Still a teenage girl
With a frozen watch
preparing for life's exams
By the balcony in that old house

I see him coming
Smiling at me
Two eyes admire me
Two hands carrying the key of my dreams

"Yes sir" Could be heard 
From your own children
You could have been their lucky charm,
But you chose to be the curse of their seven lives
Scaping from you and fall In a deep pit,
Became their lovely habit

You could be the light on their path
But became fire that burns their days
And they look at you as a wise man,
Without knowing his children's real favors
They married and believed
No man will be an angry man status
A symbol of hellhole like their father
But they were young
No one can be the dad
Even in being the worst !

All things past and now I am here
In front of you with all I was told
You were like an old tree for me
I could lay down beneath it
Swinging from its branches
Eating its fruits , finding the truths

You were different with me
I was on the life's stage
Doing right and wrong
Trying my best
And one person stood up
Clapping , shouting "go girl"

Others are my family,
But you were my everything
The crown on my head,
The Breeze of spring,
Sun of winter,
Rain of fall,
Cold water in summer
The moment of knowing one person between all strangers

We ate lunch at that table
Not knowing that was the last meal
The water turned to wine
But you never came

I watched you on bed
your hands held
By the very people you once reject
Saying sorry to them
You thought that was too late

I was not there that night
To Hear your last breath
To Feel your last sentence
And all at once
You were flying through the skies

I have a father
But I lost my pa
Nothing will be the same,
Your sprit leads my way
And my love for you grows more and more everyday

By Yasmin.Sh🌻

She were there
The closest—
But somehow the farthest.

Seeing Kafka in my mirror,
Sympathy clewed in the same desire.
He was lost to his father,
I am lost in not being my mother.

I try not to die between
Two walls closing in—
Those brows lined in anger
Chock me like a hanger
Crushing me,
But again, I ended up
Falling from her eyes.

Arrows from her mouth
Go straight to my heart.
Where are the shields?
I know She’s not my enemy.

Reading emotions in her eyes—
An easy job, a lovely hob_
Sitting on the hand
That tries to be kind,
Waiting for her
To be, proud.

Ashamed of who I am,
Proud of what I have
She hates who I am—
But I love all she is, and all she has.

I bite my nails
Searching for an end.
This waiting is long—
My watch is broken.

She hates my nails.
Should I cut my fingers
If it makes her happy?
But my nails—
They're the only things
That let me feel my pain.

Mom, I wait for you
To feel my mind,
To see my thoughts,
To sit by my side.

By Yasmin.Sh🌻

That long street
With traffic of trees
Whisper my name
Greens my brain

Red Geraniums
Behind my windows
Bring blood to my veins_
Makes me out of jail

water flows in the streams
Running through my soul
Lucid my dreams
Lifts the weight I hold

People still living
Remind me of leaving
Where can I go ?
When the birds Singing
A family is like a circle
Staying with them is The Miracle

By Yasmin.sh🌻

Two flying flowers
With burning petals
Glowing with love
How crazy their eyes
How shining in skies

Ghostly jasmine
White as sheets
Depressed as dying insects
Falling as dancing blades

One has love burned
The other is love Scared
Life cuts their arms
Love purifies their hearts

May they be blessed in the other life
May they hold hands in the other side

The night arrives
And my sins
Get lost between the shadows
Feeling less shame
Walking home late
Leaving all behind
Darkness makes me blind
At the mirror, i look
A Little girl smiles
And then i remember
How innocent I was

By Yasmin.Sh

The last dream I had
Was the sweetest moment we had
Lying on the bed
Sitting on the chair
Running on the way
Laughing all the day
The biggest let's hear
no judge allows here
You say , I tear
I say , you hear

Time passes fast
Our friendship doesn't last
And then I understand
I was in the wonderland
Alice comes out from the dream
Catch her friend, leaving their team
she cried - it's all she had

Kitties on the floor
Staring at the door
Making my life
Without any lie
Feeding my cats
Reading my books
Walking under the rain
Finding a new friend
A new door opens
A new life cheers
All I have to do
Is to keep my true people - near

By Yasmin.Sh

He was fading through the waves,
still held her body to carry her away
She was neither human nor corpse;
He was carrying her bones.
The ocean tried to give him peace,
But the storm had just begun in him.

By Yasmin.Sh