i stood on tiktok
scrolling for hours,
trying to find a poem or situation
that describes ours.
i was hoping
maybe i'm not the only one
feeling this way
but as i realised i need to write my own poem,
i didn't know what to say.
you confuse me,
and i confuse me too
wondering if my feelings for you
are fake, or are they true?
i really miss you,
and i miss talking to you
but sometimes i feel like
if we were a thing,
i would only make you blue.
i'm starting to be okay with
the fact that i'm alone,
but late at night i always re-read our old chats,
and they often feel like home.
i'm confused, because sometimes
i can easily pull through,
but other times i cry to best friend about
how much i miss you.