Petals of whispers they grow and they listen,
I'm now hearing the truth and not covering up my ears.
....Listen....Listen I needed to hear the death  of disobedience,
I'm becoming the man they hate the man I needed
The boy that prayed the man that needs it.

They say God is on his way
Oh the big theory that's in the sky?

Who cares though but who's Adonai?
Still I get a check that I'm not doing fine..
If your really then show me now.
You know my pills are not working now.
I smoked 4 times and I liked the high
But I don't like to Hide ima blatant guy they can see that I'm all my writes.

But what right do I have to come and see you Christ?

I know Shivia and other Types
Greek Gods and Zeus wife
But why do this one stick to me?
Maybe cause all of them are blatant
And you don't Hide but there's radiant
And when you save a Man you died for him..
What other God that I know that did?
I needed that
When you come come I'll be waiting

My carpets full of spots kool aid and careless drops,
Dance throbs and tear drops
I stare at my walls
And it look like my hearts plugged
I'm cut deep my skins not
The things I see when I turn off the lights
Tonight it sleeps as I look out the window threw the darkest nights.

Your heart is so special
Your hands are so small
Your eyes tell stories as I sit and watch.
Undo these words undo these locks
Fireworks and ticking bombs
Trails come missles taunt.
Love is a battle field so I gotta know what side you're on.

Laughter like wine, shots for my heart..
When I sip I just cheer for what we are,
What are we?
Love is a battle field so I gotta know what side you are on...

My heart leaks out filthy stuff,
I'm scared of me and I don't know why..
I paint the keys my musics soft.
Caveman dreams I dream of light.
Set me free,set me free
Set me free of who I become.

Days like these I smile to much,
Did Adam blink when he saw you love?
This is why I do the stuff
My mind in time thinks to much
Set me free,
Set me free of who I become.

Curtains please I share to much,
Secrets squeeze my innocents
I ran from me the fines to much
Set me free, set me free
Can you be the person I need if you are can you help me up?
Set me free from what I have done.

Use to love sleeping right be side you but i think you know what I know and now I feel like I should of never told my life.

Dark night I did find a *** of Gold and that was bitter in the starry night, so why do I get offended when you say let my baby brother  sleep with me tonight?

Man the things you do at night...you can be a lover  in someone's eyes then they get close to you and find there's a villian living inside... Don't you kno they have a hero that don't try to love it just comes naturally...right?

It's time..this time my stomach hurts cause I know what I did and I try and try to tell you but the secrets I know in my life are keeping you from seeing the hero that's trying to come and save the day tonight.
I went from by your side to the end of the line, and it's all my fault ...self piety right?

Do I sweep it under the rug or tell you yes I ........well....Nevermind.

So I call to heavens and watch the clouds dissappear so I call to hell and watch money reappear..
Stand right in a moment of deceit but were talking about time it's hard to be pure..
Love and the belove most dead some will **** you oh Math what's the reason?

Easiest equation just because you live together dosent mean your not distant just because your distant dosent mean that he isn't real..

I believe I'm ready

Slipping threw the clouds drowning the grace falling so fast saw a glimpse of your face I miss you Pops I miss my Dad I miss my father the one I had I trip on me so hard I laugh and the tears come falling ...
sinking threw the ground the empire I made the Years I see isn't what I imagined what I thought we had I miss my dad..
Father in heaven father of love show me something no oops I fell my bad  I laughed my bad this love I hold is bleeding threw these wretched hands

I walk on the clouds by the puddles of the rain.
Getting the point of view I find my own fingers drenched rain drops that cover the world to sleep
As long as my cries are not the only ones that are heard
I don’t feel to alone

His thoughts were scattered
His walks were like thunder
Blood boiling like a tea kettle
Eyes pierced like fire
Like the Sea before lava
The one he Loves has transpired
Heart dropped in his musles
He's tired of people looking over
Ashes of rain as he thinks about his friendships
He's broken and he just now noticed..

Do like this
do like that
running like i'm usain bolt
no bring that back
somebody gotta...

take me home
i drunk all night
**** your wife
im kidding but my loves not right
i feel it...

cold and mold
these ****** wanna take my soul
the ones that get it they really wanna let you know
hoes are hoes there blinded third eye closed
angels diss dont switch cause you never know...

forgive and get
repent and sip
i sink the ship
and kiss the man
they wonder why i'm missing dame
cause his blood all over the street
they don't know its me
they don't know hes a king
and god don't talk but the devil does
which i never did wish he never was

What are you..
What are you so afraid?

What are you....
Give but you cannot take Love.

Everything I do
Hate and I despise
Lust and the bucks plus the man that I was.

Sinking in my dirt equals this what I become.

Climbing back out like  man I messed up

Then I'm clean cause love forgives us,

A height that you can't just adjust
Took your whole life to see that God is must.

But now I'm in the sky and I'm scared to fail my love,
But


What are you..
What are you so afraid?

If I had to answer that question Im afraid  of love, but in the end I ain't scared to trust ....love

Drowning in debt it wouldn't hurt to sip slowly
Chase Me I found myself In the morning
My pain is mix with wine and codiene.
My eyes are low I can't see nothing,
I smile for nothing.

Seven hundred waisted on my nothing's
I need to take it
Easy, Easy Easy Easy
Oh this ain't Easy

I re-up
You woke up
This ain't enough
I love the feeling where I can't feel my feeling.

And my car is gone
And my card is decline
And my drink is sweet
Cause I don't have to worry

Tired of falling asleep and waisting a dream on feelings and emperors.

I'm caught in the sink wash me oh please the dirt of my old life's.

Time is following me I covered her blinks her eyes won't stop shinning.

Pills sound good for this stuff but I know that it's rust I'm up for suggestion.

Why would you look over?
It's God or smoke **** the spark of a new life.

What causes fights and quarrels among you? Don't they come from your desires that battle within you?

James 4:1

Help me..?
What's wrong with me?

The professor can help he can fix it

I don't wanna Fix it..!

I wanna be the one you call with your momma,
I want you to be mad at me because I didn't come over.
Want you to kiss me when you see him,
And smile with butterflies in your stomach.
Get closer when there's thunder
Hold me when it's raining.
Tell me what happen as you sit up on the counter.
Look down so I can put my hand on your chin and watch you fall in love with me over and over.
Lay on me and count my fingers,
You know me so well you kiss my cheek with no problem.

See..
We don't have to act like you don't wanna,
I play in your hair as I make your mind wonder
Text me and call me with morning text and "what are you doing".

..I've just been thinking of things I would do if I had you as my lover."

We laughed
We ate
Never seen the Hate that you made.

You cryed
I stayed
Never thought your bullet would come so close to face.

You are the only one to pass so easily threw my Armour, the man in the  mirror is the worst to be my parnter

I only have love for you anything else is my own destruction.
To tell you the truth but you never get it it's like I can't function
My souls hot cause I've touched ****** and licked more then I wanted..
I just want to be pure again where my Love was only hundred.
But I blew it literally and now I'm Duncan.
If you get that refrence I'm appalled by myself but I like it.

I love you more then life and I'm still breathin

Taking shots at the bar, tell my mind it's to far.
Waist ciroc on my shirt,  I feel the end of my heart!
Bang!

Time flys with no wings, I'm full but haven't ate.
Can't feel my left hand, I can't even stand right.
Bang!

I bleed words that don't make sense
I don't know what I just said
I breath my last breath
Please take a shot for me because I'm up next.

Warriors cry only when death is sweet.

Dirt looks good only when trees and plants are planted.

Rain comes to fall...

Freedom from myself will be the sweetest rest I'll ever know.

But til then I will live

I can't lie to you,
I'm a messed up guy
Weak but strong
Trustworthy sack of ****.

Sing to let my feels out of my home
And I will never let them back in cause I've been kicking myself out sense day one.

I can't smile at everybody it's something I learned but everybody deserves to be loved including the enemies that was there on day one.

All my life it's been a struggle,
Just to give up things that lead to destruction.

Been working on my brain,
Cause that night when I touched you
My lips became a flame but over the years i found the water.

I search by any means that means my life's corrupted not talking bout the fall I'm talking bout the Moutain...I walk when I can't speak I run when I can't hear I slow down for week just to feel my heart thumpin.
Sorry if I breath just making sure if I'm still alive.

Thicker it grows
Heavily the fangs show
The moon comes and it bounces off his inward glow
So much to the fact that most will know
I can't hide forever
But if I tell then my tale will be given to the heartless Endevors
I can't hide forever
But if I just tell will my tale fall off and will I be free forever?
I can't hide this... forever.
Forever has hidden who I am under this image I'm tellin.
I try to speak but my howls are comin
Is it too late..
Is it too

**howls then runs off

Sleep to you is waking up
Sleep to me is death
Joy to me is seeing the day
Joy to you is well I don’t really know

Here lies the boy that knows everything but in reality…

He only knows where his feelings take him,
Wearing his heart boy his sleeve.
I’m such a tease
The only reason I write here is because no one is reading me like I’m reading me.

Rumor has my name
Left me broken for days
For years I came
For months I go
Still the lips of others burns my bones
Until I saw that one day
They will be burned to
Not by the words they spoke
But by the heart that they couldn't stop
Burning out.

"gossip betrays a confidence you know.."

"And they shall see his face; and his name shall be in their foreheads."

I can't get no rest
I want the Lexus or Benz
Cause when we were young I didn't have ish
I gotta get some rest
Leave my mind that will be best
Told my boyfriend i love him but treat him like **ish
I never tell him I need him
Only when I need something from him
Tell'em I love him when he first says
ish

Blood on my Hands
blood on my wrist
blood on my pants
Oh i no i didn't
oh yes i did...

I lost my Mind
I lost my Friend
I gained a Win
when I woke up again.

My mind goes back and forth with "oh and okay I get it".

Your smile punches the inmost until your jokes come pleasant.

It's not a lot of joy but in these days it only takes a second.

To sit and  wait for persons story or his obligation.

I step easy
my hearts sits
Just to hear you breathing,
I lay down
By your side
My  thoughts are so decieveing.
I saw your smile
You turned around
..dang you caught me dreaming.

I can't talk no more I can't
I just cannot talk no more I can't
We all got things we wish we had
But I pray for my needs like my wants so my wants became and I begot them so now I got what I need and now They need me soon they will say.

" slow down you're doing to much".

You finished that to?

Please just can you stay?

You accomplished so much please wait.

And one will be wise and come and ask "why are you doing this again didn't you just finished that"?

I will respond with..

"Hold on I gotta ***".

Mind under mines that bomb if I step to the right.
I was wrong by leading you on tonight
I'm under attack by the demons that hate when Im right.
But ima fight with the faithfulness of the light
Rain drops is all I hear tonight
But threw the storm i ask that you will help me hold me mold me threw tonight.

I hope you hear my heart
I hope really see
What I do is who I am and where you are is where I want to be
They call me stupid for believing
But Not in me ...
In you.

Cause taking you back is like Picking up trash in someway,

Cause cheaters don’t suppose to have a second fling

Remember me?
I was the awful I was the scary one.
Ooh Remeber me?
I was the broken I was the hopeless
You couldn't see
My heart was frozen but you could not tell.

Well now I see now I see I messed up,
Belove.

I'm Dry
no answer
my mind is haunted by the weather
whether i stay or go I'm Under Pressure
Should i just do what all my Brothers Do?
Go and get women and treat her like shes nothing?
My heart is to big to play on four play measures..
So I sit and watch Shirtless Men make impressions
Just a bunch of heartless endevors but who am i?
so you really wanna know...

Blow the candles all out,
Fashionably late
Your the one with the tie,
Oh your hair looks great.

Guess who's birthday
Guess who's birthday

Have you seen the birthday boy?
In the basement why is that?
Oh well  present time guys let's go surprise
Come on dear you will hold the cake

Guess who's birthday
Guess who's birthday

Oh my God get him down!
Move the chair and cut the strings!
I can't feel a pulse, check his heart if he's still breathing...

Guess who's birthday
Guess who's birthday

...suddenly! I arose with a strength that was greater then me,
Seeing my body there I didn't question I had a thirst of defeating my enemies.
My sword was my mouth the clouds were *******...
More then conquerers fought right beside me!!
Amen the shouted as my lips embraced "thank you for Saving me"
A scroll walked carefully wanting me to read and see

"20156661241IZCOMDOENTWARRYBLIVENME"

Guilty,
I am...
Never should of let you  in

I don't even know where I been
Loosing my balance I can't stand
Guilty,
I am...

What I don't wanna do I did
What I did I don't know what happen
Oh I am Guilty,
My friend..  

Darkness runs in,
Maybe I'm possessed

Guilty,
I am
Save me from the monster I been..

Capricorn my love is like the sea
But for you I made it a river so you won’t be swept away.
Capricorn my heart is like the sun but just for you I tilt the world so you wouldn’t have to run..
And yet you do.
But what if I I didn’t limit the love I had
What if my  heart was just to big for you to recieve…?
You say be yourself but I don’t think you even know yourself

It's like a vampire ******* you,
Draining your ideas
Draining the Dreams your mind gives you.
It's like a dog sniffing you.
Don't know if it bites
Don't know if it likes you.
It's like a *******
I was here to excite you
But I was never here to comfort you.
It's like a old magician.
The smile and they say "Ta-Da"!
But walks away and say fools..

So much example not enough words,
A cancer dying of cancer that's worse on worse dirt on a rat or guy looking up skirts with his mom and wife saying please stop doing that.

I needed healing from that
I needed kick to the "perks"
Couple of bruise will show you
Dang lust kills when love only hurts

So much
So much it takes to be with you.
So much
so much it takes to let you in.
so much
so much Love that comes from you.
so much
so much things that I have let in.
the skies is the..
the sky ain't my limit
I have left earth
and found heaven as a destination.

My soul is flying home
and my spirit won't let me stay.
No I don't fly or Levitate I'm a skyscrapper for the end of my days

Ran from mistakes ran to mistakes
When your heart is broken it's hard not to break.

Counting on people I lost count,
Even the good ones took a bad rout.

I don't hold or play unforgiveness,
All you win is bitterness and confusion.

Knock me out and make sure you see my face to,
Cause see I waited for all my life to show you what eternity is ...

Whatever you do here will echo there,
When all this is down I hope I hear the sound of a faithful pier, a son that never quit and a friend that was always there.

So I'm in fear but not scared,
Love is my aim I aim my bullets there
My words my actions my fear my friend your loved one ...will be right here

It might be too late to say this,
But I kno I'm not your favorite.

Now I can relax
Cause I know one day you will listen before it's too late before I say this..

I love you

Kisses like fragrance they leave a scent on my cheek
For hours and Hours our words expires until our hearts intimately speak
It's a Good Night when I know your Falling back in love with me.

Here in the dark I see the brightest of light,
As I look closely it looks like lightbulb with sword bigger then mine?!
The locust feed on me by the wounds where the strike.
Fighting lust will give you some bruise but I ...look toward this marvelous light as it comes defeating and crushing witches and sorcerers behind me.
And then it happened.....

I can hardly breath the face of horsemen,
The fear grips me his arrows have touched me.
I lay as the vampires bite me the demons they taunt the nephelims kick me.
As all of my enemies have blood on there hands from the wound when death struck me.
I look to this light as he looks towards me...
I can feel my heart stop
My eyes are rolling
He runs HE RUNS TO ME...
I can sense the fear fading the demons stop talking the nephelims run the vampire are burning I'm dead but where is his sting? As he tells me get up our hands reach I tell him save me!
He pulls out of his mouth words that says "BELIEVE IN ME".

....

If you knew that young man would you dare to Love and lay with cause I know he likes to watch the stars and Gods steps.

Would you lose your mind for mine then hold my heart that's all I got for all these ups and downs I promise like to hear another's beating chest.

Rewrite feels like we fight blue skies low mic I sing congrats to the new lead singer !

Me?...me?! Who can I lead who will even follow on stage buzzed from a hangover listening to me is like listening to fallen emperor applause to the New freaking Singer!

Play your part
Just play your part
Never stage freight
Just Cover up the thoughts with a smile and a off stare look..

I don't know what to say
I don't know what to say
Please do not leave
Please do not leave me today

Stars are to bright for the night but what happens in the morning?
I'm Feeling like they do not care about Family..
Benjamin Washington feeling like dead men are talking.

All of these babies,
All of these  bodies are dropping!
Think about Fame and It's glory
Losing your soul for injections
Losing your soul for Jet then
Losing your Soul for Eternity
but how do you ****** me in *******?
Slaves to *** looks undeserving
A pen without ink they are all empty.

Why am I playing with you?
No I'm not playing with you..
Can't you see there just  playing with you..

They Will **** me just for loving to tell you the truth,
If you know please just tell me
why are you playing to lose?

Laying here trying to rewrite my wrongs..
A ticket from the police no job and no schooling at all.
Life happens when you try to reach your goal.
I'm broken and I've fallen my Love.
Yet I find the strength to come and weep by your words of God.
Don't know how I supose to pay something that I don't even have a job yet though..
**** pics still come and I close them cause I want something better though..
Resurrection is my favorite song,
Who would of known it would be the outcome of every part of my unworthy life to.
I don't know how and I don't know when but I sense the strength to get up and take there cruel words there beatings just love The Most.

Forgive me for wondering so far and falling so close, all of my getting I'm getting a understanding that you can be a better person today for tomorrow.