to you is whom I must confess
but of the content I do not know
for I have never truly been told of why I must do such a thing
but all I do know is that I must indeed
so here goes
im sorry I left you many moons ago
for I didn't know what the consequences would be
I knew I just didn't love you as much as her
so I thought the only way I could go was to leave
I have missed you every day since then
and therefor don't know what my purpose is anymore
I truly do miss you for my life will never be the same without you
I hope you understand why I left
I truly hope you do
for it was something I just had to commit
and I never knew what a love I had till I lost you
you are my heart and soul
and everything I live for
and I hope upon all hopes that you will
love me too.

For myself will cross a thousand meadows to see the love of my life,
Concur all whom stand in my way
For I miss her pure beauty and love every day,
I ride toward her on bare stallion I stole from hurt and hate,
As we gallop, steed and I through the meadows of amour,
Across snow and mountains
The toughest to whom be devils I fight of the ugly just to see my love, my lust until I be done at dust,
Eternity to reach you for it could be an endless journey,
I reach my pure lover, midnight fullest of full moons,
I stand behind my love, I call to her, and she turns to face me,
Her locks glisten in the moonlight
The moonlight favours thee
I stand in awe as her beauty glows towards me,
I have my lover, she holds thee beauty with no compare
The heart of mine aches as I watch her,
For this be just a vision
She left me long ago,
My heart breaks every hour of the day I do not have with her,
As she left me she said, do let the heart shatter
These tears I cry are pure acid,
Thy love of my life is whom I truly cannot bare to live without,
My visions are the only thing I have left of her,
For because she be not so present I must leave as well,
Farewell to this world I need my love.

life and earth
and everything in between
including the universe
and everything that surrounds it
let us see
and forever be inclined to the world that we see.
lets us know about everything that we contain
and everything that is bigger than we could imagine.
let it be that we discover the world one way at a time
and know forever that the world is our oyster and a place we must be!

pretty old women going to use her soul
its been years now that I count
that my pretty old women has come and gone
for she came to save her soul but I help sell it off
then one day she came to me saying
'please lord help me'
so she left on that day with hopes in her head
to use her sole for one last thing
may it be good
for I wish to save pretty old women's soul

its funny how the dark days treated me
they were so much kinder than the light days seem to be  
its kind of ironic how I was so sad in the dark days
but yet In the light days I become nostalgic for the dark days
I find myself looking for that voice that used to haunt me
and when I find her I seem to repeat the dark days the way the used to be
I just want to leave them behind
but they follow me wherever I go
therefor I cant run because wherever I hide I know they will find me
and then they will haunt me into a deeper pit of darkness
why cant I leave it all behind and start afresh
I know why, it seems to be that I'm not letting go,
but by writing this it is my time to say goodbye
and finally after all these years
let go.

what's worth it
what's worth it
can't you see
that your love is only to  be true
to me
forever and ever in the very last of time
your love is only to be found
by me,
if you cant handle that commitment
I suggest to take
a hell of a long road to recovery!

whatever you want
whatever you got
whatever it takes
to hit the jackpot
you know its only true
that love has left you blind sighted
and therefor you shall never be content
with the world that surrounds you
so please don't forget about the people
who love you and whom you love
because life will never be the same with out you
please take this message to you heart
for you don't understand what the world posses
and therefor you shall never make a correct judgment
please hold on to what I gave you
in the very end
the last hope
with all my love
yours truly
Julia