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 Jun 2013 Aashna
Daniel Kenneth
I fell in love
Once
Or perhaps twice
It is hard to tell these things
When I am so young
But back to the subject
I fell in love
And it left me damaged
Unable to fully trust
Anyone
I am trapped in a lonely world
Despair is my companion
And though I wish nothing more
Than to give myself to
Another
My brain won't let me
It shies away from
Intimacy
Because when you let someone in
They can destroy you
And my heart can't handle
Another break
 Jun 2013 Aashna
Hayley Neininger
If I had  a daughter,
I would tell her this-
"Never lose your strength baby girl,
Always respect yourself enough to walk away
From anything or one that makes you unhappy
Walk away in combat boots or stiletto heels."
I would tell her,
"Always travel light, don’t ever be weighed down by all
The burdens life will make you carry
And if you struggle sometimes don’t worry because
Your mama will always be behind you with a purse
Big enough to hold some of them for you."
I would tell her,
"Always keep your heart on your sleeve
And after that teenage boy rips it off time and time again
Don’t worry because mama will always keep on hers
A needle and thread to sew it back on."
And, "Either way Papa's a straight shot."
I would tell her,
"Baby girl when things get rough,
When you’re down and getting back up seems
Impossible and you’re feeling low and you're feeling stuck
You can always reach for my hand if you need it
Even though I know you don’t."
And I know she’ll remember how strong she really is
How beautiful in everyway she grew up to be
And when the same people that pushed her down
Tried to again-
She would tell them,
"You know, you should really talk to my mother."
 Apr 2013 Aashna
Tilly
The balance shifted,

as the world became silent.

Yet somewhere in the cosmic stillness,

a single lotus flower bloomed.

<3
 Apr 2013 Aashna
Cristin H
I want you to know that I miss you.
I want you to know that I have heated the coldest corners of my mind,
So you would have a warm place to sleep.

I want you to know that my heart still clings to your now wide-open palms,
my chest tightens when you pray.

I feel weak in the knees at the thought of you.
So much so that it gets hard to move

Sometimes

I stop dead, wondering.

I hope that you don't think of me.
(I hope that you do)
I hope that you know what you've done.
(I hope I never let you)

That we don't speak is deafening.
That I don't scream, a wish.

Sometimes I worry that my thoughts will grow so loud and desperate that you'll hear them.
It's loud inside my head.

But now,
even my words are whispers
lost somewhere between my lips and a million
gray
miles.

I could have said those words a thousand times a day
I could have screamed them at the top of my lungs

I could have dropped them at your feet between my knees
Until the the words wrapped the city surrounding us
Like a present.

But you still would not have known how much I meant
"I love you."
 Apr 2013 Aashna
Michelle Moon
In the 1980’s

Sometimes I wish I could have taken your place my love.
You know I don’t want to live forever.

By Queensryche
Lifting my head
My brains feel like lead
I don't want to die
I just want to be dead

I won't sleep,
I'll just lay here and writhe
I don't want to die
I'd rather not be alive
 Apr 2013 Aashna
Mystery Days
Walking down the halls
Knowing what you'll see
Blood on the walls
That can only be from me

You can't run and hide
Please don't try and leave
Fate is on my side
Got a million tricks up my sleeve

Safe is not a word
Don't believe what you've heard
I am here to stay
Life will end today

You're walking down the halls
And you know what you'll see
The blood on the walls
You know can only be from me

The dark is slowly closing in
Who knew the peace you'd find
After all your sin
You've left the pain behind.
 Mar 2013 Aashna
A Thomas Hawkins
There's a reason there's a path outside your door
that leads to a road
that leads to an interstate,
that leads to an airport.

And there's a reason that planes fly from that airport
to one near here.

Same reason that airport has a road
that leads to a highway
a highway that they are repairing as we speak
that leads to my town
to a path that leads to my door

And its not just coincidence.

Any more than its coincidence that you are reading this.
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She sat beneath a tall, twisting oak tree on a park bench looking up and admiring it, when he came.

‘Hello,’ he said.

‘Hello,’ she replied. ‘How are you?’

‘How do you expect,’ he sat down beside her on the bench.  With nothing to say, she began to look up once more. ‘What are you looking at,’ he asked while following her gaze.

‘The tree,’ she said.

‘Why?’

‘Because it’s beautiful.’

‘There are millions of oak trees.’  He lowered his gaze.

‘There are millions of people,’ she replied.

‘People aren’t oak trees.’

‘On the contrary,’ she said.  ‘Oak trees aren’t people.’

‘People have personalities,’ he said.  ‘And feelings.’

She looked at him.  ‘Please don’t be upset,’ she said.  He looked at her for a moment, meeting her gaze, then threw down his head and looked at the ground once more.

‘People care for one another,’ he said gently.

‘Oak trees cannot hurt one another.  They are still and only create.  She paused, looking up at the branches.  They are only beautiful.’

He began to mumble and make faces at the ground.

‘I’m sorry,’ she said.

‘For what?’

‘For not being an oak tree.’

‘I never wanted an oak tree just like I never wanted a dog.’

‘You never wanted much,’ she said briskly.  He became mute.  She began to look at the scenery.  ‘It seems to be a nice day.’

He grunted.

They sat in silence once more, not knowing exactly what to say.  He looked up from the ground and examined the branches as she looked around the park.

‘It is nice.’

‘What?’

‘The tree.’

‘Oh,’ she said.  ‘Yes, of course.  That’s what I was saying.’

‘But it’s still not the same to me.’

‘Well, of course not.  It grew up.  But still nice, right?’

‘I guess so.  He looked at her and she at him.  She smiled a little, he forced a grin.  Then they both looked away.

‘There is also the grass and the dirt.’

‘Those are not beautiful,’ he said.

‘I think they are all beautiful.’

‘I think you are wrong.’

She did not respond.  He looked at her sit with her arms crossed and regained his composure.

‘But I do like the tree.’

‘Just this tree,’ she asked.

‘I don’t know,’ he said.  ‘I’ve never really looked at any others.’

‘I have,’ she said.

He became flustered.  ‘You would.’

‘I have,’ she said harshly.  She turned away from him and looked at the ground.

‘I’m sorry,’ he said.  She did not look back at him.  He put his hand on her shoulder.  She took his hand and turned back to him.

‘It’s fine,’ she said.  She looked into his eyes.  He looked down.

‘No, it’s not fine.’  He paused, releasing her hands and pulling back.  ‘I don’t like the tree.’

‘The tree gives you life.’

‘I don’t like it.’

‘It helps you survive.’

‘I don’t like it.’

‘It gives you shade from the warm sun and air to breathe.  It gives food to the animals.  It blows in the wind and looks beautiful captured in paintings and photographs.  The tree is a wonderful thing.’

‘I don’t like the oak tree,’ he said again.  She pushed her lips together.

‘But...’

‘But nothing.  I don’t like it.’  He looked up at the oak.

‘Are you still upset?’

‘Of course I am,’ he said.  ‘People don’t just forget, you know? Just like this tree will remember.’

‘And what will the tree remember?’

‘Those who do not appreciate its beauty.’  He looked at her eyes as he stood up.  Kneeling down at eye level he said goodbye and turned to the distance.  She sat on the bench and began to cry.  Slowly, she lifted her head to the great oak above and sat.
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