Resting on my cross,
Moss crawling it's way up.
Interrupt, crows break the silence.
Ever since my mouth has become sown shut.

That image of the woman,
Has been stuck inside my head,
Dread, that sudden realization,
Migration impossible I am tied to a cross.

Around me is grain,
Pain of blandest stings my eyes.
Sunrise is coming,
Running to me she smiles.

Fixing my coat she picks at the straw,
Caww caww, she mocks the crows.
Oh that smile warms me,
Please stay here.

All done now she leaves with a hug,
Tug on my cross I want to wrap my arms around her.
Brrrr winter's breeze blows by,
Goodbye sunrise.

Night falls upon my space,
Taste, the crows all swarm me for salty tears,
Years of torture the crows pick me apart,
No heart, no courage, no brain.

Just the pain of the cross.

I can't get what I want,
So I am stuck here with everything.
I have all a person needs,
I want you and me.

Trade away all I have,
So I can walk your path.

Stuck here,
In my own chains,
Rotting in loneliness,
Day by day.

While I miss all the good times,
I lay here with everything dieing inside.

Buried in everything,
Trapped in a chest.
Gold and precious things,
Only second best.

Believe or not I'd rather spend my days,
Up against you as we both lay.

I am,
Alone.
In my,
Own home.
Sitting,
In my,
Big chair,
Goodbye.

No arms are around me now,
As I burn into infinity.  
No arms are around me now,
As I burn into infinity.  
No arms are around me now,
As I burn into infinity.  
No arms are around me now,
As I...am...

Alone.
In my,
Own home.
Sitting,
In my,
Big chair,
Goodbye.

Why can't I,
See,
That one sided,
Dice?
Roll to find,
Me,
Always so,
Nice.
To look into that,
Puddle,
Won't last long,
Faded.
I am,
Evaporated.  

No arms are around me now,
As I burn into infinity.  
No arms are around me now,
As I burn into infinity.  
No arms are around me now,
As I burn into infinity.  
No arms are around me now,
As...I join the clouds.

My favorite people,
Are the ones I don't know.
They are the only ones,
I can let my feelings show.

I feel a little greedy,
Stocking ideas in my head.
Everyone I know around me,
Not knowing what I have said.

But all you great strangers,
Who happen to read my poems.
You are the only ones,
Who I invite into my mind, my home.

I do fear the day,
When certain people find,
That almost every word I think,
I subconsciously put in rhyme.

Or that I feel so radically,
About certain subjects.
Don't even get me started,
About the opposite ***.

And what if she reads them?
Will she color me insane?
Not you people,
Your opinions runoff me like rain.

I'll never really know,
What you think of me.
But you will all know more,
Because you'll let me be.

I go down the rows,
I see the prizes behind glass.
Can't even take them out,
All I have to do is ask.

Mom always told me,
Don't touch what's not yours.
So I glace,
Though cracked doors.

I want, I want, I want,
The prizes taunt, taunt, and taunt.

All I need to do,
Is break the glass.
Risk ruining the prize,
For a bit of ***.

Looks so perfect,
Kept behind walls.
Would it answer me,
If I gave it a call?

All I have,
Is not what I need.
Wishing to simplify,
Willing to bleed.

Snails can't out race,
The formula cars.
Worms won't ever,
Reach the stars.

Garbage is trash,
If's not white it's black.
My favorite knife,
Is the one in my back.  

Media will **** ya,
Not old news.
What is a car?
I think mine is blue.

Can't happen without reason,
What a way to think.
So tell high priest,
Why do we naturally stink?

I started the war,
Which tore up the land,
But some else dropped the bomb,
They took on the plan.

Thought to be unjust,
Our teacher was evil.
Now only kindness in his heart,
Will show on his highlight reel.

Can't believe he is gone,
Taught me his trade.
Never thought he'd leave,
Am I to blame?

There was a time,
Yes mouths ago,
Where I despised the man,
That I now have come to know.

Taught me hard lessons,
Strong like my dad.
May have been the greatest teacher,
I've ever had.

But now the man cries,
Can't look into the eyes,
That I used to despise,
Now all untrue, lies.

Hard to not hate,
The one had pushed it.
Righteous and number one,
Knew he wouldn't get hit.

But tempers fly,
And what comes up comes down.
Lost a good teacher,
Best instructor around.

Motivated me to new heights,
I am a better person since you were in my life.
Taught me all the things I know,
Taught a seed how to grow.