When I enrich new souls I open up my thoughts
I feel things that have never been thought
I touch wounds that have never been healed
I un-vacuum things that have never been sealed  
I enforce new rules to those who are naive
I am the power beyond the light you've already conceived
I am the widowed shadow of the left behind
I am the ghost that is haunting you in the trenches of your mind

I am black and ashamed
I am withered and untamed
I am  the red on your skin
I am the ultimate evil from within

I count your days until they leave
I make clocks work like famous thieves
I am Robin in the hood
I am doubt inside your golden good

That pours out from souls at sea
I am the ultimate undying plea
I am the heart inside your chest
I am what is beating,
and I am nothing less

We are real and we are now
We are the power inside the 'how'
We are what is left of humane kind
We are what is raging inside your mind
We found it here, but are blind to see
Our minds can twist together
And finally leave

To the place that we call home
Above Jerusalem, our foreign home
Where the pages once wrote before
But did no justice for what is in store
For our sacred higher selves
For you and I
Heaven, and Hell

I have seen the circle
I have already followed through
Somehow I found myself here
Somehow I still feel you
No matter how many times I leave
Or even decide to stay
I will always want you come November
And the same with in May
I want you for all months to come
I want you and I for all to see
I want you for the stars
I want you for me
I used to sail alone
Until the moment I called you home
That was when we met the sea
The illusions passed and set us free
That time is infinite
It is forever lasting
It is past this entire world
It is why we are latching
If even only one eye could see
Our naked bodies pressed against the beach
Then everything would dissolve
And evaporate already
All that resides there is you and I
No more Mother Earth or Father Sky
I want to feel you in my bones
It is where we built our home
All these wants just to feel
Would break the White angels ancient wheel
If all our fears were colored blue
If all our time just fell right through
If all the scenes would be displayed
If all our filth would wash away
You could find me in your arms
We could eliminate the vicious swarm
Of self invested fools
Of all the ones who feel the rule
Of power with out love
How foolish to forget of  our sacred white dove
Who soars over every sea
Who watches you and me
He is the breach in our path
The forever seeking math
Of how the two of us subside
In Utopia there is you and I

It is not just you; it is everything
I feel something so serene about this year
I feel a forgotten presence when you are here
Like you have chased me to this day
This moment, hour, minute, second
Like you have chased me beyond this time,
Because there is no more room for any of it
I will finally see the one of two
I can finally see my unforgotten moon
So simple and secure, no time or measure
I have sailed our lost and found seas
I have reached a diameter where we can finally meet
Again

Part of this is you, but a great amount is me
How many times I have called you home
How many suns I have set free
How many times I will say how many
Or use the word time in plenty

I am sick and ugly
I am alone and blind
Distance makes me lonely
And the sun seem so unkind
When I realize these things
When I open up my eyes
When I see you as the moon
I put the sun between my thighs
I spread my legs wide open
and invite you back inside
to where everything began
and the entire universe collides

Part of this is you, but a great amount is me
How many times I have called you home
How many suns I have set free
How many times I will say how many
Or use the word time in plenty

Because time does not exist,
And I want you home already

The love that binds us has been forever intertwined
I found it yesterday, today, and I will find it again tomorrow
I have found it now within myself, and here with you alone
We are all alone, and that is understood
The power of one goes beyond time,
Because time is a concept we have habitually been seized to
This love that binds us is strong without reason
No reason to not accept that it is held within you now
The inevitable reason of why
I found it yesterday, today, and I will find it again tomorrow

This melting wave of static inhales me when I think of you
It carries me away on our ship we bought last Summer
The waves we ride on are far from the Ocean,
But the water we sail on guides us to our heaven
Let the moon guide the sun to her everlasting heaven
Let the moon sail on waters you thought were forbidden
Let the moon see the sun striped naked and undone
Let the moon be the one to first kiss the sun
Let the moon be in love, let the moon finally see
That what has been holding them back all along were you and me

I have known you forever,
And sometimes you are sitting right in front me
L I T E R A L L Y
On my living  room floor
In the passenger seat if my car
In my work place waiting for me up at the bar
But this world holds us back,
We don't know how to act
We don't know what we see
Or how to perceive
So we continue in our every day motions
With what the world tells us go with
How to flow, with what we think we know
I'm aware, and it makes me scared.
All I want to see is you,
Even though these tacks restrain me back
In the back of my mind, I still do.

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This is what the world has become
This is what it all boils down to
This is my emo blog for you
Literally. This is it.
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