You know maybe I'm being pathetic
Crying over a web series
Like I'm the one who's facing all this
But I'm gonna crash the **** out
If I see her refusing his love one more time
How could anyone ever abandon the kind of love he gives away
A light as bright as the sun
Making all the stars disappear at night
If only she saw how he has loved her since they were little
Whether it was a teddy bear or a unicorn
He has been always been through for her
But she just has to ruin herself with his **** *** brother
Who's nothing but a plot ruiner
Why couldnt she see that the love of her life was always standing infront of her
How could she give up a love that makes his chest physically hurt
Physically hurt to not being able to tell her that he loves her
It's that beach again
The one where it all started
Same people same conversations
Blaming, Crying, and Screaming
For once could you just look at him
Look at his deep blue eyes
The way you shine in them
Like the life of his life
You're the only one who makes him feel alive
Choose him, marry him
And maybe if I was in her place i would have already accepted him
But I can only cry because a love like that isnt something that's ever going to be mine
Not in this lifetime
But you have him, and he wants you
So for once could you just accept it
He's the one who gave you that necklace
Marking you and him as forever infinite.
And I hope that someone, one remotely close to him, or in some way, becomes mine too.

Guess I wasn't hurt
When your hands cut through my skin
When i made the mistake of thinking of you as my healer
Every inch and every corner
Those hips you wish you rode
And those thighs you always adored
You bled me out
Wish it would've been just blood
My soul evaporated from my body
As the dense clouds of your ghosts appeared right in front of me
And when the shock became too unbearable
I fell down, pouring every part of you that was ever me.

If it were up to me
I would've laid under the sky everyday
Counting the stars as they call upon your name
Maybe I'd become one too
Before you call upon my name.

Birds chirping out the window
Rain washing away all our sins
in between all these my dreams rust
as the sunlight hits my eye
Everybody is on same pedestal of high's and low's
But I'm stuck here in the middle
Being too good for the ants
And incapable to roar as loud as the lions
Is this who I'm gonna be the rest of my life
A clueless mediocre stupid deer
Waiting for the day a car runs over me
As all the rest of them did.

It's funny to think that it has come to this again
Me recalling your name and all your memories rushing back into my head again
Its funny how all this time I hated every inch of your existence
But could really one small conversation about you
Bring all those thoughts back
I miss those nights with just you and i alive
You staring lovingly into my eye and I blushing as your eyes gazed upon me
Filled with lies
You demanded closure from me
For why I left you behind
But weren't you the one who said
There was no such thing left to compliment
In my life
Its like i have travelled 278 days back
When I was crying if I was the fault all along
Whether if I was prettier, smarter and cooler
I'd be everything to you
Just like I was in those 2 months of lifetime
But as I'm writing this I just realised
That you're no longer in my life
And I shall resume you not being in my mind.