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Sep 2021 · 596
Summer Love
Mika Long Sep 2021
My summer love,
so refreshing and warm,
i wasn't expecting you,
but you came knocking at my door,
you had me at hello,
you didn't even need to try,
one look in your eyes,
and i knew you were mine,
but like all seasons change,
the summer sun faded away,
the brightness in your eyes,
they were replaced with a cold wintry day,
the warmth of your hellos,
were now replaced with chilly goodbyes,
the heat of your body curled around mine,
slowly morphed into the imprint of an empty valley,
full of saddness, darkness, and broken lies
Apr 2019 · 320
I miss you-I miss you not
Mika Long Apr 2019
I miss you,
The scent of you,
The sight of you,
The feel of your skin against mine,
The stare of your eyes as they peer deep into my soul,
The way you smile cheekily at me,
Making my cheeks glow,
The sound of your voice,
The taste of your essence,
The twinkling sound of your laughter,
The jokes you convey with just a look,
I miss it all,
and at the same time,
somehow,
I miss none of it at all
Apr 2019 · 122
Alone
Mika Long Apr 2019
Everywhere I turn,
My heart starts to burn,
People are laughing,
People are smiling,
Inside I'm hurting,
Inside I'm crying,
I want to die,
I don't want to be alive,
Yet for some reason I try,
I try to survive,
But the truth is I'm cold,
So cold hearted and old,
I want to bury myself in the ground,
I never again want to hear another sound,
I want to cry and weep,
I want to cut myself and sleep,
A sleep that never ends,
One that to heaven will send,
My sorrows and worries,
And make a light all my memories,
But for now I'm not yet gone,
I'm here, and I'm barely holding on
Dec 2014 · 303
Number 1
Mika Long Dec 2014
No matter where I go,
no matter where I look,
no matter how hard I try,
I can't get over you,
I thought we were done,
I thought I'd moved on,
but the truth be told,
you're my only number one.
Aug 2014 · 379
Lost
Mika Long Aug 2014
I'm lost,
in my home,
I'm lost,
I don't belong,
I just want to be happy.
Jun 2014 · 609
Morphine
Mika Long Jun 2014
I was dumb to think you'd get rid of my pain forever,
the truth be told you were nothing but my morphine,
when I had you I felt pain free, happy, nothing hurt,
but when you left, when you were gone, right then,
I had never been in so much pain.
May 2014 · 281
Lies
Mika Long May 2014
I dont think I'll ever learn,
that all I ever do is get played,
every time I Meet a new guy,
I think he isn't the same,
maybe now I've learnt my lesson,
but in my mind I probably haven't
Apr 2014 · 274
Heaven
Mika Long Apr 2014
When I look at you,
I think how lucky I am to have you,
When I look at you,
I think you're perfect,
When I look at you,
I see a piece of heaven,
looking at me too
Apr 2014 · 620
True
Mika Long Apr 2014
When we first met,
I thought it'd be a crush,
but I look at us now,
and see this is real,
this is love,
this will last,
hopefully forever
Apr 2014 · 271
Love
Mika Long Apr 2014
I loved you since I met you,
I thought maybe you did too,
I wasn't really sure,
but I hoped for the best,
and yesterday for the first time,
you said,
I love you,
and so of course I replied,
I love you too
Mar 2014 · 305
He is my light
Mika Long Mar 2014
You're my light,
you're my life,
you're everything that is right<3
Mar 2014 · 2.0k
Ex-Bestfriend
Mika Long Mar 2014
We used to be bestfriends,
I don't know what happend,
I try to text you,
you don't reply,
Why am I not surprised,
you're being a *****,
but then again,
as long as I can remember,
you're always been a ****
Mar 2014 · 277
Dear Mom.
Mika Long Mar 2014
I never remember being very happy,
for as long as I remember you always hurt me,
you, dad, my brother,
hit me,
abused me,
made fun of me,
I just don't get it,
what did I do,
you used to make me smile,
now those never happen,
you hurt me,
you broke me,
one day , when you find all my scars,
I want you to know,
they're only there because of you.
Not me.
YOU.
Mar 2014 · 754
Memory Lane
Mika Long Mar 2014
I walk down the hall,
I think to the times,
when we were small,
how we always laughed,
and passed around a ball,
now I see you around,
mostly in town,
drinking and smoking,
being a clown.
Mar 2014 · 383
First Cut
Mika Long Mar 2014
I remember the first time I cut.
Back in the winter of 7th grade. Things were hard.
I decided to cut. It started with a needle. Dragging it across my skin..
Felt so good..After a few months I started to cut to the point of blood with a needle..The winter of 8th grade...Things went to hell..I found a cutting knife ...
I cut so deep..Blood went everywhere..So good..I carved the name of my true love into my wrist... Summer after 8th...I was tired of everyone finding out I cut..My "friend" reccomended I cut with a razor..So I did..SO MUCH BLOOD, and it didn't always scar because they were clean cuts..Winter of 9th grade...I get our of the shower..I stare at my naked body in the mirror...My wrists have a few scars and a name still engraved on my wrist...I look at my thighs..
Full of scars, fresh cuts, and so much more..I pull on my pants, and put on a shirt.. I open my coverup and put it on my wirst..I look at myself in the mirror.. To anyone passing by I'd look fine..I look at myself..And I smile..
Mar 2014 · 310
Restrained
Mika Long Mar 2014
I loved him for 4 years,
when we fell apart it broke my heart,
but a few months ago, I met someone new,
I fell in love with him, and of course he knew,
he said he likes me, and wants me too,
but we only see eachother once a week,
I can't stand to let the love from my heart leak,
because of who he is, and because of who I am,
and because of what we believe in, we will never be
together.
Mar 2014 · 371
Grandfather
Mika Long Mar 2014
I never got to meet you,
you left this world before I could,
I don't know if you know of my existence,
you past on before I came around,
I hear you're really nice,
I wish you hadn't left so soon,
I'm sure I would of loved you,
I'm sure you would of been my favorite,
I wish you were still around,
so I could say that I once knew you.
Mar 2014 · 269
Religion
Mika Long Mar 2014
Sometimes I wish Religion didn't exist.
Because of religion, I canot be with who I want to be,
I cannot do, what I'd like to do,
I cannot eat what I'd like to eat,
I cannot be who I want to be.
Mar 2014 · 325
Hurt
Mika Long Mar 2014
You always shout at me,
You always yell at me,
You always pick on me,
You always abuse me,
But then you can be loving,
& Then you can be kind,
& then you'll say you hate me,
and that I should die.
Mar 2014 · 237
In love
Mika Long Mar 2014
He's on my mind,
all the time,
when someone mention him my heart it flies,
to another world,
where me and him are forever as one
Nov 2013 · 670
Detroit
Mika Long Nov 2013
Detroit, Detroit,
it means the world to me,
nobody understands,
how much it means to me,
I love Detroit,
and nobody will ever know why <3
Nov 2013 · 366
I miss you
Mika Long Nov 2013
I thought I loved you,
We've dated many times,
but then I saw you,
& everything went bad,
that night we broke up,
some girls oh they laughed,
& now I think about it,
& realize...
I still love Detroit.
Oct 2013 · 287
Love?
Mika Long Oct 2013
You want to date me,
you say you love me,
but when the time comes,
for me to leave you,
you say you hate me,
you say I'm ugly,
is this what you call love?
Aug 2013 · 347
Side of me
Mika Long Aug 2013
There's a side to me that nobody knows,
I really hate it, and try  not to go,
When the pain gets to much all I do is cut,
and it's not that hard to cover it up,
All the time I smile, and nobody knows,
The pain I have to go through,
and depression never shows..
Jul 2013 · 2.1k
Confusion
Mika Long Jul 2013
I'm dating him..
But I love someone else..
Just in what way..
Confusion overwhelms me..
I just want to go to bed..
But he's on my mind...
confusion..
Jul 2013 · 361
LOVE
Mika Long Jul 2013
I thought I loved, I thought you were the one,
But if you've got the nerve, to go on, and on,
about how she's the one, you're not worth the tears,
love's just a word that never last for eternity.
I'm over you, I'm done, I'm once again in love, not with you,
but for once, a smart one.

( Shortened version of the actual thing. )
Jun 2013 · 453
Together
Mika Long Jun 2013
To be together, would mean the world,
To be together, means to never be apart,
You're so close yet far,
& it's hurts to much,
But we're are together,
at least in my heart.
Jun 2013 · 226
Lies
Mika Long Jun 2013
Together you said,
forever you said,
I love you, you said,
I'll stay forever, you said,
but, it's only things you said.
Jun 2013 · 883
Shame
Mika Long Jun 2013
I feel lost on this earth,
people tease me,
people accuse me,
half of the time i don't here about these things,
I'm unwanted,
I'm disgusting,
I'm weird,
I'm insane,
Why can't I be normal?
Like the girls who everyone likes,
someone who people wouldn't make fun of,
I'm ashamed of myself,
and I wish to be gone.
Jun 2013 · 473
Breath
Mika Long Jun 2013
Where did you go?
Why did you leave?
It’s too hard without you.
I’m just struggling to breath.
Jun 2013 · 424
Life
Mika Long Jun 2013
Life's a challenge,
It can be smooth as a stone,
or rough as the waves crashing onto the shore..,
you think you're breaking down like an earthquake,
but you're making yourself stronger, building up like a tower,
so that one day, a little crash of waves won't make you fall down,
you'll shine bright, abover the rest like a huge, shining skyscraper.
Jun 2013 · 559
Honestly
Mika Long Jun 2013
Honestly he is like my air,
honesetly he is amazing,
honestly what would i do without him,
honestly he knows who he is,
honestly I hope he likes me,
honestly... I might just love him..
and honestly..I know he doesn't feel the same...
Jun 2013 · 1.1k
Waiting
Mika Long Jun 2013
Waiting for a text.
Waiting for an email.'
Waiting, waiting, waiting..
Feels like it's been years since we've talked,
when it's only been hours.
But I'm waiting.. waiting..
for that message from you.
Jun 2013 · 356
Him&Me
Mika Long Jun 2013
He's on my mind all the time,
when someone mentions him my heart it flies,
to another world,
to a world where he is with me all the time,
where breakups, and jerks don't exist,
and people mean what they say,
and they don't judge you by race, religion,height, or weight,
a place where I can be me, with him.
Jun 2013 · 436
Bully
Mika Long Jun 2013
Maybe you should stop,
maybe you should listen,
to the words you're saying,
that get into my mind,
is it really worth it,
all the words you're saying,
that get into my mind,
that make me wanna die.

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