I am falling up while you're breaking down
I am tearing down what we've both built
I am sheltering us from your storm
We both failed to grasp, A new hate is born

I lost myself when you broke my heart
This ******* is like a poison right from the start
Yet I drink in the fountain of your lies and deception
Just to quench the thirst, to set our love in motion?
Insanity maybe, Perhaps it's how it is.
If I could stay happy I choose ignorance as my bliss
Just to shut my eyes from seeing you falling away
You wanted another man, and left no other reason to stay
I made this letter for myself, To remind me of you
That there's no one else made me feel the way you do
So long and goodbye I hope you die
and along with you buried a lie

Silence has been so long
No words to say that wasn't wrong
I only wanted express my self
But the gravity wasn't doing much help

I clinched my fist way too many times
Gritting teeth, I breathe and calm my mind
Then I loosen up and move along
My self control has became so strong

I lost my temper, cursing with my vile tongue
All them cruelty have been said and so my rage could be gone
But deep inside even when words have said and done
This war between us have only just begun

A sweet sound touches my ears
Deep in my heart, out from my skin
An echo that reverberates in my head
Out from my mouth, inking this pen
An empty paper filled with words
Nothing is said just a "Dear" and your name
An envelope to hold my letter and carry this
To you where you are, sealed with a kiss..

I'm sorry for the things I've done;
Our love was strong but now it's gone
Forgive me for the things I've said;
Our love was strong but now it's dead

I am a hollow and cast no shadow;
And loneliness became my only tomorrow
With no happiness and time to borrow;
Empty as can be overflowing with sorrow...

My soul is bound to suffer;
Trapped in the dark only to cower
No intervention just constant desolation;
I have my own world in complete isolation...

Screams can no longer be heard by my ears;
As whispers echo in my head a cycle that steers
I can no longer define the meaning of life, why am I here?
Do I even exist and for what cause' or purpose? What do I fear?

I question answers to ask myself as I've been told the truth;
What can I possibly gain? Which kind of torment can bare a fruit?
There's gotta be more than this?What of my existence breathing in void?;
This could be a living damnation one that cannot be questioned...Is this God's choice?...

When will I ever see the light? Am I even trying? While I stay up all night;
Thinking and pondering how I get this far? What have I done to suffer blight?
Questions I asked myself in an endless cycle, a redundant process I walked through lines of blasphemy daily;
There's no complexity in this...A living Nightmare and misery..

Make me bleed baby please,
Make me believe that I still live
Make me need baby please,
Make me know I still want something to give

Make me cry baby please,
Make me feel you closer than the tears
Make me rest baby please,
Make me calm and forget all my fears

Make me break angel please,
Make me know I can be whole again
Make me fall baby please,
Make me realize that I can stand back up again

Make me touch you angel please,
Make me caress your soft feather wings
Make me see the light angel please,
Make me see through beauty in ugly things

Make me kiss you angel please,
Make me quench the thirst through your lips,
Make me hold you again angel please,
Make me soar across heavens with my hands held on your hips

Make me makes me me,
Make me become who I am used to be
Make me make you make me,
Make me believe this is gotta be...