We aren't
always
The problem

The stars have been a little brighter,
The night doesn't look as dark as it does blue.
I stop sleeping with a light on,
In fact I sleep more often because I'd rather sleep than anything else, they aren't just naps anymore.
I stopped telling people I don't trust how I really feel and they begin to be answered in short.
Close doesn't seem enough to want to be close to anyone
He doesn't answer back as fast or want to confide
I don't want to push,
I want to breath.
Clothes are a little looser than before, and eating meat is eating too heavy.
They don't call much

The way he
loves makes a tsunami
look like a stream

And
don't

soon
you

we
love

will
being

run
able

out­
to

of
just

air.
*breathe?

Stop getting so
excited,
this is when
you let yourself
down

That is the easiest thing to break
something that is hardest to build*

you took your time with your words
since there was little time to say

what you had to, you drew out
each syllable, a razor blade

long and thin like your fingers
soon your sentence would leave

with it everything you wished for
and you will arrive with nothing.

Dear man in the moon,

all I wish for
is that when it ends,
you might tell me
I fought bravely.