My sister, my diver,
My seeker, my surviver
It’s been a year since our reunion
Time to us is an illusion
We came together in a time of need
Last year was real, but time moves quickly
You’ve soared high skies,
You’ve roamed the mountains,
You’ve danced in valleys,
You’ve bathed in fountians
I see myself in all that you’ve done
I see us both in constellations
Creating stars in the eternal night sky
Dance with me, let’s polarize

Let me bloom into the Source
Let every microcosmic aspect of my whole me fold into itself
Let me be free of form
But fold into good company
May I love myself through all darkness
May I hate myself, but ask for
Forgiveness every time when I remember, and reclaim who I am
I am love, lust, and luxury
I am a powerful woman
Infinity; blissed into a dualistic formality
It evaporates, and segregates no longer
We are one
We get along with each other
Sister, brother
Father, mother
Beyond our blood we teach other
Intertwined in a love connection
Through sound alone we break an illusion
When we know ourselves
We know our wealth
When we breathe in our bodies
We indefinitely raise hell

Wake the dead

What do you do?
You wait for something better
What do you do?
You wait for something better
What do you do?
You wait for something better

Patience will give you everything that matters

What do you do?
You wait for something better
What do you do?
You wait for something better
What do you do?
You breath in everything that matters

Wait for a man that will give you his sweater

Memories exist in the feel of your love that live within the sound inside your soul
I am digging deep inside an old casket buried in a cosmic black hole
Dead as it may seem, it is alive in you
I resurrect them in organic gardening tunes
The tools I use are made for the soil in your mind
The kind that come from foreign lands
And arent easy to recognize
They bloom when I'm not looking
They manifest and shine
They act as a boomerang
They bloom on their own time
I am fortunate enough
To smell the scent of glory
The fact that they even flower
Let's me know that I am worthy
A reflection I can count on
A flower that can sing
A woman that holds power
One who doesn't need a man for anything

She'd just like to have one

Can the Self destroy relations?
Let's face it, there is temptation
There is a mirror
It is a representation
Reflection to dive into
A part of you

What really makes you true?

I don't know if I have been covering myself up
If I have been letting myself down
Or if these two things are one in the same
But I am in the middle of making sense of it
I don't know anything,
and I don't want to

I am currently filthy
I have collected thoughts that are starting to mold
Allowing them to become me
Leaving me empty, tired, and cold
I am killing myself slowly with these thoughts
Trapping myself, and ****** myself of my own freedom
Repeatedly throughout every day
It's completely unfair to who I know I really am
Beauty, grace, rhythm, and balance
The fog seems so thick,
Making me wonder if I can even grasp them
I know it's silly to see myself this way
I know it's where I am, and not where I will stay
But it is hard right now
It is a challenge
I need a push, not a distraction
I am choosing to go forward
Fix myself of these things
Cut the mold out,
and let these thoughts rot away
They aren't me, and they never were
Time is so cheap sometimes
Everything still seems like a blur

I will not embody anger
It is not an emotion I will allow myself to transfer
It is not necessary in this time
I can feel many things,
Right now this doesn't serve my mind
My body, or my soul
This feeling does not allow myself to grow
Anger is not awful
It is just something right now
That I cannot swallow
I seek clarity, and understanding
I seek a new world
Something new, and everlasting
I can not hold on to this any longer
As I am letting go
I am only growing strong
With my last touch to this
I sail it away,
And mark the sails with a kiss
Farewell my old friend
For when we meet again
You will be new to me
All over, and once again

Push
What it takes for such movement
Momentum
The forward progress of everything
Constantly in motion
I am pushing for my own brightness
I am searching for my way out
I have glued myself to this place I have labeled as a home
I was born here, but I do not live here
I did, once upon a time, but now
That time has passed
It is time to push
Time for me to push

I am not angry
I am just prying away at the things that do not make me happy
I have allowed layers of grief to add up, and consume me
I will not anymore
I am stronger than before
These things that have connected, and became
Are dark shadows I lingered on,
Because I couldn't label them or give them a name
- they didn't deserve one
They never will
They wanted to take me away
From the flower that bloomed on Grandma's hill

I am the seed
I am the stem
I am the flower
I am the end
When I'm dome
I'll bloom again

A flower is a gift
It is protection
Reflection, an unseen jurisdiction
A mask, and an illusion
It is simple, and in some instances,
Medicine
I call upon the flowers
I speak to the petals
I ask them for guidance
I treat them like angels
They are my greatest teachers
Lovers, and friends
They are the most beautiful piece of my imagination
Sacred geometic patterns locked in a single shape
They helped me open my eyes, and open a gate
Multiple moments parallel to each other
Instances that align and bring us together
Blooming ripples that flow like a river
Creating a world that is sacred and silver
Forget about karmatic gold and the gods that lost the heat
Open your eyes to idea of prosperity
Green grass and significant botanics
Trees and leaves and our ancestors of Atlantis

Back to breath
There is nothing left
I meant what I said,
and I said what I meant
My soul is free
One hundred percent
I am an angel
This is what I have found
We work together
Intertwined we make sound
Movement serves momentum,
And holds me to the ground
Soul breaks into light
Pulls my body out of sight
But only to those who can't see
I am here to reverse your misery
I made it once,
I can do it twice
Follow me throughout the Night

One day the birds will sing in honor of the ones who brought them where they are
The trees will be recognized as the ones who continue to give me and you life every day
That the bark itself can heal your wounds
Stop your bleeding, and keep you breathing
It will be known that the beetles have more knowledge than your friends
That the bears are protectors of the Earth
The Earth itself has bones called stones,
and a fire inside that keeps her heart beating
That her heart beat is literal sound
Music is her dance,
And you and I are the ones who get to sip off this romance
We are her children, and we are her eyes
We are her, Her that fell from the sky
Creating a Him, and creating creation
We are in awe of the stars, because we can not see ourselves
She is crying inside, because you can't see your own wealth
One day it will all be known
But only for those who want to go Home

The measurement of time is non existent
But I allow it to exist
The mist of what is
Lingers on your heart beat
Broken in sound
I found the echos
Distance is resonance
I feel it like not being able to breath
The need for power is *****
I am thirsty for balance
The challenge to be awake is real
I want to steal your heart and preservail

I wouldn't have asked for a better space, a better time, and a better place
These words were made to create
These rhythms were chisled on cement slates
I am free, because my eye is open
I am flying with my mind,
Because my Spirit is golden- Flames
Designed to burn
I have earned everything I understand
Holding hands, and making plans
A future worth living for is coming
Being created, programmed, and running- Fast
The speed of light is invisible
Give intuition a chance- Dance
Be wild
Greet the ones you love, and those you meet along the way with a smile
We are rich
I found the most expensive artifact buried under the soil
In the dirt
I mad a pouch with my shirt,
And carried it back home with me- Easily
I placed it in a space where I would see it every day
Inside my heart
Now, when I get lonely I know where to start
Which is how I got lost
I have a body, and that in itself costs
Breath, and let your heart keep beating
I will make this my mantra
For, myself I am keeping

Desire is a very powerful feeling
I obtain the possibility to get lost in desire
As if I were on LSD staring straight into a fire
I can see one thousand things
It becomes uneasy to focus on where I actually am
I have to remember to breath
I don't know if I can
Hold onto the ground any longer
My mind becomes overwhelmed
In an instance I feel like I know so much
Most importantly, I feel
I am fire, and I am a flame
I am connected to those
Who see themselves as the same
This is what I know to be desire
At this space in time we are unique enough
To acquire a hold on each other's similarities
Such as the burning fire inside
That bring us to this remedy

Taos mountains, and forbidden fountains
Woah..
Those raining waterfalls of everlasting joy
You brought me to tears
You allowed me to erase my fears
I discovered a foundation
Something worth my patience
A sacred space that will bring me back
To who I am now, and also my past
In full circle knowledge
My wingspan grew
How I have always thought of you
Black raven, saving me from Satan
I found myself inside of you
I am strong, and I will follow through
Music is the key
Sound is vibration
I will raise what I can
To save my people's nation
Bless
Throw away my stress
This is a prayer
For what continues to keep me here
Merkabah is set in motion  
Eye of Horus is my highest devotion
For when I wake I will not fail
I passed the test
I am setting sail
I passed the darkness
I was not taken
I walked through Hell
I flew to Heaven
Awaiting your mystery
I am your Venus
You may see this as misery, but
Remember
If you are not blind
Love will always conquer

Today I am taking bites of gratitude
My head is level with the ground,
and I hear a new sound inside my mind
that rings unconditional
It is beautiful
Learning to submit myself to understand
foreign land that I have yet to walk on,
but you sail

Wow...
I am so thankful for black
Teaching me how to react
To people I don't understand
We are the same
We share the same name
In different vibrations
What I am learning is sacred
SATAN
Dab after dab
Line after line
Use what you want to invent your own ryhme
It is what it is
I know what you are
I feel your embrace
I sing to the stars
...

Let your old thoughts rot away
It is Spring now, and it is time to bloom
Sprout, and spread your wings
Think like the petals glued to the new seeds
Stem, and roots
Ground yourself with what holds you to the ground
Sing like the Song bird, be wise like the Owl
Fly away with the wishes of dandelions
Soar like the eagle
Find a wave of make believe
Drink from the rivers in the valley
Dream your way into heaven
Create a new reality
This is your world
Your thoughts will shape it
So rot away what is not yours
Reveal what is no longer hidden

Enki baby, you make me sing
My ears ring, and I cling to your memory
Such symmetry we hold, you and I
My fondest mirror
The only balance that makes me shiver
I love you, and I made you a promise
Extention to extention
Together we are intertwined
The universe is inside us
Our secret is a drive
I fight for you
The eve of me
I can't help but be a sinner
Your soul sets me free
Its always been inside me
And into us I now see
Thank you for being my love
My infinate butterfly

I see you
I see what you are doing
I see where you are, where you're going
I have observed your words, your mannerisms, your actions
Everything is a mirror, and mirrors can offer distractions
I see you, but you can't even see yourself
I have tried to connect with you, but you have a hard time distinguishing wealth
I am a penny of love in your choice of reflection for change
I am the answers to the questions you don't ask, because the mirror you are staring into only allows you to see the mask you wear every day
I see you, and that scares you
When our eyes meet I have a power inside myself with a force so strong that it rips the mask right off you face
You don't even know yourself with out it,
So you hide from me, and run away
I am offering you unconditional love,
and I wish you could see me this way
This force that can destroy is beautiful
I've made peace with my demons, and that's why I reflect you today
Right now as I stand before you, I am offering you a painting
A vision of yourself, a masterpiece in the making
Mirror mirror on the wall,
Why do we run from the best of ourselves?
Why are we so evil to other people?
When they are our reflection
Here to help, heal, and restore jurisdiction
I see you, because I see myself
Broken down, and beaten
Practically crying out for help
I see you, and sometimes it is this simple
I just want to help

Forget everything you ever thought you knew
It is no longer, and in your mind now it never was
You are left with infinite space to define your future
Not even to define, but to create
You allow source to flow through you
New, naked, and untouched
You are a rebel in time
You are a bad ***
You are connecting yourself with your future, present, and past
Unlimited self is a spectacular realization
Where you begin, and end is a known unknown satisfaction
Do not define every single thing
It is a sin to yourself, and staying oblivious is key
Love is as love does
I will love with every breath
As long as I remember love
I can create on the line of death
I choose to forget anything else, because it held me back
I will create things that have never been spoken of
I am a key to unlocking this world
This beautiful, and unlimited reality
A new door will open,
And as one we will sing
Cheers to the end and beginning
Of this immortal Living Library

You shot me
Dead
Never to allow me myself,
And only myself ever again
Indifferent to what that all could mean
Serene, but heavenly to me
Like an angel
You sat down at my table
Allowed me to feel able of this future
This picture, and this endeavour
I can't take this on with out you,
And for some reason I actually want to
Please me with history
Bless me with this memory
We are sacred
We are one
I interteined with you in a single moment
But in all seriousness
You were the one that held the gun

A flower is a gift
It is protection
Reflection, an unseen jurisdiction
A mask, and an illusion
It is simple, and in some instances,
Medicine
I call upon the flowers
I speak to the petals
I ask them for guidance
I treat them like angels
They are my greatest teachers
Lovers, and friends
They are the most beautiful piece of my imagination
Sacred geometic patterns locked in a single shape
They helped me open my eyes, and open a gate
Multiple moments parallel to each other
Instances that align and bring us together
Blooming ripples that flow like a river
Creating a world that is sacred and silver
Forget about karmatic gold and the gods that lost the heat
Open your eyes to idea of prosperity
Green grass and significant botanics
Trees and leaves and our ancestors of Atlantis

You were the shark that bit the skin off my bones
You left me naked, and let me sink into the bottom of the ocean- buried
Left in the dark with nothing but my memories
You took my identity
In the beginning I was shocked, devastated, and afraid
But now I want to thank you for washing my sins away
You took more than my skin when you devoured the flesh from my bones
I became one with the Sea, the biggest piece of me- water
There is a purpose for the evil we allow into our reality
To defeat or even to be defeated by it
What I allowed to happen changed me
I felt the water that had always been a part of my body
I drank it out of a chalice made from the rocks in the Sea
It fed into my empty bones, and I started to appreciate where I came from
I started a life all over again
I rooted myself to the bottom of the ocean only to allow myself to turn into something more beautiful that would one day find it self with ankles, knees, toes, fingers, and a heart beat
Maybe one that I could actually hear this time
Or even feel aligning with the breaths inside my rib cage
I would appreciate the movement of the water flowing through my veins, up and down my spine, and connecting to my brain
I am water, and it is mostly all I have ever been
With out the bite from your rusted teeth that night
I would have never understood what it costs to be human
What it takes, and what it means to break
I am not afraid to die
I can now even stare into its lonesome eyes
I am so free, because of us
Thank you for your gruesome ending
Your shallow stomach
Your broken heart
Your manipulated kiss
I will always remember the last time we touched
If I lose my way, I know we will meet again
You can not forget your first love
It is what carries us to every next day
And I love you so much
Why do you think I decided to stay?

Connection is the blind musician singing himself to sleep
I do not want you to wake up if this is a dream we can keep
Together we are the backbone of a fantasy
Aligning with planetary destiny
We are the beginning of something like Atlantis
We are at the very least fulfilling a prophecy
The first things will also be the last things
Circular motion of my physical heart beat
Seconds lost in time or breaken down into moments
With out the clocks who is to explain it?
We need numbers, but we don't really need time
We just need to keep a pattern that allows us to rewind
If we don't know the beginning waters
If we don't know the wilting trees
If we don't know all that is inside us
How can we set ourselves free?

Your blue eyes sank into the pit of my belly button
Heavy breaths left my mouth like boulders rolling off the mountain side
My toes sat tight in my boots, and curled under my feet

You built a latter, and set it next to my body
I was aching, restless, and hungry
Full of heavy thoughts that left my insides empty
I could not swallow anything unless it buried me
I took shots of whisky that tasted like moldy unsolved mysteries
My friends happily poured me one after another until I blacked out
With every shot I only ingested their hand-me-down uncertainty
Happily, because I was in love with them
I was in love with everything I knew they could possibly be
They were the divine hook to the songs in my dreams
We built a family around drums, and campfires
We sang up, down, and around the couches in the living room

We were free, and lost in simplicity
Blind to the perfection of just how simply perfect we made it all to be

So I took the bullet, I took the shot
I took it for them so they wouldn't rot
I wanted to save them from diving into the imaginary rule book of life
These stupid walls that really don't exist unless you bring them to light
We need walls to build a home, but I need space to live
I need space to breath, I need space to explore in
Where the **** am I supposed to go if I put up 10,000 walls?
A home is not a place or a maze where I should get lost
You can feel where home is, and you know it when you are there

I want an intervention of memory
I want to restore my own history
I need some sort of upliftment after sitting on the sidelines
I could sleep with you every night and you still wouldn't give me what I needed to keep my dream alive
I can't feel you or even myself anymore, because I ended up floating away
My daydreams don't guide me home
They barely even get me through the front door
I beg my own pardon for I have made too many mistakes
My stomache feels like it has taken to leaches and it glues me to this place
My gut is the rut of stolen behavior
Throwing up pity parties
And making up saviors
Saving me frm rotting away

My tomb stone sits on the edge of my personal expression
A lesson learned in time and in conversation
I cower at the thought of losing my own head
My own mind, and my discipline

I know how to stare him straight in the eyes
I know how to deceive him in between my thighs
I am an angel
I am a sinner, and I know how to strangle time
This is the divine era of modern waste, and sweet sublime
I am practicing a dream
I am in the center of space
I am coming together with everything that will ever take place
I am solid, after being liquid, beaten, and broken
I am here for every day that I choose to own it
I am thankful, full, and full of blood
Without you in my life
I would be drowning in the mud

It was late, and you had fallen asleep early
California love made in a cheap hotel
We started with margaritas in the moonlight
Your new favorite alcoholic beverage
Although, you hardly even started drinking yours
This time when you fell asleep I didn't want to wake you
That was different for me
I just enjoy spending time with you
But seeing you lay on those white sheets practically naked drove me wild
Those baby blue boxer briefs were killing it, those freckles on your shoulders were killing me, you were killing me -but I liked it
Death never looked so good until I saw it in the sea of your eyes

Soul inspired tide of disbelief
Sail me away to the sound of assurance
I long for the desire to aquire a hold
On the creation of my reality
I am the captain of this ship
I am the mighty waves in the Ocean
I am the mermaid singing her way to victory
I am a channel for the unknown knowns
I want to believe in that that is untamed
I want to ride in the storm and face it unafraid
Guide me to the mountainous heaven
That sliver of peace I call my salvation
I will make it home, and it will not **** me
To assure myself of this is the biggest step in my own making of history

I always get this urge to write about pretty and beautiful things
But when I go to write I have nothing to say
I think of the moon and light from the sun
Or sometimes the stars and the constellations
The problem is that I am unaware of my intentions
Then the flow that I follow comes from unattended emotions
Leading to past and unhealed wounds
That I didn't even know still felt heavy and bruised
I am almost dying in places inside of myself
I am recovering memories from straight out of hell
I have named my own demons and chained them to my ribs
I keep them locked in blood sockets and force them to live
Burning in a nightmare I created myself
Its no wonder the moon is no source of help
I have decieved my own eyes, my own heart, my own soul
I have been made a slave to this feeling,
.........

This romance, the dance, this chance
Has left me in the rubble
Climbing mountains, and taking hikes
Feel subtle compared to where you have left me
I stare into the abyss
Wishing for a kiss from someone
Who understands attraction
Who understands reaction
Who takes me for who I am
Not some outdated faction
I am stronger than these conversations
I am more than these personalizations
I am not wrong in thinking I am more than these realizations
These people are not free
They are confining me to their reality
That I want no part in
Where I am not sacred
And I am
I AM AND I ALWAYS WILL BE
But just because you don't understand doesn't mean I don't want you with me
This is why I still hang on to you...

The moon and I are one
Jealous is the sun
Which is why I invited him
I don't believe in sin, anymore
I adore the thought of us all being better
No matter what weather is headed our way
Because, together we can solve anything
Rearrange everything that has ever been discovered
Beautiful is the Mother that sits on our shoulders, and let's us dance
What a fantastic romance this is to be apart of
A sacred dove of a hidden memory we found together that is untouched
I love you, and I love myself
Bright moon, bleed on me
Share your wealth
I mean every poem I write
My words come from the tongue inside
The dragon in my back and forth heart
....

The warmth of this vision inside of me is healing
like a fire burning with friends gathered around telling ghost stories
of what used to be
I still hear their voices in my fainted memory
They sound staggered, and I can hear them yelling
Searching for an answer to this untitled folk tale
Not realizing they are stuck in the cell of someone elses reality
The earth has the answers
unseen and untouched
You just have to ask
but asking seems like the last crutch
it's the only crutch if you don't start looking
miracles do happen
it's why I am writing

Sundown after the charcoal town
We've been burning since December
I remember when you and I danced on Ice
Such a sacrifice we held together
Unweathered and untethered
Pleasured and unmeasured
You held me over your shoulders
The weight was so heavy,
And we still never sank under
What a dance
I still remember
Two bright stars over frozen layers of water
....

The preasure being released from my body feels like jumping into cold water
The release of what has nothing to do with me anymore is no longer limited
I am refreshed and cleansed of what weighed me down before I came up for air
I am a masterpiece waiting to be painted
I am an ocean that everyone swims in
I AM LOVE
I am the boat that carries you to that island
I am the impossible made possible
I am the unquestionable answer you have been waiting for
I am what you have been waiting for,
Because I am powerful
I am willing, AND able
I am beautiful, because I wanted be
I am here, because I chose to be
I am a light, because I am sick of the dark
Hold my hand as I dive into my next adventure
I want to take you with me to that Island
I want the cold water to release you from what was, and realign you with what is
How much more infinate could one possibly get?

You end my day with the rise of the moon
How I have always thought of you
You sing such sweet melodies that hold me in the dark
Lighting up my solar plexus with an instant spark
Melting everything else around me,
Because in that moment it no longer matters
It all shatters, and I become plastered with emotion
What a magnanimously calming ocean
You give the opportunity to set myself free
To let go of all the things that never have served me
I remember, and I feel it like bliss
I can now understand what you mean by a kiss
Mouth to mouth vibration in the pit of my soul
It had been so long since I last felt this whole
So sing me to sleep in your starry night sky
My moon, my dream, my sweetest lullaby

Time sits on our shoulders, and we dance
Holding each others hands in the sway of every number
The trinity moves faster, and we get an eternal glance
What a hollow vision it may look from the outside,
Untold and Unknown
What an honest treasure it holds when we look into each others eyes
When we are together, I run, jump, and dive right in
You are the lost image of my deepest and darkest sin
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Who is the fairest of them all?
Because I thought it was me
I thought I was everything, all in one, and everlasting
How depressing, and lonely that idea must be
Or how it was until you danced with me
I love your spirit, and am so thankful we met
I will hold you in my heart like a necklace with a locket
Thank you for being every incredible inch that you are
I will hold a place for you in the night sky,
Who would of thought you were an actual star?
Do you see all those out there? How they shine in the dark?
How we stare at them in pure fascination?
Wondering exactly what they are?
Reality is a dream, it's real, and moving fast
Remember who are or this dream will never last

My light when out when I thought we were invisible
When I thought I could reach the top with out you
I just sank, and fell deep into the darkest oblivion
I am sorry, and I forgot
I am weeping, and I am hollow
I am ashamed, and I feel it in my gut
Pressure is pulsing inside my head
To the thickness of your heartbeat, and I know it
I can apologize one thousand times but It just won't cut it
I made a mistake, and I can't change that
I had my head lost in time, and I can't go back
This reality has consumed me
I am here, and I always will be
I found myself where I shouldn't have
Now I hurt the greatest part of me

(you)

These feelings feel fresh when I first speak
A great sense of relief
That falls off my infinite tongue
To your heart
Ever so deep
I hollow out your mind to make space for me
I will yell, I will whisper, I will sing if you please
I am here waiting for the turn of your cheek
I wait for the moment that our souls eyes meet
Shift with me, move with me, dance with me, please
Let us all peak at the future,
Bring us all to our knees
Lift us up after the thought of being alone wears off
Lift us up after we realize only we can turn back the clocks
Lift us up after we see that all it really took
Was a pen and piece of paper
We are the forgotten authors of our own book

Feeling-
Overwhelmed is an understatement
Feet winded with this pavement
So many places for me to go
Memory overflowing
As eyes open my front window
Vision-
Ascending into the next dimension
Freeing myself of my own prison
I am over it, above it, and beyond it
I am resurrected, a prophet
My true identity will unlock this
Power-
Mother after my own heart
Creating such beautiful works of art
Magnanimous changes that will occur
Soon to be the most awe inspiring picture
I am overwhelmed, but I am happening
Change-

This wind of jealousy no longer serves me
It breaks me
Divides me in half with myself
Separation locks me out
Pulls me apart
Drags me around
I am not these pieces of doubt
I am not afraid of who I am
I am, and that is enough
Stronger now that I can kiss this feeling goodbye
Jealousy, what a blasphemy
Something now that has nothing to do with me

We finally danced, and I did nothing
I couldn't have
I didn't want to
Anything I did or could do
Wouldn't have been enough
You bled into my me
You bled into my bones
We were one
I held hands with thoughts
That we together, have always shared
I had only just forgotten
You brought me back to my first breath
My first feeling of regret
I forgive you, because I understand now
Swimming in song
Singing in irreplaceable tune
Step by step swallowing me in your swoon
We danced, and I did nothing
What more could I really ever want from you?

I cant really explain it
But I can obtain it
And I love that I know it
I really am so into you
This vortex is crazy
And it really pulls me
So alive, and living
Past, future, happening
Now, I am so into you
Pulling me hypnitically
Listening so intuitively
So quickly inside my own being
Alone, universe I call to you
Shining brightly
More vivid than lightening
In the dark I am glowing
I am so into you

I understand that I do not
I embrace the fact that I still try
To this day to move forward
To the thundering steps along
The wheel of illusion
Fusion between my vision
Along with perception of division
I want to honor this conclusion
Stitch back every false incision
I will dance if you dance with me
Hold my hand, and join the party
My thoughts follow the white rabbit
Into her own black abyss
Red eyes shot like diamonds
Color blinded by unknown bliss
It is there, and it always has been
Embrace what you find
Do not get lost in silence
Patience

This is only the start
and it doesn't mark any actual words I might have for you
I will add and add and continue to glue on words of excellence
To your shoulder
Boulder now that they hold me on them so high,
because you do, I know you do
I do, I do, I do,
and I will forever
Heaven in our arms together
I hold you closer than my mother
Sick truth turned into something beautiful
I live for the day I first met you
In your eyes I swam to your heart
Plucking every single petal I found
The petals from your pollinated soul
The waves of your nurtured ocean of the mind
I sunk deep to the pit of your divine
and I am bringing you with me
I want nothing more than to sail away
With us-
Universe only knows what we might do
Let our love gripping heartbeats
Beat to the sound of our oblivion
Our heaven
Candle light night flame of Venus spread
Across the dark sky by the moon
Forever gazed inside this swoon
I love you, Lucifer
I really really do

I kissed the mist of leftover blood on my tongue when you sang
How sweetly your voice did sound against the rain
Against the thunder
Against your mother
How dare you!
To still bring about silent thunder
Quiet against the grain of your skin
Even then still so soft
I continue to ponder
About the thought of sancuary
Something so sacred and legendary
I could fall to my knees
If I had any
Let the light that is leading reign
Embrace true victory
Stay

Someday I will be ready
Someday I will find myself prepared
Someday I will see you
Then we will meet each other there
So much is to come
What steps do I take now?
Keep asking Spirit to guide you
Head tip top, and Feet stable on ground