In this weary confusion I have come to learn that I have never stood alone
I have never placed one foot in front of the other without another
This body is not who I am nor who I was meant to be
I am the soul inside that is actually living
Breathing is the body that now is
While I am here and can actually see it
Here on this earth away from what we call the galaxy
Where my thoughts are connecting to
As higher intelligences are actually speaking with me
Teaching me, and guiding me
As I learn how to be
As I learn how to hear
As I learn how to see
"Ask and you shall receive"
But first you must know how to ask
You must learn how to listen
You must learn how to react
To the answers when they are not always so obvious
It could come from someone else's conversation
It could come from a chorus
It could come from any direction
It could be something you read
Just know it is your jurisdiction
Your truth and your truth only
Truths tend to be different
Most find mine to be far out
Too crazy for them
Wishing I'd find another route
They find too much time in their own truth to be satisfied
They live in their own fear
In a way our realities could never collide
I am stuck on this, because it has lifted me
I am now a better person
The light has touched me
Or I, it
Either way we are connected
Together we exist
Together we are working on a new world
Some day I just hope
That in my mind you will come to see this
And resurrect it

People are a remembrance of what truly ever was
Still bound to the performance of what they think actually is
The illusion they are presented is small tid bit of a mention
Of the world they are living in
The beginning of the end
That never truly has to
When you own up to your station
Bringing up a nation
Of everlasting love
The trees will whisper secrets
And pass them off to the doves
That before were once pigeons
Yet took on the test that was given
And turned their brown beak to black
Brought down the sack
Of glory that will rise
As long as you open up your eyes
Be humble in your demise
You will still rise to your kingdom

All that is left is your magnamous freedom

My poetry doesn't really make sense to anyone but me
Begging myself to get down on my knees
And pray to myself
Because I'm my only god
I'm the only one in power
Of my every single thought
Only I know what I think
What is real and what is not
I pray to myself in hopes I will listen
Hoping I will someday soon own up to my position
When I feel let down
It is my own fault
Not because of some other person
Or some other entity of god
I am me, and that's all that there is
That's all that I'm sure of
It's really no secret
Discover the power that lies within you
Write your own book
Decide your own truth

I lift myself up to the top of the crater
Holding my own hand
Because I'm the only one who can make me feel better
I reflect the mirror of a widowed soul
Easy to please because I've been growing old
The same old **** drives me crazy
Drives me in circles
Makes me feel lazy
About how I am
How I am supposed to be
Left on this planet
With no one to save me
And that is how I feel
I love my family
My family are my friends
But they don't reserect me
They can't save what they don't know is lost
They don't feel what I feel
The don't know that I'm tossed
Between life and them
Not knowing how dead - they really are
Mark my words
I'm hotter than mars
I've got this down
I know my power
I've let it set in
I'm ready to devour
The planets and all that there is
I'm ready to take it
I've already defeated it
I wait while they wander
I shoot with the stars
I quiver with fire
I'm raising the bar
I'm calling out insane
Runnin around in their maze
It's time to real you in
I'm sick of waiting
Will your consciousness already sit in?
Christ
Holy power
Raise your fist
Feel te power
Of yourself
And eternal wealth
I want you hear
Find thine eye
Heaven be clear
To me
To you
To us
Amen

Yellow granit strikes up panic
Leaves me with the sun
Unfinished and undone
Nursing the shooting stars
Following them out far
Into the absolute greatest darkness
Living through hell
Something I can't seem to part with
Sinking my basket down to the bottom
Hoping to fish out the Devine
That I already hold in my hand
But I've lost that thought in my mind
Shattered bones make it hard to stand
My friends are so slow and not on my level to recover
I reach out my hand, but they don't even bother
My mindset is too far out for them
Under their tongue
Sadly, all they know how to do is pretend
I really am climbing the mountain
I am at my highest peak
Waiting for them
I'll stay here until you here my call
Echoing loud down the cave
Perched perfect on out holy branch
Ready to catch you when you fall
It will be your most perfect decision
Watch your thoughts unfold
Into a heavenly tangible vision

I really like my used old boots
The ones that I've really walked in
The ones that I've actually been places in
That remind me of things I often forget
The steps I've taken
That put me on this path
That I currently walk in this time
Now
The only place I've really ever been
Here
I laugh at the thought of only being here now
Like I've never been anywhere else
But I can't go back to yesterday
And I can't skip to next Tuesday
So I might as well just stay here now
And wake up here
Keep adapting to the footsteps
Make them brandnew somehow every day
Push myself to believe
That in the end I just might stay
Ink in my own message or passage on a wall
To remind myself there that I am here after all