Stay with me and blossom my years have fell like autumn the rain and cold is timing so bring your  cotton lovelies you know the words that warm my heart I'll bring the light for the dark I know a house is not a home like frost is not the snow I came from nothing to I'll go where ever you want me to even if it's just Walmart in another news my world is waiting for you. Inhabit and leave offspring I've been homeless I hear your heart in the song it sings, I'm held by what is true "That the world I live in is for you" and I love you..

And I love you..
And I love..

Have you ever stared at someone and thought how they would look naked?

Coming so close to my poison without sipping is a lustful concentration.

I'm in a concentration camp that's killing me by your fragrance.

Into my mind I course jest with a under age thought of excellence

Trying not to get caught I believe you want to be my beautiful injection.

Have you ever seen a smile that was so interesting you made a plan to plan out how you would never ever miss it?

It's just a humanly thing to do.

I can't talk no more I can't
I just cannot talk no more I can't
We all got things we wish we had
But I pray for my needs like my wants so my wants became and I begot them so now I got what I need and now They need me soon they will say.

" slow down you're doing to much".

You finished that to?

Please just can you stay?

You accomplished so much please wait.

And one will be wise and come and ask "why are you doing this again didn't you just finished that"?

I will respond with..

"Hold on I gotta ***".

Forget & Forgive

I say the things that you think about,
Don't say nothing but you'll bleed it out one day ...one day.

They overlook what I talk about
When I do the same now there talking now it's okay....I'm not okay.

You say I love you but never come around,
I'm so deep in your circle my scent you cloning out but one day...one day.
You prolly will come around.

Now I'm here with he who don't really care about but I have got so use to this I don't care if he leave me out its not okay...But I'll be okay.

I'm tired of imagination I hate the **** I found,
I wanna real love relationship revelation is what has found me out.

So please GOD please don't count me out....I forgive them so you may forgive the one they forget about.

They say that I changed
They gone say I went away-way-way-way-way-way-way.
Wondering how I changed
when they didn't care if I went away-way-way-way-way.
tried to hide the pain
And I tried to make them stay
Plz-wait-wait-wait-wait-wait.

I can't stand stand this place...
I can see your pain plz wait-wait-wait-wait.
I'll be here okay..
Ill wait-wait-wait-wait-wait

I'm overlooked by people that I love anything I say gets in heard it's like they didn't hear that and once it's reaching the sun.
My days are getting dark and cold,
my friends know it cause I don't bring them along
The attitude of a person can set me off
Why did it have to be you tonight I'm not taking off..
You over look simple things I cry you won't let me spend a night cause the bullets when I was a kid I use them now the shotgun you shot at me like..

Your friends won't come so why should you go over there?
Placing your hands me and when dad came home he didn't ask me what was wrong you know what he said overlooking the marks you gave me ?
" ima show you why you don't put your hands on your mother"
That's it!!!!

So when he tells me something ima overlook what you say these key things

Your family thinks we're poor and they don't want nothing to do with us,
Ima show him if he ever puts his hands in me again show him he don't put his hands on you!!

Lord God please intervene cause I'm tired of people overlooking me
Lord God please renew my being cause I'm tired of people overlooking me
God please give me peace in here cause the numbness I'm feeling is coming back my family

I thought I had something to say but I don't,
Carry on I'm listening to what you say I'm just not gunna talk that much no..no

The stars only reflect something that's greater then there shine.
My love burns brighter when  I know where it comes from.

Please
Call my phone
Please
Don't know why don't
Please
Let me know
Please
I can't hold..
Please
I can't hold these..
Please
I can't hold these tears
Please
Come in close
Please
You miss tho
Please
I miss you to
Please
My circle small
Please
Before It grows
Please
Call..please.

Please
I should call you but
Please
Don't take this wrong
Please
I won't be coming
Please
Don't be mad
Please
I don't understand why we do this just
Please
Don't pick up when I call
Please
Cause I'm not gunna pretend to love you..soo
Please
Don't call me for nothing call me when you need me to love you not when you miss me
Please..
Please..

Breathing threw music
Gave you my *****
What else do you want?
I know that you living.
Have I made this in vain
Cause when your God there's things you can change but you don't change it
Cause you seen the outcome even when those instruments didn't.
But I'm not and I will never be
My nots are tied to never
But at least he gave me the choice of being a Son...if it was a life I will marry and give my life which one would you choose A son of God or God himself?

It's Christmas time! it's Christmas time.
How come it's bothering you?
My heart it sinks a billion times!
There's so much I wanna do..for you I
Look at stuff that can be mine but my smile won't let me threw.
Kindness and love has put to death all this egotistic selfish pride...the blood is sweet when you got nothing to lose cause .....it's found.
But you kno ur not made out of steel.

One month don't make feelings for me anyway,
Cause once I get I hope you are on way.
I know  don't make no breaking promise I'm on my way.
You know  it's on its way.

Secrets hurt when it comes to the light if were talking about Wrongs then I haven't been Right,
I'm Scared of God not these UFO's They are trying bribe.
I'm in Fear of Being Left behind...Am I the one to believe a Lie?
If this life have some meaning to it then I'm Looking but still waisting time.
The things i use to do as a kid or on the rise so much if i open the door to old friendships I'ma drown tonight.
I hate being the guy to point out the sides of life but it's sketchy when i think about Life.
If someone came to save you then died and rose again to say "I will Save you tonight".
Then the process that i'm in is I am so Filthy and wrong that i need saving EVERY FREAKIN TIME.
it's a process not turning to the left or right.

Today was Hard
Today was ruff
Today Was Cold
Today was luck
Today was God
Today was Much
Today was Lost
But Today was enough

.This evening was wrong
This evening was Me
This evening i Thought
This Evening i know your not Pleased
This Evening I'm Soaked
This Evening is Notes
This Evening is all In smoke
but This Evening was Enough

Tonight I get it
Tonight I'm Repenting
Tonight I repented
Tonight I Thank you
Tonight was Distant
Tonight your Close
Tonight I wonder if your Closer then i'm thinking
Tonight Will I make it
Tonight will you take me
Tonight was bad
Tonight I'm in deep thinking
But Tonight Was Enough I Thank you for Showing Me how A Good Day should be..

Oh, Finally Got you right here..
Tonight i'll Ease your mind,
My hands around the Fire.
Oh, sharp your love desire
it's hard to stay away
the purist Lust just bleeds threw.

In the Morning i can't get you off my hands,
In the Evening i sit and wait for you like the sunset between the clouds.
At night I'm Him.. the one who's eyes burn with passion
knocking down Boarders that hold nothing but water if you ask him
look threw the curtains the smile and Glasses..
You will find me,
Behold for i can be what you want.
Point blank simple

2yrs is 2yrs I'm thinking ahead but my hair has changed,
So how can I say this world will not change and your heart towards me?
Why do we do those things that we hate then say sorry?
So many questions I need your attention i swear I payed attention but I failed miserably.
If there's away to fix my mistakes would you let me?

Put your hand in mine and just run,
You can call me what you want.
Kiss me and just get lost like I get lost in your love.

If I sat here would you count the sand
Look at the distance of the ocean
I'm just saying would you sit here and dont think about who's broken
Take the sunset and the moonlight
Where the stars and your feelings hide
I'm just saying I would stay there
Just because I love how you look inside
for tonight I'm your bestfriend
And your my lover from a distance.
Can we chill and my hear my ocean?!
Your starry nights I fell in love with !!!
I'm just saying listen I'm just saying ....
Hold my hand and tell me I'm your favorite

I'm waiting for the day you hold me in your arms
As I cry on your shoulder it was years to make you mine.
It took a glance to make me fly
I never been on airplane but I'll meet you when this thing lands.
Hope we believing in the same thing.
Your the reason for the reasons if I count them I only needed one.
I...came all this way just to say
Just to say ......
Hi.

Please don't play with that...that's my heart.
You ran with what it's just my little thoughts.
You said you wanna talk but I haven't found the words for Months.

Feels like someone put my love on pause..

The thing I'm pleasing is getting more and more less pleasing,
Okay I'm breathing but I'm dying everyday.
Have to make these wrongs right before they turn into a total mistake.
The one I want is getting further everyday
The one need is getting higher each day
Looks like the days are getting dark for the Greats
I tripped and haven't got up yet
I can't sleep cause my mind in a trance
All I want was someone to tell me I'm the best I'm they one love I love the way you dress.
But all I got is some friends that chill and take off..it just like vapors plus mist.
oh God my God this world don't have nothing for me I hope I don't miss.

Brushing my fingers in Gold,
The smell of your hair reaches my nostrils...
Captured by your ocean
Your eyes are like ancient fossils.
Bound to discover what makes them roll back,
Just by my finger tips the blood rushes to a divine mass.
Extacsy!
Extacsy!
As I heard for the first time your consuming Laugh.
If this what Love is why do all these Men chase ***?

Ever sense you said "Be honest" I'm slowly ******* to "okay I promise",
I'm scared that you will leave but why did that feeling left?
If there eyes can see I'm going
If my eyes can believe keep looking
Keep your eyes on me and all will go as planned.
Oh I tried to be a Good friend
Oh I'm finding out your best friends
My Friends  left me for a moment and so I ran!!
Keep my dreams and all my pride to
Eating crumbs cause I'm sick of
Idols,
I'm just me I hope that will be enough for you..
Looking Left I see my city
On my right I see you with me
Not confused I've sold thoughts to gain a heart of songs

I heard Bethany spreading rumors...
That i was a FBI undercover person.
Bethany use to sneak in the moments
When I was in the moment.
Before the secrets walked
And my heart became frozen...
The head hancho the skeleton of inhumanism
Perception of Bethany was never impersonation
It was closed caption and keep walking
The plan was never to engage a full conversation..never to get lost in your eyes and see what was under your these loose buttons..

I wake up with the musk of Rain
My lovers thoughts drip drops inside my brain.

You know
My heart hasn't even been home..
My mind don't won't to go..yeah..
My feelings didn't even show..hm..
Who's this man I don't know!
If you knew..
You asked me what's wrong I laughed then held you close,
Inside  these memories are cold..yeah..
So cold my smile didn't show ..hm.
Why didn't you come to the show!?
Well you only come when things are wrong..but I'm over it but my body feeling numb!!
"You know, zeal your the best brother don't you know.."
When you speak like that I know you know I don't believe in loose words anymore..yeah you know

I wired desires now I'm not thinking a lot,
Sudden destruction America it's coming to us.
My lover is stuck but yet I'm stuck on his love.
The secret that killed me is digging me back up.
What would you  choose to stay dead or be alive ?

This world is not perfect
This man is not to
I strive for excellence tonight I will eat without a spoon.
My bed can't feel so I know it's just me that wants feeling.
This body is rigged like the Government and yet I look at Obama like I can't do with you do ...proceed
This world isn't perfect get that threw your head,
This man isn't to pray for him. Please pray for me

Here I am dripping like Good rain or Fine wax
legs leak I can't stand tempting no car crash I wrecked and I seen cars pass videos and ambulance I'm still awake?
I felt my heart beat my heart speaks and bi pass it lack what spirits lack Bones and a body packs...I'm not talking about a car I'm not talking about a crash I'm just showing you I it feels to be in Love with what you that's bad.

I'm on my way to the iceberg.
My ship has drifted to a cold place
A hard place..
A heavy place to breathe.
My hands are shivering
My hands are shaking
My knees weak my faith is breaking come quick my tongue is whitening
Then I saw you...in the mist of my inner being who would of known that a iceberg would be home would be safe would be hot would be cold as my ship hits it I saw IT!! I saw it!!! The Sun Rise

I don't know anymore
I don't know
I don't know anymore
I don't know
It hurt so bad before
I don't know
It feels like I'm numb to the core
I don't know
I'm giving up the things I wanted before
I don't know
Why can't I shake this off and move on out the door
I don't know
They will hate me if I do they will hate me if I don't
I just don't know
Do my friend even wanna see me anymore I don't know
Do even have friends
I don't know
Do friends exist
I don't know
Am I hurt no
I just don't know
Am I happy
I don't know
Help me

I'm missing you I can't lie.
When you know where there house is but you don't even try.
They grew up right infront of your eyes.
Something I'll cherish for the rest of my life.
Seeing pictures of you brother I smile even when I'm not by your side.
I pray for you now to our God in the Sky, I have to be about his business so if I don't see you no more just focus on Christ.

I can't lie these days I don't have nothing all together.
Still I look at the touch of the wind hugging the flowers.
I came to the same place just to see if that flower even cared, it was gone and another fresh grass reappeared then it touched me like the wind hugging my soul, a billion people live and millions die that nobody knows Life is fleeting I gotta make sure that I'm living a life worth living at the end of my course

The government taking bullets while the elite is taking shots
The pope under oath while the religions are swearing a lot.
Obama want out like Putin's army threw the Isis plot.
My heart is broken bad and I'm trying to care,
I lift my hands for I know who made them man.
I've been dodging church cause those four walls can be like the Jail house.
People have captive but it's me that's needing a new mind to count.
Weird rain drops tornados hitting places like man.
The Goats are on the rise the sheeps are headed to the slaughter Lord forgive them.

The times we spent the time we waisted,
Was only for a Facebook accept and photos of a facelift.
I saw the smile I heard you was A-List
While I'm stuck at home still tryna sale records like craigslist.
I think about you in the watches of the night I do..
In the day time I was pondering about you.
All I want to do is be someone that they know who cares may I grow old with someone and some job with History that scared to loose this man..
Do anybody want me? I'm losing hope no foreal not on you but in me my friend.
My friends don't even know about this page In losing them one by one I can see it in there face.
I've notice the history time can make it's awsome if were trying to be with no mistakes there all lies how far will you make the heavens fake?

Almost 22 and my desires are screaming at me.
Pass failures just sit closely
My Skeletons are scared of me
My hands are made of sand,
My life is built on faith cause I wouldn't last without it.
I feel like the blood you have given me is missing and the breath I breath is limited what's limitless?
I want him bad and I don't know how to fight it,
I wanna kid man I swear I'm not confuse about it but God..yehh..what about him ?
It's better to talk about what you have and what you own then what your not and what we could of been.

Out in a bout picking up my mom some sweets.
As I walked by I saw you before I'm just glad you notice me.
My smile was bigger then the  butterflies in my stomach.
My desires are changing
My mind is flipping
I just want someone to hold me
I just want you to talk to me
You came to the front just to see me
I came to the store just to follow you
Why are we playing tag in a place where...dame! your so funny..
When you looked at me I almost dripped on the floor.

Next time we talk I don't wanna just talk, I wanna Trust.
Next time I come I wanna come getting you...and next time you smile I want it to be because you saw me come threw.

Blues eyes!
With your blue eyes..
Oh blue eyes I think I have a crush on you.

Why do the oceans roar why do my mind toss.
How come I want open doors how come you don't let me in.
It's complicated when you feel ignored time is waisted when I'm here in all I am.
I take you serious what's with over laughing and stuff?
I wish we would communicate more but when I talk you say "I'm bored"

Roses are red,
Violets are blue
I believe we can make it ...Do you?

If I'm wrong then I'm wrong just forget it
If I drink then my cup is full  of jealous .
I'm tired of  looking at a couple when there kissing,
I wanna hug I want someone that text me for some minutes.

They say say
"Hey my love let's eat out.
Hey my love what do I wear now?
"I love the way you hold me down".

Drunk off what I had in my cup,
Someone come I really need you now.

I'm playing a part in a new body,
Not saying I dont need somebody.
I'm saying it's getting easier to trust into nobody.
Prove me wrong..I'm waiting for someone to not treat me like anybody.
But that special body..

If you leave I promise this is it I go back to closets,
I'll feed off the skeleton of happiness.
I'll pause the Gods and Malcome X.
I'll play your game of secrets and empty chess.
For I will be your talented Mr.Zeal again.

Stars are rolling away like it's my heart
Earthquakes cause I broken yours is too late the night is grown I'm calling in.
Too much times you told me I've been praying threw times you showed me don't be mad remember mercy like it's tsunamis after math.
Meet you pass the moon the Dragon lies and what humans do I'm walking threw the stars and what has made you gag...
Heavens calling back I don't know why gravity has my back I'm backing on iPhone tabs and annoited hands I just want to be one minded normal man.

I like the way you hold my hand,
The way you try not to smile on Skype
The cuddles before you gotta go to school,
The awkward things you do I like.
But the thing is while we look up in different views of the sky.
The morning text and why I don't reply...
Is because I want you in my arms on this starry night.

The closet is open,
Im cleaning it out .
The waves of a problem... I'm tossing.

My heart isn't broken,
I just stitched my mouth
I'm tired of believing.. I'm exausted.

Causing  commotion,
I see I'm left out
Where am I driving...oh I'm trying.
I'm trying..
Who's driving?

The taste of the morning
The scent of the rain
The sun sits behind the Mooon as the clouds come out to play.
The wind on the corner the leaves stare and gaze.
My  mind wonders at night to a dungeon that's full of pleasures and pain.
Knock on the door again.
I'm ready to leave this place

Naked words all alone
Sitting there taste the thoughts that come.
Ash of smoke touch the atmosphere,
Dancing clouds Hugs my throat.

Looking up at the stars I remembered how much you loved me

Yes I do I believe one day you will see how much your missing me.

I'm scarred ..that day it was so dark,
The moon and the stars I use to count them to tell you...

..Don't trip don't quit where would you begin if I just left you would say "I'm missing you".

But it's hard your pridefulness has blind you.

Plz oh plz don't go that's all I want..
But my heart is overwhelmed of being ignored!

I don't want to lay by your side,
I'm tired of you
You.

If you don't text oh it's alright,
I'm so numb to you
You.

But I DONT WANT TO THINK THIS TONIGHT.

I was reaching out to you
I text and I call?
I payed for shirts and shoes
I've given you
I've given you more then what you gave me.

Have you ever had someone ******* in your brain?
Your eyes pulling the strings as you watch them talk to somebody else with intrest and your heart screaming "Look at Me"!
If you hear music it's me I dance around the truth that you have different options to choose and hang out with...you should just go ahead and choose me!
I'm so jealous that ignoring you births the Y for jealousy,  but then again I don't even know that you like me...I put my glasses on cause the truth blinds me and so I untangle you as you notice me I'm noticing that's where you want to be.
I'm the one in the strings how great it feels to be around someone who can cut you off and can't even see the strings

I always knew that there was a end to all the laughs and smiles and run to my aid.

..and your faithful boy won't wait for you because he's busy praying for her today.

And I don't know why I came
I know that the rug will be snatched from under me,
Oh please take what you want just don't leave!!

Cause all of my old friends had wings.

I need somebody somebody hold me close forever tell me zeal please don't leave till we are buried.
... our bodies our bodies buried close together cemetery weather in the cemetery weather

Thought I was gunna be okay when your gone,
Why am I with another and thinking of you?
Why..?