Today for the first time in quite awhile,
upon my face grew a genuine smile.
It wasn't fabricated, it was honest and true
and when reality hit me I was left feeling blue.
I was so surprised, it was hard to even speak.
How long had it been? A month or a week?
My smile had faded as quickly as it grew,
but I know it'll be back the next time I think of you.
My head doctor told me I was "existentially depressed"