why ?
from a little boy to a young man
I find myself asking why?
so many  questions &so little answers
why?
Think outside the box I Try
protect my loved ones from the truth I lie.
but why?
hide my emotions deep inside
walk proud with my head high
remain postive you'll see my pride.
then decide to ask..
why?
im strong now & understand life
I see my wrongs for when I knew I was right
I walk away from the darkness towards the light
then I realized...
no more question
never again shall I wonder
because the answer to why ?
you'll never receive until you understand life
grab it by the horns and use it to feel that hunger.
so that's your answer.  
don't ask why
become one with yourself and life and try
and then soon you too will understand
why

You say you  love me
I️ believed you
I️ wanted it to be true I️ know you do
I️ can’t seem to understand what did I️ do
   all you do is lie and I️ don’t know why did a lot outa love to keep you and get by
You told me you’d never leave  
Your gone my heart and soul is on freeze   **** baby that’s all I e feared
No more love no more trust no more lust no more us
Never did I imagine I’d miss the fuss
It showed you care
Together love was always in the air
Why’d  you leave me? Better yet why so sneaky?
You had my heart when you didn’t need it  
I’m crushed  & insides bleeding
I️ hope you not with him being freaky
You know you know my girl.
I️ was tryna give you the world .
what about our little girl.sieara with the curls.
What did I️ do where did I️ go wrong why did it have to come to me making this song why the hell couldnt we get along miss smoking with you blunts and bongs
this was supposed to work I️ shouldn’t have to hurt
played me twice left my heart in the dirt why’d you leave me ?where did I go wrong ?why couldn’t we love each other and get along ?

I have unease feeling
Momma don’t need this children
Yeah,You are unappealing
That’s facts
I have a unease feeling
I need a special healing
The truth is concealing
No cap
So high my mind lifted
To myself say that I am gifted
Smoke good but I don’t sip it
No tripping just just listen
And witness
This unease feeling
I need a special healing
The truth is concealing

I told myself everything will be okay
Where theres a will theres a way
Ignore the thoughts and the things they say
Softly put my heart on minimize
Sit back
relax
recap and take my  time
And remember after a rainy day
the sun always shine
What will be
will be
Trust the process and my heart I was told .....
And then soon  I'll  see

Hello poetry
I know we just met
but so far your the best
you let me open up & get a lot of my chest.
when I'm sad you take my time
encourage me on every line
you give me hope & you might not know it
now Inspired enough to be a poet
it's like you listen for hours until I miss a rhyme
then it's like I started  wasting time.
Hello poetry only few days you've known me it's crazy how fast there's things you've shown me.
be one with myself & let my soul free
express myself back to the ole me
these feelings are pure and most definitely real
saying goodbye to poetry is something I fear
but since your here and except the truth
Hello poetry,nice to meet you.

Your bitter not sweet
True love is what I seek
They tell me there’s plenty of fish in the sea
But I’ve always felt like
you were for me
You lie I try
you hid I Find
I love so hard and can’t  get a like
I doubted myself I doubted you
No puddin
all proof
Work on trust
continue to fuss
This isn’t you
Your not giving me much of I choice
You ignore the words from my voice
You crest problems
Real **** that I live
And don’t even ask me how I feel  
So I know what to do
Move on happy
Cause I’m done with you
Why hurt me
Why lie to me
Why ruin us
Not my want
Clearly your need
Don’t force yourself to be with  
Me
And hold on to that
Bitter sweet melody

I’m learning to be patient
My voice and emotions locked away
It’s time I’m facing
My heart, my love ,the love of my life adjacent  to me and reality
And even tho she’s here it’s seems she’s mad at me.
What a catastrophe
Give me time to grow and be a man
Show you things from my view ,things you couldn’t understand .
It may be tuff now but I’m trying and I’m  here its all part of the plan .

My heart sometimes hurt.
I'm not truly sure if I understand my worth.
I love first,
i grind when I work  & yet
My heart sometimes Hurt.
what am I doing wrong
why don't me and the ones I love get along.
I'm alone
terrible memories haunt my brain
  I question if I'll ever be the same
friends come and go I don't remember names
but what I know for sure is
My heart sometimes hurt
that I don't understand my worth
I've always felt like nothing even at birth.
I shout I scream
I might even curse
To hell with every disappointment beyond this earth.
try to belittle me you won't enjoy this pain  
a year from now I won't be the same
Courage and strength  
the most powerful thing I gained
helped me realized I'm in the wrong  lane.
I'm over hear your over there
I chase success
I strive to be the best
I do it to be free
I do it to be me
and while I put myself first I always think the worst and remember ......
my heart sometimes hurt....and I don't know my worth.

I’m lost
I’ve become lost with words and emotion
Never wanting to love again
my heart is frozen
I loved you faithfully everyday
& Of all the ways you could’ve moved you chose that way?
You want love I gave you lust
you told me lies I tried to build our trust smoking away my pain for a better us.
But now I see happiniesss come and goes you were never happy I realize seeing  who you chose
I may be dead inside  but I’m like a rose

i confess never did I expect to love
and it's true when they say it's like a drug
your beautiful..brilliant I have a 100  more
understand I'd love you for rich or poor
you give me a special feeling
I want to give you a special healing
I want to be there when your in need
your great,Your perfect baby your a star
I promise to support you and your dreams
I know we'll go far.

I’ll live my life how I please
Some how take care of all my needs
And understand what life means to me
Realistically or spiritually?
Personally it’s all just a dream

I understand somethings can be hard  
I understand you want me to play a part
I understand small things fall apart
But understand I never wanna break your heart
Understand What’s real
Understand that when I’m with you I get this chill
I’m not the greatest but I understand how you feel
I tried
I never lied  
talk highly of you “Yeah she’s kind”
More then that baby yeah your fine
She keeps my held high
Gives me this power
Motivativated and inspire to talk about her for hours