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Alice Kay Nov 2012
I fall asleep with my head resting on your chest
Someday.....
Alice Kay Feb 2013
Even if I need help                                                             ­                               I do

I would never tell anyone                                                           ­                    definitely not my family

Because then I'd be treated differently                                                      ­    with pity "oh, I'm sorry!       .                                                          ­                                                             I didn't even realize!

And I definitely wouldn't have a life then                                                      *like I ever did
Alice Kay Nov 2012
I can hear your tears from here
I know you try to muffle the cries

But I can still hear them
no matter where I am in the world

*Why won't you let me help?
Is it because of pride or her?
Alice Kay Mar 2013
Please help me find the smiles,
the happiness,
whatever is left of the joy,
and if there’s any love left,
please show it to me.
I know it's bad!

I might edit it later.
Alice Kay Dec 2012
"Hey" he says
and from there my life is of to the races

The last night talking
the "it's 1 am already???"

then when what already was is confirmed
with an "I want a relationship"

next comes the slow and sad decline
the words "we are drifting apart"

suddenly, you know the reason
hateful words and actions burst forth

finally, the realization
that you still love him, but it's to late...

the long, silent nights of tears follow
when regret replace the forgotten smiles

"Hey" he says
a new chapter begins with someone new
Alice Kay Oct 2012
Such a tiny speck...
in the middle of no where                                                            ­                                             literally

Suddenly, from no where,
it explodes!
***** of fire,
flames of passion                                                          ­                                                            Erupt­

My! What a sight to see!

But no one is there to see it

This started the universe


yet it remains...                                                       ­                                                             
                                                                ­                                                                 ­               Unseen
                                           ­                                                                 ­                               unproven.










                                             ­                                                                 ­                  Lost...
Random rant...hope you like it!
Alice Kay Oct 2012
I'm a life hiding under an umbrella,
instead of welcoming the rain
and letting it wash away all my worries...
Alice Kay May 2013
You stare off in a day dream,
in a place where you are looking down at your feet,
flying high above the ground.

But she keeps talking
oblivious to all but her own problems.
Alice Kay Nov 2012
Don't stop your dreaming

I don't ever want those boyhood dreams

to be lost in the wind...
Alice Kay Nov 2012
Day and night,
summer and winter.
The years past,
memories fly by.
And yet,
no matter what will come,
I’ll never forget my first and last true home.
To a friend for his birthday
Alice Kay Nov 2012
It's so nice having you home again...must you leave?
again........
Alice Kay Dec 2012
I stare at the screen

seeing that you read everything I sent you.

99% knowing you'll never respond

1% hoping
that maybe....I'll get even a word....
Alice Kay Jan 2013
You always imagine something to happen a certain way.

But for some reason,

it seems the other person always has a different imagination.
idk........random thought of the day.
Alice Kay Oct 2012
When you ended everything we had going for us,
I was caught in a hurricane.

Now that the storm has past,
All I can do is fix the damage and try to move on.
Alice Kay Feb 2013
"She deserved to know,
we should stop doing that"

And yet, less then 5 minutes after you say its all good,
you continue the very thing that started it all.



That totally makes sense.
Alice Kay Dec 2012
I tilted back my head

and let the rain roll over my face

as it chilled me to the heart.

And when I fell to my knees,

and remembered how easily ice breaks...

*It was to late.
Alice Kay Oct 2012
What must I do to escape this world
that I was forced into?
I've changed everything I could!
Three accounts after my first,
and I still can't find a way to share.
To share my thoughts and feelings
without one of my "friends" finding me
and acting all offended about what I write.
Isn't this a country of freedom of speech?
I should be able to write what ever I want
about anyone, so why are you so surprised
when I put my frustration in a poem?
Would you rather me physically slap you all
for your inconsideration, stupidity, and rudeness?
But I would never do that.
I'm such a kind girl that doesn't care
what people say or do to her
*right?
I can't wait until I leave...
Alice Kay Mar 2013
She's just another illusion.

Don't forget that, you don't need to be hurt again.
Alice Kay Feb 2013
You're one of those people

where it doesn't matter if someone cares.
It's just the illusion you need.
Alice Kay May 2013
failure                                      failure
            ­                                                                 ­                                        failure
                                                         ­             failure
                           failure                                                                                                                      failure
                                                          failure                               failure
   failure
                                      failure            ­                                                                  failure
Alice Kay Jan 2013
Times of innocence pass,
day spent running around without a fear.
The future non-comprehendible,
not that it even mattered.
It was a time of living in the moment.
Of Mommy can fix any problem
and Daddy can do anything, and knows everything.

A time of complete and utter bliss.

If only I could re-live that time
and remember the exact feeling
of Daddy spinning me around in circles.
Of feeling like the whole world was my playground
and forgetting any bad things in a matter of seconds.
I wish I could stay young forever.
Alice Kay Nov 2012
I guess you really did it this time
Left yourself in your warpath
Lost your balance on a tightrope
Lost your mind tryin' to get it back

Wasn't it easier in your lunchbox days?
Always a bigger bed to crawl into
Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything
And everybody believed in you?

It's alright, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been.
You're still an innocent,
You're still an innocent.

Did some things you can't speak of
But at night you live it all again
You wouldn't be shattered on the floor now
If only you would seen what you know now then

Wasn't it easier in your firefly-catchin' days?
When everything out of reach, someone bigger brought down to you
Wasn't it beautiful runnin' wild 'til you fell asleep
Before the monsters caught up to you?

It's alright, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent
It's okay, life is a tough crowd
32, and still growin' up now
Who you are is not what you did.
You're still an innocent.

Time turns flames to embers
You'll have new Septembers
Every one of us has messed up too
Lives change like the weather
I hope you remember
Today is never too late to be brand new

It's alright, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent.
It's okay, life is a tough crowd
32, and still growin' up now
Who you are is not what you did
You're still an innocent.
You're still an innocent.

Lost your balance on a tightrope.
It's never too late to get it back.
this is by Taylor Swift. I've recently been completely obsessed with the song, and for some reason, I get a lot of poem ideas from it. Hope you check out the song for yourself.
Alice Kay Dec 2012
The blinding lights
form spots when I blink.

They're always with me.

I need to break out from these white-washed walls
and polished floors.

Let me feel grass under my feet,
and the heat of the sun.

See the soft light of the evening
and the slow-rushing waters.

But no...
They will never let me out of this straight jacket.
How did Houdini get out of it?
Alice Kay Dec 2012
Yeah, I'm insane.

Everyone knows it, they just don't say it to my face.
It's probably better if they...or someone calls the police
before someone gets hurt....or something goes

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Alice Kay Feb 2013
You always had to win

you always had to show how smart you were

even when I was crying to you.
Yeah, you can write about a theme in a book, but you don't understand it.
Alice Kay Jan 2013
I always end up in a state of self loathing,

but maybe it's worth it for those few minutes

of feeling like I could do anything I wished
only as long as you were at my side....

but now you're not....and never will be again
Alice Kay Jan 2013
I always end up in a state of self loathing,

but maybe it's worth it for those few minutes

of feeling like I could do anything I wished
only as long as you were at my side....

but now you're not....and never will be again
Alice Kay Jan 2013
"If there ever comes a day
when we can't be together,
keep me in your heart,
I'll stay there forever"

*~Winnie the Pooh
Sweet words from the Pooh Bear :)
Alice Kay Feb 2013
It's been enough.

nothing will ever be right

I'll make once last climb to the top

this time to the very top

before I fall




and end


it                                                     ­                   


all                                      ­                                                                 ­                              .
Alice Kay Nov 2012
I walk on a lonely road .   .   .

the faces and memories pass by

before fading behind me...

I cannot ever stop walking

no matter how tired I am

nor can I        ----------------->         run               --------------->                           ahead  <---------------

...again
                                   ­      (of course)
in time...

and I walk alone.
.



kinda experimenting....hope you like!
Alice Kay Dec 2012
I won't cry!

I won't.

I won't...

I tell myself that over and over

as the tears continue to fall
Alice Kay Nov 2012
Ok, so a guy I was talking with used a "bad word"

OH MY GOSH HE MUST BE AN AWFUL PERSON

He was playing around, having fun jumping off a short wall

OH MY GOSH HE MUST BE A GANGSTER, A DANGEROUS PERSON

I laughed because he said something really funny to his friend

OH MY GOSH YOU CAN'T LIKE SOMEONE LIKE THAT!!

I rolled my eyes at your senseless over-reaction

OH MY GOSH THAT BAD KID IS INFLUENCING YOU!!!


Seriously Mom???
My mom is the kind that think's it's awful if I say "dude, that *****!" cause it's "bad" Just kinda ranting how she was freaking out over a friend of mine that's a good kid...

Sorry Mom, but it's ok to be cool sometimes
Alice Kay Feb 2013
Another two hours....

just two more hours left

to try to keep my eyes open

and maybe sleep well knowing everything is done.

another two hours...

another $20......

another 120 minutes that could've be spent in sleep

another 7,200 seconds the could've been spent finishing homework.
Is two hours of of dealing with crying kids worth is for just $20?
Kid
Alice Kay Mar 2013
Kid
The poor little kid,
he thinks he knows who she is.

Don't get pulled in her trap, kid.

You don't need anymore tears, kid.

You think she's perfect in every way,
but she's not,
not one is.

Don't get pulled in her trap, kid.

You don't need anymore tears, kid.
Alice Kay Nov 2012
I don't know who he will be, or what he will look like, just how it will feel...

*(like love)
Alice Kay Feb 2013
Everyone says he'll finally realize his mistake
in letting me go...someday




*but I know better
Alice Kay Mar 2013
Jump in a lake,
wash away the grey

Let your hair down,
let your mind drift away.

Let it go,
let it go,
let it go.

It will be okay.

Let it go,
let it go,
let it go,

It's so much better this way.
Alice Kay Apr 2013
Never good enough

never good enough

never good enough
for anyone
Alice Kay Nov 2012
That split second of eye contact

was like seeing a shooting star for the first time.
Alice Kay Mar 2013
Laying back I close my eyes.

and chaos breaks lose.
What should be dreams are nightmares.

Yup, it's gonna be another late night.
Alice Kay Dec 2012
Where silence

once was a thing that never happened.


now is to the point where typing one word

sounds like an earthquake.
to loud.....

It's sad how fast things can change
Alice Kay Mar 2013
The house is silent

everyone is sleeping.

The rhythm of typing plays on.
Alice Kay Apr 2013
I don't currently feel like giving anyone a lecture,
so I'll try to put it simply.

If you keep setting your mind on the negative,
you will never be anywhere near positive
and you will never be better (which, I might add, you say you are try to do)
and you will end up alone in life and even more miserable then you are now
(or say that you are) and then you might actually end up where you think you are heading now (dead)
Alice Kay Mar 2013
Why should I continue

to work towards something

that I hardly believe in anymore?
Alice Kay Jan 2013
Now I can talk about your favorite band,
without seeing your face,
without thinking back when we used to sing their songs together.
Now I can do what we used to with someone else,
without becoming lost in thought and regret.
Now I can sing to a sad break-up sing,
without wanting to cry because it was just like us.

Now I can smile without you.

Now I can live without you.

Thanks for teaching me that I don't need a **** to live.
:P Teehee!
Alice Kay Dec 2012
Every girl wants to be the one
that a guy falls head over heels over.

I used to have that honor to say
that I was that girl to someone.

But it turns out I was wrong.
Why is it so easy for people to lie?
Alice Kay Nov 2012
It's lonely here without you

and your lies of love
Alice Kay May 2013
Why should I keep going?

We spend half our lives preparing for the other half of our lives.

And half of those halves of our lives are spent doing nothing.

are spent doing nothing other then studying, preparing for things to come (that never even come)
Is this way of living really the right way?
Alice Kay Apr 2013
Finally somewhere I belong.

People I know I can trust forever.

A reason to try to be the best I can be at everything I do.
XD I'm so happy.
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