If I tell you how I feel about you,It means I really care.
And I really hate that I care,
I just don't understand,why of all the people in the world,
It had to be you...  
If I could go back to the first day I met you, I would turn around and walk away.
Because now I know the real you
I feel sad,confused......hurt.
I ask myself,'' Do you really care?''
Your words and actions say, ''Yes!",but I not wanting to get my hopes up high tell myself,''No."
I've cried so many tears. Iv'e forced myself to stop thinking about you
And when I've finally succeeded in shutting you out,
You smile that smile,and I let you back in.
I wish I never saw you that day,
you...R.U.I.N.E.D me.