https://soundcloud.com/john-les-phoenix/never-fade-away

https://soundcloud.com/john-les-phoenix/loves-resentment

What's left of our memories fallen in ruins are nothing but debris of mistakes and regrets, a remnant of life speaking the truth that we are far more than worlds apart...The closer we get the further we are

Tie a knot in between
Tear the flesh off my skin
Rip my heart to let you in
A parade of lust in a bloodstream
Kiss the fears off of my eyes
**** the venom of a thousand lies
Rid me off of this wretched demise
Say a prayer as the candle dies
Call me home like a church bell ringing
Prepare a swansong that is worth singing
In every verse and line souls are wailing
Listen closely as they whisper"They're Waiting"

Crash and burn all our memories just died within
Crooked smiles replaced the honesty that we once wore
No saving us, it's too late we crumbled down to dust
All is lost the love the lust the hate the promises of us
I will love you forever till the end of time
No matter what I'll try to keep you happy and feel fine
If I promised a lie?Then am I worthy to die?
I said ''I'll give up my own life
For you...''
On my knees,the world as our witness with a cheap bouquet of roses
You took me in your arms, you let me in so deep
''Please feel free to bury me the moment I make you weep''
I said, and I did and now here we are facing end
With no return,we are lost tired and broken...
If I promised that lie,Now I am worthy to die along with our memories
So long and goodbye love resent me

What if I died tomorrow
Will you cry for me?Endlessly
What if I've burnt this pictures
Will you remember me? Promise me
That you will carry me in your memory
Till the end of the world just you and me
In this tragedy in misery we will keep holding on
for eternity...
The pain it meant so much for us
made us grow aware of things that betrayed us
An intervention that rained down from above
that found us here together tangled in love
So hold me and don't let go
We can fade away tonight and no one will know
Falling up in space
our souls have finally found a place to rest
No one can disturb us here
No one can find us there
In our sweet embrace we call our home
Let us turn off the lights and finally be alone

I'm a leaning tower of words that is bout to crumble and the debris I'll make may worth saving to rebuild a new foundation..I'll keep leaning for the time being and let the gravity of doubts break me down, so when I do I'll learn the next to never let myself fall.. Carrying the weight of the world is no joke when you are accommodating more than you can handle, and the irony of doing so is the fact that among those bunch of people not a soul could give the same **** and struggle you are going through keeping you worthy of being attached..Sometimes kindness is a cancer that eats us alive, a sign of being a martyr addicted to caring too much,an open cage where you lock yourself in, a mirror that shows thousands of reflections and none of yours are even present..Being busy bout what others think and feel where you are stuck in a quicksand not knowing to be finally devoured beneath in your own league, a hero's act that needs the saving the most...