I am an aura
Ethereal hum
I am the stars
The beat of the drum
I am the wind
Freedoms embrace
I am the grin
A withered face
I am the field
Sky and sand
I am a shield
Protectors hand
I am the wing
Harboring warmth
Sounds of the sing
Bringing love forth
I am the moon
Eerie the beam
I am the soon
Later and maybe
I am the night
Absent of sun
I am the light
Two souls of one
See me?

I have seen a dreaming mind
I have seen the seams unbind
I have been more than behind
I have sought but will I find?

While you laughed I'd sit and cry
Sun comes up, I sleep, you rise
You talk of life, I think demise
Your eyes widen, I'm not surprised

Defined as socially impaired
'Cause while you prayed I sat and stared
And while you gave I never shared
And when you loved I didn't care

And maybe it's my fault

That I cannot move away

But it's all in vain

When you are trying your hardest

To bring me down






Get out of my head

His mother's dumb face
His father's cold drinks
It's all fun and games
'Till the happiness sinks

He'll walk straight inside
Not announcing his presence
Stare fear in the eye
And inhale killer's essence

Walk up to his room
And open his door
Foreshadowing doom
That box on the floor

Within it? The metal
He stole it for fun
The steel 'shakes his settle'
In the form of a gun

He tugs on the hammer
And pulls back the slide
Waits 'till the clamor
Of anxiety subsides

Remembers the beatings
His father would lay
Remembers the feeding
Of lies in the hay

He waltzes down stairs
With the gun in both hands
At the very last step
He nervously stands

He won't just say 'blam'
And pull back the trigger
His thoughts make a plan
A process much bigger

Confronting them both
At the small kitchen table
He didn't once choke
When he said "I am able"

He pointed the gun
But his resolve soon shattered
And in shame, shot himself
Saying first "It won't matter!"

His plan had recoiled
But his mission still stood
As the bullet hit oil
And caught fire to the wood

And the flames licked and climbed
And the roof burned and caved
And the family died
In the fiery blaze

And the town down the road
Never did realize
The church choir sings odes
And a young lady cries

But never word flew
Of the evil within
'Till the killers mind slew
Just a boy and his kin