Washed out thoughts
Bring faded memories
Of that point in time
When there was only you and me

Washed out thoughts
Bring dreary dreams
For which I know
I cannot achieve

Washed out thoughts
Just go away
Because of you
I’m never gay

So here I will write you
And so here you will stay
My washed out thoughts…
I’m now okay

In the darkness
the voices whispered softly;
they were easily ignored.

But now the light is on.
Blinding.
And the voices cry out louder,
making an overwhelming din;
they shout over one another
so that it is almost impossible to comprehend
that I love you.

She lies in bed late at night
and listens to the rain
beat against her window
the falling rain comforts her
shes crying  because of her lose
her lose of love
the love he used to haave for her
he loved her everynight
everyday she thought of him
but he thought of someonelse
he left her for someone else

My life cut short
because of the joke you played
it turned to a bad day
a day you know your April fools day joke went wrong
but it was the day I finally felt free

Why is it
I do something right
And you don't notice
But when I mess up
You never let me forget....

There is a silence.
There is a crowd of people.
There is an aching cold.
There is a massive sky.

Chapped hands on bloodied cheeks.
Blue eyes on the yawning sky.
Frozen tears on a pale face.
Fading name on shaking lips.

The bleeding sun sets.
The yawning jaws shut.
The blue eyes flicker.
The fragile heart fails.

The sky begins to fold.
Someone begins to scream.

I don't know but I've been told
You've not learned until you're old
I walk on carpet, you walk on gold
I don't know, but I've been told.

I don't know but it's been said
Fourteen years and almost dead
Haven't a reason to get out of bed
I don't know, but it's been said

I don't know but you've said it enough
Life is unfair and that's ******* tough
Pushed around and yelled at, rough.
I don't know but you've said it enough.

I'm not sure, but I think I know
I need you to just let me go.

This isn't about you
I'm leaving without you
I'm leaving alone

You should've thought about me
When you left without me
Left me without a home

Could you do something for me?
Would you stay?

If only for a little while?

Lie down next to me.
Feel the warmth of my skin.

Our barriers so paper thin.

Take my pain.
I'll take your happiness.

Would you do me this kindness?

You'll feel me.
As I'll feel you.

And we'd forget who's who.

Give me your hand.
Brush your fingers under my eyes.

You could feel the memories that have dried.

We'd speak in whispers.
Loud enough to just reach each others ears.

Could you help talk away my fear?

So please stay.
If only for a little while.

And we'll be one.
Divided as two.

Some problems
are untouchable.

With good intentions,
You mess with it,
And it gets increasingly worse.

You try and try to save it,
but only end up in
a downwards spiral
of insanity.

Somethings are better left alone.

The hardest part of letting go
is knowing that all you can do is watch.
Watch all of your work,
Disappear.
Watch him walk away.