I am mistake of nature
I am not beautiful
I am not clever
I am not lucky
Everybody  shout at me!

Life tell me please
Why do you teach me lessons with pain?
Why teachers are so rude?
Why  subjects are cruel?
Why classes so envy?
Why I study here?
I really want to study in  another century.
Not this time
Not these people
Not this place

I lost myself to earn money for a living.
I lost myself to hear how people say bad words to me.
I  lost myself to look for people who support me.
I lost myself to change good characters into bad,
Why?
Because of that
Society, people, time, everything want to it
I lost myself to be like others.
I lost myself to  find out fair