Will these words ever reach you?

Will you ever understand?

That it has always been about you

As if it’s been planned

All those silent pleas

All the prayers to the gods

All the words I’ve whispered

Through this life I’ve plod

The winds have carried my thoughts

The shadows, my longings

Every sunrise, my hopes

And every sunset, my dreamings

Many a heart were broken
In her younger years
Many a word left unspoken
To those she held dear

Every fiber of my being that screams in agony
Every thought, every impulse like a sick, sordid symphony
In silence I despair

Thoughts of you are torture
My mind strays, no matter the control
Together for us is no future
Drowning this delusion in alcohol

Would you love me still if I were mad
For I tread that path in between worlds
Where reality is but a delusion
And alone I wander my illusion

My spirit is broken now
But I know it will heal
With it I swear my vow
Never again to feel

The wind will carry my kisses
The warm sun, my caress
My words shall be embraces
When you've nowhere else to rest