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Nov 2016 · 200
Change.
Zahrah Nov 2016
The seasons change as things within us begin to turn, you leaving me and to me it burns
Feelings as if i'll never see you again

We made promises that nothing would change and everything would be okay, how do i know that your not leading me astray
I feel my heart breaking more and more each day leaving me in tears almost everyday.

The time is coming where you must leave and it ***** to say this but i presume its the best for you and me
The time we spend together is something that i will always remember

Its time for you to go now and it kills me inside
Will i see you again
will you be warm inside
I'm going to miss you my dear dreaded love
Never forgetting our short time living in bliss.
Aug 2016 · 207
VOWS.
Zahrah Aug 2016
Vows.
Dedicated to my love

it was nothing out of the ordinary... more like customary
when we met i was nothing.
living a life like a woman in the night.

i didn't think he could love a soul as foul as the one that graced my lips
he to me was a superhero coming to save the damsel
so i had to push him away, causing him to question me... my motives... my way of life
he stayed.. he fought me for his own emotional pleasure
showing me things i thought a man could never produce with his bare hands
he showed me a life that i only dreamt of
he made me feel like a queen in disguise

my heart began to ache for him
i feel in love with him, unaware that a woman like me was capable of feeling this way about a man i literally just met in the mall one day
he opened my eyes to the sounds of music, and i opened his ears to the glory of art
he were one
joined together in a universe that may just want us together.

i look at him i see life and love
he looks at me and see's more than what i can honestly imagine i to be
you complete me.

i Vow today to you...
to always love who you are, and together as a unit hold each other up.. and this world ours.

I Love You ❤️
Aug 2016 · 379
HARLOT
Zahrah Aug 2016
She was as white and pure as a black sheep at night. She lived a life of free giving only letting the ones that she felt could get her out of this thing she called a life only to be left there with another body tacked on her list of names She thought she was free, but in actuality she was submitting herself to the stereotypes of a woman like her "***", "****", where the names she was so accustomed to hearing Harlot was more than that she was looking for a body escaping freedom that she felt could only be reached through one on one body exposure, but that left her only to be in the same cage she tried to free herself from. Love for her was something only seen in the pages of fairy tales Her imagination ran wild but love was a forbidden pass time. That her herself would not allow access to She wanted freedom not love, but maybe love was the only thing she was missing to escape her cage, maybe love was all she really needed But this harlot... This harlot would never know.
Some thing i wrote a long time ago when i was trying to see who i was a person and honestly this is what i saw after writing this i decided to make a change.
Aug 2016 · 158
This Season
Zahrah Aug 2016
Bright smiles hanging hearts, stuck between the known and reality of whats really going on. Around this time it would be laughs, love, and cheerful noise that warms your heart leaving you content to forever be remind that this was how it used to be. It feels cold and somber this time around, confused as to the unreal touch left in the room, a gaping hole in the wall filled with the emptiness of your hasty disposal. Maybe when you get a little older you will understand the unfathomable emotional scaring you caused. But lets be reminded tis the season to be jolly. We imagined a time with you around a time where new memories could have been created. But i presume that life style was a more suitable option to create memories in. I wish i could separate Truth and perception to a "T" so that there could not be a single flaw in you. This season also taught me you don't always get what you wish for. I still have faith in you, but for how longer. Tis your season to be doleful, i figure its time for me to move on to...

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