I wish you had shoved me in a box
Threw away the lock
What was I exposed too?
Too much
Do I even understand?
Probably not
At least I try
I miss the smell of crayola
And the taste of welches grape jelly
I wish ou had shoved me in a box
Threw away the lock
Hopefully you'll read my poetry one day
My unscripted thoughts
Maybe you'll appreciate my adoration
For you two my birthers
In most stories we live happily ever after
When I was younger never a stress
I thought that was true
But the realness of this planet has made me more aware of how wrong I was
I wish you had shoved me in a box
Threw away the lock.

"But every song's like gold teeth, grey goose, trippin' in the bathroom.
Blood stains, ball gowns, trashin' the hotel room,
We don't care, we're driving cadillacs in our dreams.
But everybody's like cristal, maybach, diamonds on your time piece.
Jet planes, islands, tigers on a gold leash
We don't care we aren't caught up in your love affair
And we'll never be royals,
it don't run in our blood
That kind of lux just ain't for us
We crave a different kind of buzz.
Let me be your ruler, you can call me queen B
And baby I'll rule I'll rule I'll rule I'll rule.
Let me live that fantasy."

It really is too sad
That my generation has become this empty pit
Of drugs and ***
Don't get me wrong I am just as much apart of this movement
But what happens when were torn down
When we have nothing left
When there isn't a soul left to share something precious
We are all products of this society
Oh Kurt, why'd you leave me
Poor Amy such a voice
Take me back to where it started although it was years and years ago
Take me to janis
Take me to John
Take me to the raw
I want to drop acid with Hendrix
Party with Courtney
40 ounces to freedom with Brad
Take me away from here
We're all just pretending to be you
If this is my life let me live it real
Like the stars
Let me be in your blood
Let me overdose on your mistakes
Pass out too your lost promises
If I were there with you I would have done it too

Honey suckles
Suckling
She pitter patters across the moon lit pavement
In the air there is a faint smell of blood
Behind her he stalks
"Oh love oh love"
Thy hands may touch whatever thy please
She follows her shadow in to the darkness
Where she finds a wall of bricks
And a stray cat
From the corner of the alley he's lurking
She sits on a worn piece of cardboar
Many persons home
He starts to approach but retreats
She feels someone
He call's her name
So she found him
In the moment of panic they embrace
Noises pour from within her
Her cheeks wet and scarlet
More than ever she relieved
But truthfully she's scared
The heart only as fragile as the beholder
Strong; but far too weak
He holds her
Not letting go
He squeezes
She's hurting
She can't breathe
She closes her eyes
Misunderstood they're whole lives
They suffocate eachother
Till the world is no more
Restless soul and empty bodies
Lay across the pavement
Dead and beautiful
They lay there for eternity
She who gives her body to the one with no concience is sure too be in danger
But its worse to give your heart and soul to ***** mangey stranger

You try so hard
Little girl
Getting ***** so fast
It's fun it is
But enjoy the little things
That come sooner to past
Don't let his words get stuck
Theres more to this world than lust
Though you may not see it now
It's there
Try
Little girl
Your getting stronger
Growing wiser
Hips getting wider
Your becoming more lonely
You have become your bestfriend
For some reason you've thought
People are different
You had so much faith
But it's disintegrating
Notihng but coldness
You play with there minds now
Your a master of disguise now
You stare into the eyes of strangers
Take them to your fortress
Unwravel there concience
Make them your soldier
You kiss the goodnight
Cutts run deep up and down
You bleed out staining the sheets
You say its for dramatic affect
But your scared
Maybe one night it won't end
You make the call
He drops it off
You take it down
Now your gone
You've made this persona in another world
But your not present in either
You've run away
To fragile too catch
Little girl, please
Slow down

Give me love
In a note.
I'm out of the ordinary
Old fashioned.

p.s. Seriously someone message me (INSPIRE ME)

Perfect lips
Soft skin
Rebbelious side
Drenched in sin
So new to life
Yet nearly adult
From A-Z
She's made it
Unhappily
Clumsily tripping through phases
She starts with liqour
But **** smoke is thicker
She picks up a habit
Marlboro 27's
She kisses them sweetly
While stealing they're soles
Such inocent eyes
With such manipulative goals
She cries at night
But lets it all go
in the sun light
A beautiful creature
To say, at the least
Young lady with no morals
And a pocket full of cash
I guess she'll die while she's pretty
And live life fast
She's at the edge of 17 blossoming nicely
But baby watch out the real world is nasty

"Yeah this the kinda sound that I wanna hear,
Yeah this the kinda vibe that I wanna feel,
And you're the type of girl, baby you're the real,
Check it one time, what's the deal?
Maybe I'm,
I'm caught up in the thing that you know I like,
Yeah we could make time, baby overnight
Oh we could make a grand escape,
And we can roll high, by the way
And when we come down, oh yeah yeah yeah
We'll be dreaming safe and sound"

I really love this song thought I'd post it, Listen and love!

If you were mine
I'd cook you eggs and bacon
To wake you up in the right way
If you were mine
I'd sing for you
Only to make you laugh
Because you know I can't sing
But you'd love it anyways
If you were mine
I'd make sure you were happy
With me
Always satisfied
If you were mine
I'd lay with you
We'd talk about our dreams
We'd laugh
If you were mine
I'd drie your tears
When you cry
And we'd watch
Teletubbies
To make you feel better
If you were mine
I'd bring you
Icy beers
To sooth your body
after a hard days work
If you were mine
I wouldn't let anyone hurt you
Or else I'd be hurt
If you were mine
I'd be yours
If you were mine
I'd love you

I sit hopelessly
isolated from humanity
He speaks to me in my thoughts
He tells me twisted things
I rock back and forth
Knees to chest
Breathe in
Breathe out
He tells me to hurt people
But I can't
I hurt myself
He's confused
I'm on fire
He can feel me burning
From the inside out
He's screaming
I scream back
My eyes are closed
I can't open them
I'm scared
Of what I may unveil
He's telling me to show him
Show him blood?
Why blood?
He tells me that I'm safe
I'm safe
I'm safe
I'm safe
He's laughing
I start to laugh
My laughter turns to sobs
He cutts me
I feel them
Gashes covering my body
"OPEN YOUR EYES"
He screams I can't
I'm on fire
I'm bleeding
I sit and scream
I wait till he leaves
He's gone
I open my eyes
Sitting in a puddle of blood
Whats happening to me?

Mirror, mirror
On the wall
You have seen me rise
And you have seen me fall
Through the years I've changed
But you of all know I've stayed the same
Though the tears are heavier
And the heart break comes often
Mirror, mirror
On the wall
Take me back through it all.