Living my life at light speed.
Never stopping
Never slowing down

Not to sleep
Not to breath

Like a ball off the tee.
Im ready to hit the ground.
Lay still.

"You can only fix broken things"
You said as I stared right into your soul
My heart beating inside my chest, slowly
Hoping with a fragile hope

"You can only fix broken things"
You said while watching the sun set
My hands went numb, fingers useless
Wishing you noticed but all you did was look 

"You can only fix broken things"
But all I wanted was to hold you
To love you slowly 
In fear of losing and breaking myself too 

"You can only fix broken things"
I said when I realized I'm not good enough
Filling the space between us with empty promises
As I drifted off to sleep, I only knew one thing:
That I cannot fix broken things

Sweat pouring down my face like tears at a funeral
Face flushed
Fist clenched
I will fight this
I will make it through
because I love
    YOU
     me

Row the razor boat down my arms river.
I need to know of the beauty the hides inside,
Before I wave goodbye.
Give the man in a sky the highest five  
It was worth a try.
Restless is restless
The world is my garage
She's the asbestos .

Love is a loose noose.
I  chose to step up on that stool.  
In a dark room
The whispers of cold sweats guide me.  
As I stick my neck into the hole
I think but one thought
I hope my love is strong enough to withstand two

Sad because I’m not productive.
Not productive because I’m sad.

Dreams  
never left to rest.

Somewhere along the line
I forgot how to sleep.

And look at where that got me.