I can feel you there
Loitering
Waiting, yearning
For my thoughts to take a abrupt left turn

I reject you
You the weakness within me

You cloud my vision
You consume my hope
You devour my opinion
You erase the truth I wrote

I will not find love
I will not know peace
I will not change anything
I will not see the moment I meet my goals

I reject you
You the fear within me

I will find my truths
And the path that I need to take
I will achieve my dreams
And the peace that is my purpose

It began as lust,
In a desire to mark you,
With every bite and ******,
And leave you with shades of blue

Then it began to change,
Where kisses slowed,
my heart uncaged,
A red ribbon between us flowed

It became love,
To stop the time,
Sating heart that's starved,
And call each other mine

Now my heart is yours,
Our bodies dance,
Opened all doors,
And together we advance

For my heart is owned by you,
The arrow of my heart aimed true

Beat slow,
My mind is spinning.
Times stopped,
Our love is ending.

A moment passes,
You hold my hand.
Pull me close,
You make me stand.

Eyes bleed,
You tell me lies.
River runs,
I hold my truth.

Kiss goodbye,
You run from me.
****** lips,
A knife of steel.

Figure shrinks,
Vague memory.
A day away,
Gullible vanity.

Dissecting words,
Not once nor thrice.
Echoes aloud,
Our loves plight.

My thoughts are full,
On grass I lay.
Replay a moment,
Please won't you stay.

A bitter truth
I hold within,
We died the moment
You chose to sin.

Come

I will play a song of sorrow and sin
Dance with me
Let the fickle moon witness
Broken hearts dancing to unheard music

Come

I will embrace your scarred body
Lay with me
Let memories fall as tears
Bed of feathers made of white wings

Come

I will etch moments upon your heart
Walk with me
Let the shifting leaves know
Forgotten hopes burnt upon our skin

Come

I will chase you till my lungs burn
Sing with me
Let the sleeping forest listen
Dreams of love echoes upon the wind

Stay

I will love you till my death
Be with me,
Let love scream it's painful sound
Ashes from a burnt out fire

Leave

Sunrise plays it's hollow tune
Gone is the oasis, here are the hot dunes

Should I pave these streets
With shifting colours
To capture broken dreams
memories made in late summers

The scent, the feel
The sound, the scene
The shape, the sight
The call, true me incite

So far the distance
Between 2 hearts
So close the secret
2 body's inches apart

I can't forget the instant
When we were lost
No warning or symptom
Both no idea the cost

Here we are
No, here we aren't

The lovers find the loveless
The weak seen as worthless

The summer days cloudless
The winter night sky starless

The bitter man lies hopeless
The dreams he had now weightless

The ones we watch are truthless
The ones we need are voiceless

The days we live are changeless
The pain we bear now timeless

The mothers voice now hopeless
The baby born in stillness

The children lost in bleakness
The world is blank when screen less

The world run by business
The trial to rise seen sinless

The price of truth is beatless
The state of man now heartless

The eyes of man are sight less
The view of world now formless

The shape of music sound less
The heart that listens now beatless

Are you waiting for me to reach for you again?
To cross this void and chase your image?
Shall I bear the winter storm and arrive at your cottage door?
Should I seek the warmth within?
Why should I bare the pain of your fear for love?

You are not the only one lost
You are not the only one broken
We all carry the pieces of broken hearts
We all carry hearts full of scars

Will you judge the quantity of my love?
By my willingness to destroy myself for you?

I'm sorry for you are worse than mistaken

I carry the love of my family
I carry the love hidden in memory
I carry the love of water, sky and greenery
I carry a love for all things lying in this infinity

My love is not worth less than yours
My heart is not meant to be your float
My mind is not captured by only you
My soul has more to give than your truth

Find your happiness and your strength
Find your purpose and your path
Find your peace and your passion
Find your silence and your safety

I am still trying to save myself
Love, I cannot save you too