He promised her he'd never leave,
He promised her he'd never hurt her,
He promised her she was his life,
She promised him shed never leave,
She promised him shed never hurt him,
She promised him she was her life,
He lived his life and kept his promise,

One morning he woke up and she was gone,
She promised she'd never leave but the note said different,
With a bottle in one hand,
A gun in the other,

He pulled back the lever,
And whispered "To the last day, that was the promise",

The click the bang the world crashes,
He watches as the work turns to ashes,
Game over right there this love story said and done,

Eyes open wide,
She's at his side,
He wakes her up to tell her he loves her,

Commitment is a 10 letter word,
But he can spell it with 4,

The best type of relationship is a friendship,
The strongest friendship is a bond,
The strongest bond is love,
So is it just my simpleton opinion,
Or would the strongest love all start with a friendship,
A simple hello,
A bond that two people begin to build without intention,

He fell,
She fell,
They fell together,

Six years of their lives passed before they got up,
Together,
Stronger,
Ready to take on the world with each by their side,

The strongest relationship is friendship,
The strongest friendship is a bond,
The strongest bond is love.

This is not my tradition,
The words I speak no longer mean,
The things I say,
I feel the fire of the engines,
The sudden force upward and downward all at once,
This feeling could tear a man apart,
The atmosphere lies before me one second,
Yet behind me another,
My body is on it's way to find my mind,
But something stronger stops it,
A brilliant light,
A star,
A sun,
A heart,
The universal heart pulls me towards,
As I find myself gravitating towards,
The heart takes over,
My mind echoes through space,
I hear the cries,
But it is to late,
I am a habitual insomniac by instinct,
I lose myself,
Lost a drift,
Days,
Weeks,
Months,
Years,
The poetic comatose has taken my life and soul,
I awaken,
To see not a second has passed,
To see the end,
To see the crash,
The final good-bye,
The doom of a habitual Insomniac

It's you and me,
Nobody ever told us,
But nobody ever had to,
We've been meant to be since the day we met,
Love seems inadequate,
Forever doesn't feel long enough,
Your like a blessing from god,
Your a lesson from life,
Your the girl I love,
Your are the girl I've seen hurt so many times before,
Hurting stops now,
I'll take your pain if you take my name,
Because tonight my heart isn't sure what it feels,
It feels like it's exploding and imploding together,
It feels new,
It feels needed,
It feels you,

My heart races,
My fingers tremble,
My mind goes blank,
I feel as though I am falling,
But something keeps me from moving as I fall,
Something... or Someone,
It's her,
Her brown hair so delicately frames her beautiful face,
Behind the glasses lie soft, delicate brown eyes,
Her body lays on the bed next to mine so delicately,
She seems to almost float above the bed,
She rolls herself close to me and wraps my arms around her,
She looks deep into my eyes,
I can't help but to take a deep breath,
I gasp as if I can't breathe,
..
..
..
She's taken my breathe away,
She kissed me,
We lay in bed together,
Her head on my chest,
My arms around her,
I know in that moment that...
this is what I've been waiting for....
...this is...
...love...
I lose my breath again before passing out with her

This is my invitational suicide,
My final coup de grace,
I can't handle this anymore,
I stand so close to the edge leaning over thinking about it,
My mind screams yes,
But my heart says no,
To wait...
The thought runs through my mind,
again,
It never fails to stop me at the last moment,
Just when I want to give up,
When self-Immolation and penance seem to be the only answer...
She runs through my mind,
Her deep brown eyes and soft brown hair catch me everytime,
No matter how fast I fall after I jump she catches me,
She tortures me,
She is the reason I live when I wish to die,
She is the reason I know my life is worth living.

If I were to allow my heart to eclipse,
I fear that it would cause your apocalypse,
The blackness in my heart would render itself human,
The blackness in my mind would become the blackness in your eyes,
I fear to leave because I know it might hurt you,
But I know if I stay we both might end up hurt,
I'm okay with that chance if you are,
To leave would **** me but could save you,
Fate has intertwined us to one calling.
Locked in each others lives with a decision to make,
Our feelings have become ineffable,
Moments spent together seem like dreams,
While moments spent apart are complete nightmares,
The line between friendship and relationship is no longer clear,
We continue to cross back and forth,
As if we know this bridge is here but don't believe the time has come to cross it,
Our bonds have become stronger than diamonds,
But our words cut like lasers digging deep enough to hurt but not enough to show,
As I write these words I can't help but to think two things,
One is where will we go,
Two is I hope you don't leave,
Because I'm not ...leaving...what...we...have...