She was my life
She is my life
All she has too do is smile
And my heart melts
She captures me with her words
Her wisdom
She is beautiful
From head to toe
Freckle to freckle
Her eyes glow like a cat in the night
But in the day
Her eyes are the color of red like a sunset
We get high together
Then get low
We might cry together
Her skin fair as snow
Shes there for me
And I'm here for her
We listen to alterative rock
And classic 90's
We can talk for hours
About absolutely  nothing
She amazes me
With her strength
I lover her so much
My girly love :)

She kisses me sweetly
I kiss her back
I break her to pieces
But she still gives me love
I shove her in a glass bowl
And inhale
mmmm
Exhale
She embraces me
She fills me with magic
Makes me feel unstoppable
I know that when I'm gone
She'll bring me back
I know that when I want to get lost
She help me get away
She'll stay with me until the end
Wiping my tears
Holding my hands
Through the Years I know I'll be sane
Because I have my love
My MaryJane.

They tell me your a lie
They tell me your not as sweet as I know you are
They tell they're friends they love you
They tell me they hate you
They say your ugly
They say you smell
To me....
But I see nothing but greatness
Why do they want to steal you?
Why do they want to put you down?
I see you smiling
But I know deep inside your upset
You kiss with force
But no one see's this
They think I'm stupid that I'm wasting my time
Our fingers innertwine
As we joke about eachother
They say its not true
That your just using me
For what?
Kisses?
Amusement?
Extra baggage?
I'm not sure what to listen to
So I decide to listen to you
Though I hear whispers as I walk down the hall
I ignore them
And I think of your voice softly whispering in my ear
"Don't leave me Erin, your mine okay?"
I'm your's? I grasp tightly to those words
Though I know talk is cheap
Your sweet  expression is art
Worth millions
"I won't leave"
I whisper.

Your tricky,
But I continue to go along with your silly games
Pretending all I see is you
That I can't see your ugly
If you only knew
Your complextion, sweet like honey
Your eyes, piercing
But soft
I walk past you
as if I don't think about those eyes as soon as I wake
How can I let you know?
Am I suppose to let you in?
If I do, I know you'll hurt me
Not now, but maybe later
Your asking me to give you my heart
How?
Will you give me your's?
Do I even want yours?
Probably
So i'll wait
Untill the day you come to your senses
The day you realize that i'm all yours
That I want no one else
Even with your ugly
Even with your games
I can feel your sincerity
When you hold me
I can smell it
I want you to want me
But for now I want you , so
Pretend were just friends
Even though, when we kiss
We know we're more
Why comlicate a sweet thing?
I think to myself
Is all of  this worth it?