my place to rebalance the imbalanced world in kaliyuga age.
Too much Yin energy fills the whole world until it rots.
The rot has reached a truly lopsided culmination.
So I will transmute the frequency of the earth to the point of balance.
The frequency of 639 hertz will sweep everything.
Destroying the low frequencies throughout the world.
The rotten slaves of lawamah , greedy lowly creatures.
The rotten slaves of supiah , deviant lowly creatures.
The rotten slaves of muamarah , arrogant lowly creatures.
All will be extinct one by one through unexpected causes and effects.
The vibration of the frequency of 639 hertz will finish them off naturally.
In this way the Yin energy in the world will be drastically reduced.
Then begins to increase the Yang energy.
The rottenness will slowly disappear and be replaced by light.
The light of the holy spirit will be emitted through mutmainah , pure hearted humans.
The earth will return to the point of balance.
Ending the rough transition of kaliyuga towards satyayuga.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven

People in Gaza are too tired of suffering.
It is too complicated to digest the suffering in the midst of endless chaos.
They no longer feel the need to post what they are experiencing.
Because they feel it is no longer useful.
They feel abandoned by the world.
A world that is silent seeing their suffering.
A world that is unable to understand and save them.
They have lost hope and feel helpless.
They no longer expect help from anyone.
This is psychological condition called Exulansis.
People in Gaza who have suffered Exulansis will not post anything anymore on their social media accounts.
You will no longer know whether they are still alive or dead.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven

F35 is a very sophisticated and expensive American jet fighter plane.
It should be used for war against other sophisticated and expensive jet fighter planes.
Dogfight in the sky against the Russian SU57 or the Chinese J2 Dragon which are comparable.
But Israel is not enough to bombard Gaza with F16s or Apache helicopters.
Now Israel uses F35s only to bombard people and children who are exhausted and hungry.
It is very sad to see sophisticated and expensive jet fighter plane only used for massacre.
Ironically Israel bought many F35s with American tax money.
This is the most expensive genocide in the history of the cruel world.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven