Relax, man.
'S no big deal.
You just gotta unwind,
Play some music,
Sip some coffee.
Chill out.
Put down the textbook.
Stop wasting your time.
It's all useless anyway.

Your mouth
could do
brutal
things
to my
heart
but you’re a
risk
I’m willing to
****
because I have a feeling
your hands
would do
beautiful
things
to my
thighs.

I didn't visit
You today
They told me
What happened
When they came home
You left us
It was your time
I know that you passed
But I just don't
Believe it
I don't
Something won't click
I don't believe you are gone
I know it in my mind
But deep down I don't believe it
I can't
I can't believe
I can't cry
I can't miss you
Because I don't believe
Because I can't believe
I need to see it
With my own eyes
So that I can miss you
So that I can cry
So that I can believe
Both that you are gone
And that you are no longer hurting
I love you
I love so much
But I don't miss you
Because I don't believe you're gone

I'm not sad
I'm not angry
I'm definitely
Not happy
I'm just
Here
My uncle left
My grandmother
Followed
Now my cousin
His daughter
Left as well
They all
Left sadness
And heartbreak
Behind
But I'm not sad
I'm just here
Sometimes
I just want to say
Farewell
Forever

You said you'd always be there for me
But where were you
When the clock strikes 3 am
And I'm sitting in bed
All alone
With tears stinging my eyes
Pills settling in my stomach
And a dull razor blade dancing across my skin
Wanting you beside me
To hold me and tell me
That everything is going to be okay
And that you love me
So please tell me
Where were you
When my thoughts were full of suicide
And the only thing I needed
Was you

I want you to go away
I don't want to hear about your problems
I don't want you to say, "I'm sorry." a thousand times
I don't want to tell you anything that's going on
I'm sick of you
I'm tired of hearing the same old thing
I don't care
I  really don't want to talk to you
I don't
I don't
I don't

I feel like being a **** today
There's nobody who can stop me
I feel like being a ****  today
You may not want to talk to me

So you're
Having abandonment
Issues
They cannot
Be solved
With a tissue
You
Want your parents
To
Miss you
You need
Your mummy to
Kiss you
Well
I'm sorry son
But
Read today's
News issue
Your parents
Died
In
A tragic
Car accident
As they
We're lying
On
Their death beds
They said to say
"They love you
They will miss you"
And mummy said
To kiss you.

People always say forever
What they don't know is "whatever"
I felt like that once
He felt like that too
Now look at us though
We're in the ruins
We don't even talk
We don't even love
For the longest time, I thought he was the one
But now its so hard that our love is a crumb
Nobody wants it, nobody cares
Nobody knows that it's even there.

Have you ever
Been so sad
That your heart
Just stopped sinking
Stopped drowning in depression
And just
Broke?
I have
I am broken
But I am
Picking up
The pieces
What does not
**** you
Makes you stronger
And YOU
DEFINITELY.
DID.
NOT.
****.
ME.