Pretty Skies ..
Pretty Eyes..
Perfect Smile..

It Seems Just Like Yesturday You Were Holding Me Close Calling Me "Your Little Princess"
Now It's Like You Don't Want My Exestince...
You Don't Even Look Me In The Eyes...
Only When It's Filled With Anger And Hate...
You Don't Hold Me Or Kiss Me The Way You Used To...
Like If I Was Some Kind of Diease...
You Don't Smile At Me...
Instead You Grind Your Teeth At Me That Is Filled With Dissapointment...
You Don't Hold My Hand As You Use To...
You Pull My Hand As You Begin To Leave Me Battle Scars...

I Lay Down Next To You ...
And I Could Smell Her On Your Collar ...
I Kiss You And I Could Taste Her On Your Lips...
I Look at You..
And I See Her In The Sparkle Of Your Eyes...
I Tell You I Love You...
And I Know I Am Not The Only One You Love...

I Hold You Close To My Heart ...
While You're Getting Close To Her...
I Am Thinking Og You While You're Thinking Of Her...
I Am Praying For You, While You're Getting Close To Her...

I Am Looking Down At All The Pieces You Broke...
Into Tiny Little Pieces...
Shattered Like Glass. .
With A Big Cut In My Heart...
Like A Knife ,
And It Hurt When You Walked Out Of My Life...

First You Pick A Girl...
I Must Think I'm That "Lucky Girl"
You Start Flattering Me With These Words I Want To Hear...
You Begin Giving Me Kisses And Hugs Thats So Irresistable...
Waiting For Me To Get Addicted To Your Love...
You Slightly Get The Best Of Me...
And Out The Door You Go...
Waving Your Hand...
And On To The Next Girl...

He Would Burn Holes In My Skin With His Mouth. . .
The Hickies He Left Me Were Stamps Of All The Places He Took Me. . .
But,

He Didn't Want A Girl Who Wouldn't Go Down On Him . . .

I Have My Pen And Paper As I Take Orders. . .
Trying To Make It In Life . . .
Well Out Alive. . .
Waiting On Pepople Who Have No Lives, Only But A Dime. . .

I Try To Talk To You, But You Walk Away. . .
I  Try To Touch You , But You Scwander Away. . .
I Try To Love You, But You Stab Me Back. . .

You Lay Me Down . . .
As You Begin To Strip My Clothes Off One By One. . .
You Start To Whisper ***** Secerts In My Ear. . .
You Make Your Way Down To My Neck With Your Cherry Lips With Every Kiss So Pure And Irresitable. . .
You Slowly Go Down All The Way To My Waist Line. . .
Your Fingers Begin To Tingle As You Pull Down My Underwear. . .
You Gently Go Deep To Explore My Inside. . .
As I Start To Groan Your Name Out Loud. . .

You Look at Me Knowing I Am Young. . .
But That Doesnt Stop You. . .
You Give Me All These Faces Trying To Get My Intrenst. . .
You Begin To Grab Me, In Places I Didnt Think A Human Would Do. . .
You Know Its Wrong But You Dont Stop, You Love It, You Love The Feeling Its Giving You. . .
You Love The Thought Of Taking Advantage Of Me. . .
Which It Hurts Me, Beause Im In Your Bed Fully Naked With My Clothes Laying Down On Your Floor.
You Forced Me, You Made Me Just So I Could Stay Alive. . .
After All The Fun You Left Me There Naked And Cold On Your Bed With Tears In My Eyes. . .

I Walk Up And Down These Streets,
With Green Bills In My Hand.
Waiting To Get Picked up.
Cars Come And Go.
They Touch Me And,
UnDress Me,
As If I Was A Barbie Doll To Play With And To Entertain...

Girls Fall In love With What They Hear...
Boys Fall In Love With What They See...
That's Why Girls Wear Make Up And Boys Lie...

If It Was A Crush..
It Wouldn't Hurt This Much...

You ...
That's Who You Should Care About...
You...
Come First Before Anyone...
You...
Are Worth So Much...
You...
Should Love You...

I Will Not Let Him Get The Best Of Me. . .
He Doesn't Deserve My Words Or Tears. . .
He Doesn't Deserve My Thoughts Or My Fears. . .

It Cannot Be Seen ,
It Cannot Be Felt,
It Cannot Be Heard,
It Cannot Be Smelt,
It Lies Behind Stars Under The Hills,
And Empty Holes It Fills.
It Comes First And Follows After,
Ends Lives And Kills Laughter.

She Wears All Black. . .
Just Like Her Soul. . .
Yet Her Heart Is Made Of GOLD . . .

Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Was Right In front Of You...
Memorizing Him Was Easy As Knowing All The Words Of Your Old Favorite Song..
Fighting With Him Was Like Trying To Solve A Crossword And Realizing There's No right Answer...
Regretting Him Was Like You Wishing You Never Found Love Could Be That Strong...
Losing Him Was Blue, Like I'd Ever Known...
Missing Him Was Dark Grey All Alone...
Forgetting Him Was Like Trying To Know Somebody You Never Met...
But Loving Him Was Red...
Oh ' Red...
Burning Red...

I Know I Don't Own You,
And Perhaps I Never Will,
So My Anger When You're With Her,
I Have No Right To Feel.

I Know That You Don't Own Me,
And I Shouldn't Ask For More;
I Shouldn't Feel So Let Down,
And All The Times When You Didn't Call.

What I Feel I Shouldn't Show You,
So When You're Around I Won't;
I Know I Have No Right To Feel It-
But It Doesn't Mean I Dont.

I Don't Believe Anything Really Lasts.
If Things Lasted Forever,
Then Coffee Wouldn't Cool.
And Cigarettes Wouldn't End.
And Feelings Would Stay The Same.
And You Would Still Love Me.
But The Cold Hard Truth Is,
Nothing Lasts Forver.
Life Simply Goes On,
And I'm Trying To Figure Out Where To Go From Here.

Last Night I Dreamt,
That Somebody Loved Me.
No Hope,
No Alarm,
Just Another False Alarm.

You Were Red.
You Liked Me Cause I Was Blue.
You Touched Me;
And Suddenly I Was A lilac Sky And You,
Decided Purple Just Wasn't For You.

You Have Become
A Part Of Me;
Instilled Within My Bones;
And Flowing ..
Through My Blood;
As My HeartBeats
Your Name;
And Without You,
I Am DePrived Of
Oxygen;
I Can't Breath,
Without You;
And Right Now Darling,
I Need My Oxygen;

Here Comes The Goodbye.
Here Comes The Last Time.
Here Comes The Start Of The Sleepless Night.
Here Comes The First Tear I'm Gonna Cry.
Here Comes The Plain.
Here Comes Me Wishing Things Had Never Changed.
That He Was Right Here In My Arms Tonight.
But Here Comes The Goodbye.

She Buried
Her Ears
Into The Calm
Of His Heartbeat,
And In A Matter Of Seconds;
Fell Terribly In Love..
With The Way
Her Loneliness Fell. . .
Softly And Suddenly ,
Asleep,
In His Chest . .

Another Glass Of Whiskey,
Another Bottle Of Gin,
Forgive Me Father For I Have
Sinned.
Another Day Gone,
Another Night For Me To Be Your
Pawn.
Another Pack Of Some Smokes,
Just Another Hoax.

If I Had Known
Things Would Turn Out This Way,
I Might Have
Stayed Up A Little Later,
Talked A Little Longer,
And Hugged You A Little Tighter.
How Foolish Of Me-
To Think We Would Last...
To Think I Wouldn't Have ...
Regrets . . .

We're In The Same Game;
Just Different Levels..
Dealing With The Same Hell;
Just Different Devils..

God Created The World In Seven Days...
I Shattered Mine In Seven Seconds...
God Created Good And Bad...
I Was Good And Bad...
God Created The Devil...
I Was The Devil...

He Broke My Heart The Same Way He Breaks His pencil Getting Frustrated On A Math Problem...
He Broke My Love Because He's Loving Her Instead...
He Broke My Lips With All These Cuts From His Sins...
He Broke My Eyes By Seeing All The Hurt He Has Done To Me..
He Broke My Hand By Holding It With No Love Inside..
He Broke My Face By The Way He'd Punch My Flaws In My Face...
He Broke Me By How Cold His Heart Really Was...