Across,
A long table.
On top of each other,
In a small bed.
We attack one another,
Trying to get in our heads.

She,
Wants my love.
He,
Already has it.
Yet,
She wants a bite,
Of that ******* apple.

Negotiated ***,
It is something at best.
Just a one time,
Contract.
But I know,
She'll be back.

She,
Says she's in love.
He,
Stands watching above.
I wouldn't dare,
Give her a taste.
But now that is all erased.

I,
Plan on making mistakes.
Everything,
Is in my control.
Negotiations are over dear,
Now let's get in the back of the car.

Inner peace,
The last piece.
See the whole picture,
Thanks to the inner piece.

Only I know what is right,
And guess who knows what's wrong.
Everything rests in my hands,
So no I won't get in your thong.

Can't you see I am trying to save you,
Don't you know you are in love?
Stop sending me invitations I can never deny,
You're already so high above.

I am not worth it,
Why chance a sure thing?
I am nothing special,
So just stay away okay?

You'd think I'd be divided in two,
But my body and mind our one.
I will always know what is best,
And when I can be wrong.

Not with you though,
Not now at least.
I wish I could be truly mad at you,
But I have found my inner peace.

I'm tortured as of now,
And I can't really complain.
Sorry girl of the future,
But I'm playing in the rain.
I'm a mess right now,
All I can do is think of her,
But don't pay much thought about it.
I'm sure if you exist,
My love for her is gone.

You see I'm so lonely,
And she touches me without crossing the strings.
I'm naive and longing to have worth,
To her I know I have a place.  
No, it's not a good one,
But what else can I have?
Just siting in the dark,
Telling the hole in my heart it is full.

It's not like I hate her,
No, none of that.
When I do nasty stuff though,
I don't let her see my face.
Want her to feel my pain,
But she'll never catch on.
As much as I want to leave,
I'm afraid to be gone.

Let me know that you are just mine,
And I promise everything will be just fine.

Because she never was...

When is my time?
I've been waiting for the chance.
When will I shine,
Stop this foolish dance.

I'm being devoured by small insects,
Picking away at my every sense.
I can't touch, hear, taste, or smell,
Only left feeling like Hell.

An able body but not for the army,
A voice that doesn't need to be heard.
An antisocial edgy ******,
Who wants what he doesn't deserve.

Ever buried yourself with the full intention to get back up,
Then on cue you realize that you have had enough?
Too much **** but no clean water to wash it down,
Left you treading slowly in the Merrimack trying to drown.

Knowing what I want,
And knowing what I can get.
I'd run away right now,
If I didn't feel in your debt.

Don't save us,
Lets fall down.