Nice to see you're happy,

'cause I'm not.

Just about now I could use a lecture

Yelling at myself for not moving on,

for not letting go,

for not being happy.

Please help me find the smiles,
the happiness,
whatever is left of the joy,
and if there’s any love left,
please show it to me.

The poor little kid,
he thinks he knows who she is.

Don't get pulled in her trap, kid.

You don't need anymore tears, kid.

You think she's perfect in every way,
but she's not,
not one is.

Don't get pulled in her trap, kid.

You don't need anymore tears, kid.

If you keep trusting,

in anything, anyone

you're gonna end up getting hurt.

Another one joins the family,
to share ideas
and to receive them in return.

To grow in imagination
and writing ability
and not to mention,

to meet some of the best people ever!

When are you two going to stop being kids?

Grow up,

see those looking up at you,

and at least act like you love each other.

Someday I'll give you a tattoo

it will be right on your chest and will be a heart.

Just so it at least looks like you have one.

My mom has been trying to get me to go back

to my old phycologist again,

just because I lock my door at night.

Some mistakes are bigger then others...

why did yours have to destroy my life

and leave it for me to fix when I was old enough to understand?

You know it's completely over

when you've given up even trying

If I stop working

on pointless projects

I'll start thinking of you.

Why can't you just let it go

and stop ruining it for everyone else?

And thus I continue to distort pristine images.

Just to convince myself that something good must come from this..

"She deserved to know,
we should stop doing that"

And yet, less then 5 minutes after you say its all good,
you continue the very thing that started it all.



That totally makes sense.

Again we run away

Again we try to solve a minor problem

with all this useless drama.

All that ends

with just a half-hearted handshake...

If you have never been to a music festival,
you are missing out on a great life experience.

Beats are pumping through your blood,
and everyone is united from all backgrounds a places
to share a common love of music.

It's an event to let go and enjoy yourself to the fullest.
Many people have the happiest looks on their faces,
but one boy caught my attention.

I was one of the first one hundred people to arrive,
and he stood out, he looked nervous and unsure of why he was there.

We both ended up near the stage, and when the music started to play
and the thousands of people started to sing and dance along with all their hearts,
he just...let it all go.

I had never before seen a face of such pure joy,
and I knew that was a person I wanted to be with.
Thus began my wild story of love at first sight.

You're one of those people

where it doesn't matter if someone cares.

Do you believe in love at first sight?

It's a concept that's often portrayed in movies and stories.

But maybe it's one of those things you have to experience

to truly understand what it is.


Let me tell you a story...

"Everyone needs something to believe in. Don't they?"

"Yes, I suppose that's true."

Dear priest, I hope you know that what you say
is what people want to believe in.

Desperately.

Flickering lights live in the shadows of the granite walls.

Extending on and on with infinite layers,

each with a story,

each with a tear,

each as a candle was lit with prayers from the soul.

Each with a hope that things will get better,

that things will heal.

That maybe, just maybe, their prayers, hopes, and dreams will be answered.

Everyone needs time to step back and take a look at their life

To try to understand the action of him/herself and those around them.

You always had to win

you always had to show how smart you were

even when I was crying to you.

You made me want to die of heart break

but you were my reason for living.

How can you read the last thing I sent to you

and think I don't care?

I need a shoulder to cry on

but I forgot no one cared but you

and now you're gone.

It’s one of those nights
when I can only describe
how I feel about you
with a tear.

We are at a stand still

neither of us want to put down our masks

but maybe that's just my imagination.

When so many battles are fought

and energy dies with each blow

both given and received

you begin to wonder

if this war is even worth fighting.

Some people say they fell for someone,
either they jumped and fell,
or didn't see the end of the cliff.

For me it was a bit different.
I saw the edge of the cliff,
and I tried to stay away from it.

Then you somehow wandered by
and pulled me to the edge hypnotizing me.
and then right before we fell off, I tried to back away,

but you gave me a big push,
and down I went only regretting letting you lead me
once I hit the ground.

For me this is just another normal day

for some girls, it's a day where he proves his love to her

gives her a little extra something like pointless chocolates.

Stupid girls... he's just doing that because he has to.

He sits there,
joyful music in his ears,
a frown on his face.

I will not fall   I will not fall  I will not fall I will -not-
                

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for                                                                                                                                      **you

The clouds passing over head
form fifty shades of grey

The lightest shedding a bit of light on the dying grass
for only a moment before the almost-black erase the memory.

And so they march on
the never ending army of clouds

It's amazing how two people

at one time can appear perfect for each other

even when they aren't

and then the inevitable comes

gradual distancing via work and some other lame excuse

and then it's just not there...

and even if they still love each other,

it's to different

and they go their own ways.

Leaving two children behind.

Even if I need help                                                             ­                               I do

I would never tell anyone                                                           ­                    definitely not my family

Because then I'd be treated differently                                                      ­    with pity "oh, I'm sorry!       .                                                          ­                                                             I didn't even realize!

And I definitely wouldn't have a life then                                                      *like I ever did