Aisha De Laney

Aisha De Laney Aug 2014

Hi it's me again it's been a while since we've since we spoken. But I just wanted to ask you why do I feel so broken.
I've shattered into pieces,yet no-one sees me crying out for their help. You see me. Do you? You can fix me. Can you? If not...it's ok. I will be ok....atleast I hope so.
I'm okay,
Aisha

#broken #depression #okay

Aisha De Laney Jan 2014

New?

Here I go again. It is a New year so I decided to let you in again. Gave you a second chance? A second chance to break my heart? The year has just begun, a well of tears overflowing,drip by drip they trickle down my cheek slowly soaking my pillow. Time for me to pick myself up and start over again. I said this at the start of last year. It seems to me that my new year is not so NEW....

Aisha De Laney Nov 2013

You...

If I tell you how I feel about you,It means I really care.
And I really hate that I care,
I just don't understand,why of all the people in the world,
It had to be you...
If I could go back to the first day I met you, I would turn around and walk away.
Because now I know the real you
I feel sad,confused......hurt.
I ask myself,'' Do you really care?''
Your words and actions say, ''Yes!",but I not wanting to get my hopes up high tell myself,''No."
I've cried so many tears. Iv'e forced myself to stop thinking about you
And when I've finally succeeded in shutting you out,
You smile that smile,and I let you back in.
I wish I never saw you that day,
you...R.U.I.N.E.D me.

Aisha De Laney Nov 2013

My UNSPOKEN words...

I wonder each day,"What did I do that make you hate me so much?" I have had so many sleepless nights trying to figure out how to apologize to you. PLEASE,please tell me what do I have to do,what do I have to say,to make this overbearing guilt go away. The words "I'm sorry!" do not seem to satisfy you. Whenever I see you I scream on the inside. I Have so much to say but I don't know how to say it. These UNSPOKEN words seem to have me trapped. I hope someday soon,I will get the courage to speak to you, my UNSPOKEN WORDS.....

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