i sometimes forget that im on the run, escaping feelings and regrets like a trapeze artist, hidden among the folds of a circus tent memories all packed up in a backpack, released into the night like an orchestra of music waltzing through redwood forests moss creeping into our souls firefly lit ballroom shooting star chandeliers tidal waves in our bones this chase never ends ghosts never sleep. hearts never forget.
tell me all about your kaleidoscope eyes. what love have they seen to make them break with such color? for their beauty aches with the brilliance of stars. so incandescently veiled in tinges of blues and greens. it is as if they have swallowed the sorrows of the seas
for the words they hold are lies masked by nothing but paper thin lanterns
forgive them for you are not going to fill yourself with the poison of anger
as hard as it may be.
one day i will say goodbye and never look back.
wrote this when i was really tired. trying to teach myself how to forgive "friends" and who keep hurting me, even when i really dont want to. its important to forgive people even when they do garbage things and say things that hurt your feelings so im trying.