I think I'm in love with your poetry...
I can feel me all shaky as I breathe heavily!
My heart is pumping thrice than it should normally;
Hey I'm not on drugs! I wish I were so I don't have to worry...

Hurting myself again, like if it's already a thousand times!
It's exaggerated I know! But it's how my feelings define.
Let me slow down a bit, and think it all through;
Is there even a definition to what I'm feeling?Could it be true?

It's funny that this feeling never gets old! Repeatedly told!
Perhaps it's us being human with so much faith to hold...
There's nothing better than the sweet warm embrace of love.
The only thing, the best I've ever had.

So lets go back from what I'm feeling for you;
Help me a bit, tell me what to do? Well... That's something new!
It's not that I can't or won't be able to do a thing...
Just say a little assurance that this will not all end up for nothing.

Oh!Wait!But of course risk is involve!
It's not like your on display and waiting to be sold.
I must make myself worthy, make you feel the same thing that I do
A cliche that all lover should go through.

Oh crap I ran out of words to say!!!
Maybe it's meant to be so I can just do it anyway!
So my love! Will you spare a little time?
Or tell me now are you willing to be mine?

I don't know what to write today.
It feels so empty without anything to say;
Yet here I am pushing buttons and random letters!
Edited a bit just to make it look better...

Hey guys!What's up?How's your winter?
It's so **** cold I can see myself breathe while I shiver;
Lighting now my cigarette...**** where's my lighter?!
Eheh...Can you torch me up?I'll make it up to you later.

Ahhh...Feels good, the suicidal taste of nicotine!
I feel a bit better now, killing myself a little.
No wonder why so easily I wear thin.
Gotta stop smoking right?!Of course what's the big deal?

Okay back to boredom and this empty room!
If these boring walls could talk I am surely be doomed.
I played with my guitar a dozen of times already!
Well it doesn't hurt to keep myself busy while I rock steady!

So what's next from feeling empty?
Watch **** and do something *****?
For ****'s sake!Hey that is not funny!
It was just a random thought...Just call me crazy!

Alright this is pointless...No! I mean it really!
You should stop reading from here on believe me.
Hearing me whine with my words of insanity,
Will surely ruin your day like mine completely.

But here's a little something...Would you care if I share?
Love always comes with pain and a cross to bear.
Hold unto it savor and cherish so it may last forever.
Of course we all knew that forever is next to never.

But everything grows stronger, just put a little faith.
Open up your mind a bit and forget all about hate,
Expand your consciousness to a different level,
Be something essential! And be told in a fable.

All of those things that revolves around us
Is something that involves the future and our past,
It's a universal code that linked us together;
A genetic design...We see clearer as we gets older.

Life is a wonder like a one big story!
Yesterday's a history, tomorrow's a mystery,
And today is a gift that's why they call it present;
Admit it that quote is cool and quite decent \m/

Hail to all those who are brave and strong!
That fears no evil and commits no wrong!
For their hearts are pure!
Even through hell they can survive and endure!

All the darkness will perish with the power of light!
Literally speaking! You should have seen them fight!
With their strength and power bestowed by the Gods,
No villains shall reign they should just lay down their guns!

So much faith was given to those brave warriors of time!
Reading comics had given me ideas that words can't define!
Do they really exist?
Or it was just all inside our minds?

It's time to face reality that heroes live within you in me;
We may not possess superiority like superhuman ability;
But with compassion and the heart to sacrifice, for once be selfless!
The world will be a safe place from all that is heartless!

Well we all know that the world needs balance
That everything we thought we knew is a one big trance!
Through the storm we unite ourselves as one!
But there is always war to exchange bullets with our guns!

Like an anthem to live in harmony;
Only accompanied by disenchanted melody!
Like light and dark worlds apart!
Good and evil a purgatory where you can't depart!

In the end it's always every man for himself;
Where one's action will determine their fate!
How pure are their intentions, will they make it to heaven's gate?
There are no more heroes so might as well hold on to your faith...

Brothers and sisters! Have you known no remorse?!
For the sins we have done, don't you want to be atoned?
No fear of judgement and what's about to come;
The unworthiness of salvation where no man would have gone!

Don't be proud of your pride! To think that you're in control;
Of the wheels of your fate, that along the way you will pay no toll!
For every actions bear a consequence in this world, you thought you knew it all!
That kind of thinking, that you gave life that kind of meaning will empty your soul!

Perhaps I'm wrong! Judging most of you through your beliefs!
Who am I to advice?I've never been to heaven nor hell's grip!
So go on dig deeper and explore!Exploit life's meaning of what you bore!
The end justifies the means! You reap what you saw the fruit of your labor!

But when the sky darkens, no one knows what will happen;
It's not ordinary like we are used to, preparing for something;
Together great tragedy will be fall!
For some just another natural disaster, a course of nature...

It was all written! The four horsemen's descent!
Will come clearing the land with great laments!
Pestilence, War, Famine and Death will ride out together!
White, red, black and pale! Here they come! Behold! Beware!

The coming of the lord along with the descent!
A sign of salvation, judgement, and eliminates;
The vile evil that sits upon this earth that corrupts the beauty!
A battle between light and dark, determines the fate of humanity...

Forgive me if I say that you can't take my pride!
You can burn me in hell!Make my soul be fried!
But in the end I know I am better without a doubt!
A narcissistic vanity is where I base my growth!

I envy you in every way!
Why can't I have what you have today!
It's so simple yet so frail!
This feeling I have will always be pale!

Haha!It's all mine!Oh!Gluttony you say?!
Do you wanna have some?Are you willing to pay?!
I'm not obsessed in having or to possess them all!
It's just that I can so **** you all!

Ahhh!My blood is rushing all over my body!
The heat you are sharing makes my hands all shaky!
My stomach is rumbling I'm so ready for you!
The lust I am having won't last till' both you and I get through!

I will crush your skull for not obeying me!
I will rip you apart for humiliating me!
My anger will smite you to pieces, feel the wrath of my fury!
We all are familiar with this feeling, the beast within you and me!

For the people I will serve my country!
This is the mask I wear in front of humanity!
As my greed pilfer and slowly steal all their money!
I became rich and famous!I will claim the throne gladly!

So busy thinking while laying my body on this bed!
Oh there is so much things to do maybe later I'll just rest my head!
I'm suffering apathy sloth as they say that gets into me!
I will change really tomorrow when I wake up believe me!

Decapitate, disembowel, tear and mutilate!
Schizophrenic!Psychedelic twisted mind!
Expedite, liberate, Alienate then recreate
Masonic!Prolific piece of mind!

Sabotage, besiege, flank to infiltrate!
Victorious!Strategic tyrannic mind!
Crucify, liquify, impale bleed them dry!
Torturous!Barbaric, sadistic mind!

Derange, insane, crazy and mental!
Hallucinating!Polysyllabic demented mind!
Disturbed, diabolic, vile and fatal!
Parasitic!Infected infested mind!

Resuscitate our dead memories only just to die again;
Waking from a deep slumber, Staring out the window pane;
Counting hours, how long can I endure the need to restrain?;
Nothing have changed I should just get back to sleep again.

The sun rises slowly as it burns my pale tainted skin;
It just felt so good just to feel pain! For so long I've been so keen;
I grew weak in my dreams when I'm asleep, the thoughts of you makes me sick!
It's not that you vexes me, It's because of what I did to you that worries me;

Never before I have felt so sensitive within this lifeless body...
Lived only by drinking blood! To be confined in this coffin just to feel lonely!
And then you came... The one I thought who restrained the beast in me;
The one who gave warmth not burning me, calmed my soulless fury.

But we must all know that the nature has its way of breaking;
Something that is beautiful, Something profound! A new beginning...
And so it came to that point where I fed on her! left her dying!
Perhaps it was all meant to be for a while just to forget the craving...

I'm a killer, a monster! An abomination to this world!
But I can't take my life...Believe me I tried!
I bathed under the sun turn to ashes and died!
Only to know that when darkness falls I'll be revived...

I must make a choice... It fancies me just having this thoughts right now;
What could I possibly do?If the beast within is the one who contains me and how?
It seems like a personal attraction just to add some satisfaction as I reach for the ****;
A little drama, show some masked humanity, make them live a little just to quench the thrill!

I have glared, I have grinned, I have laughed and I have seduced...
As I get closer for my teeth to sink in, let loose, let the hunger reduced;
But after the feed do I feel remorse? For hours I thought I did...
It's been like that through all the years... Feels redundant indeed.

So how far will this story goes? For centuries I have pondered in circles.
I have been there the evolution, the changes, the life as it cycles.
And again...Here and now as I stand where once I become capable staring at the sun;
I will forget the unforgettable, sail away! Far away from this land...

Remember my story as it will never end;
I'm finding a way now to break free from this curse;
To be one with my prey walk free no more blood to quench thirst;
So long and goodbye from me Dracula...
Serenity is what I seek...A redemption of what they speak.