Waking up in a world full of expectation
For eighteen years living in confusion
Her strength was my incurable disease
My weaknesses is the only thing they see.

Their asking for something I'm not, it breaks my soul
It is very hard, the greatest downfall
This pain I really can't take
I follow the decision that I didn't make.

I want to be like her so bad
I want to have the love she had.
She lives her life on her dreams direction
While I live in an oppressive delusion.

In this journey, it's not a good trip
I'm living my life under a **** script
I'm compelling this life to live the life they wanted
They just want their own dreams to be granted.

Wide awake, I'm now living a scripted scene
I will make it the way I wanted it to be
The hatred, insecurities, I WILL RAISE MY SCREAM.
I'm ready to move on, I WILL RECREATE MY DREAM.

Very emotional words of a song
An arranged tune of a piece
Every stanza of the lyrics
I know that it came from a deep feelings.

The lyrics is intimately in love
He desperately wants to win back what they had before
He missed the memories and wanted to have more
With this, I'm falling for you sir.

He plays on the beat of the drum
Every beat he show his emotion
In his every way, I can feel his affection
You can easily know his intention on his composition.

I wish I was, I wish I am
It's killing me ****.
He is my only reason, he has his own
His only reason to live, is her alone.