Sun strikes me in passionate view
Setting sail to the taste of comfort
Blankets of shadows that once were
Unfold

They always unfold

Emotions sprout as I lay them down
Blooming words too beautiful to shout
Caught in the whisper of my own tongue
Quiet

I am never quiet

Loud are your curls like tangled branches
Shaking hands with the wind
As they fall down like avalanches
Touch

I always want your touch

In the dark of the night I find myself in a stutter
Far gone is the space between us
Your clothes spread around my room
Clutter

The picture I have painted is fading

Blue like the skies among wolves
I howl away the feeling of being alone
My pack waits upon mountains I can not reach

I remember when I used to chase the moon
The biggest drink of water I have ever had
I remember when, and that's why it pains me

I remember the touch of your trance
The sallow of your soul
The fire I would feel in the cold of the night
The colors you would exchange through the eclipse of your kiss
You left me unsettled
With thousands of things like these to miss

Years have passed while I pass in this life

White like the snow that melts under my feet
Washing away this sense of defeat
I will follow the river that flows down stream
Backward reflection of my watery heartbeat

My tummy sits full
While my chest buries me
Back stands straight
Feet kept clean
I will wrestle 'til the end of this lonesome night
Spirit be with me
Kiss me until I explode
Kiss me into infinity
Kiss me until you are apart of me
We, that is what we are
Like wolves on the mountains
Like the moon to the stars

My words can only speak so much
Winds that blow south
Offer a much greater touch
Traveling on and far away from the cold
Like reverence itself
Creating a new mold
of culture and being
of thinking and seeing
Karma herself alive and showing
you what it takes
to make or break yourself
Because its all up to you
Dont devour your own hell

Don't leave the room because I'm scared
I dared you to come closer
I let you look into my eyes
I asked you to take pictures
I would do just that for you
If I didn't scare you just the same
If our souls weren't already intertwined
As if we didn't already know we knew what to say

Fear is always at the bottom of the caves in our hearts
Fear is always in the way of love when it starts
Blossoms blooming because we both see the light
Making our hearts braid together and putting fear out of sight

If I sit and stare at a blank wall I could think of a billion things in one hour
If I sit and stare at mural I could still think of a billion things in just one hour
The difference in thought would be extreme
I'd start from scratch by staring into a blank abyss
I'd start in the midst of a billion by staring straight into a colored cave
The blank wall would allow me to go anywhere
The mural would keep me confined to the colors and pictures
Framed imagination that still soars
Among a wondrous plane
But starting from scratch would still do the same
Igniting an idea that did not start with a frame
I am allowing myself to light a new flame
Game changer
Idealistic match maker!
I will forget what my parents taught me
Bombard my future with my own colored view
Far out stars that have been found missing
End up on canvases as enamored hues
Galaxy speak to me with this pen
Let my mind be open to you
Let the strokes of my wrist wave this rhythm
Make my dreams come true
Colored murals that once were
I still seek anew
Time is changing
I am here to rescue you

I was sent here to rescue you

In a past life I was absurd
Ridiculous, crazy, enraged
With passion
Looked at as unstable
I was unable to communicate
My reality, my mind, my vitality
To myself, it, was still a mystery
Unsolved, yet of course diagnosed
Voices plus visions equals exclusion
Exclusion subtracts being able to interact
With anything actually worth seeing
Or being a part of
Four pale walls
A plank nailed to one side
A bucket to **** in
The only security left
Was within my own eyes
And I couldn't even get a ******* mirror

Every single day inside my own mind
Conversing with Neptune
And the Keepers of Time
Pleiadian lover
Moon dust from down under
I weep!
No one here hears my cry
I am destined for this room
For the rest of this entire life
Sacred words that were once spoken
Arose at the most absolute worst moment
Now a fool I look to be
No one sees what I see!

So I let myself go
Returned home and found peace
Settled my thoughts
Calm the storms of the sea that I see
My ship has been rebuilt
I am now setting sail
The wind is blowing in a new direction
There is no doubt I will prevail

In this life to be I might be considered
Absurd, ridiculous, crazy, and enraged
With passion
But this time more stable
Able to communicate
Reality, mind, vitality
It still may be some what of a mystery
Unsolved, yet no need for diagnosis
I was taught in better ways
I now know how to own this
I am the greatest me I have ever been
I am back with a vengeance
I am Carma's daughter
Preaching the power of reverence
Right now I am still learning
Yearning, and searching for new answers
Asking questions that hardly make sense
Because everyone else is still afraid of this power!
I want to know!
I want to see!
I allow the grace of these visions
To bless themselves up on me

In this life I might be considered
Absurd, ridiculous, crazy, and enraged

I just don't ******* care anymore

Locked in a tower of undivided attention in my mind
I hear myself plea in a race for time
Im not sure what for just yet
But my head is aching and I need to rest
Settle down and be at ease
Calm the waves of the seas that I see
The ones that make me feel heavy
The rolling tides that roar over
And turn into rivers
That flow down my nose
As I desperately recover
I have tried many times
Yet still continue
But I fear my boat is sinking
And I'm not sure who to turn to