Way 1:
You are
My love.
You grip
My heart.
I live
a dream.
In the past
my enemy
is dead.
My soul
has torn.
A lie
has formed.
I saw you.

Way 2:
You are
my enemy.
My love
is dead.
You grip
my soul.
My heart
has torn.
I live
a lie.
A dream
has formed.
In the past
I saw you.

Hope that's the only thing I can do.
But it never comes true.
Pain is all this puts me through.
There's only one place I could go to be happy.
I wish I could go back again and again.
It has been some time since then.
I can't just show up on a whim.
My life's been kind of grim.
Even when I dream I can't sleep.
I might just be weak.
Only when your there with me,
can I ever be free.
Even if only just for a minute or two,
it feels like forever when I'm with you.

You said it would get better.
I saw what you wrote in your letter.
I knew you couldn't forget her.
She never knew much about you.
You didn't have a clue.
What would ensue.

You never understood the truth.
Even when she showed you proof.
You were naive all through your youth.
Wish I could have been there for you when it was all over.
Instead you gave me your cold shoulder.
I wouldn't of been here if I stayed sober.

If only I had met you before her.
I would have done everything for you kid.
Something she never did.
Now I'm crying on my bathroom floor.
Knowing you're not here anymore.
Wishing you were still here.
Seeing you in my head so clear.
Wanting to be up there with you.
Even though I never met you.
I don't think I can ever forget you.

Thou were warned,
how to be saved.
Empty hallways echo as the ****** scream.
Seldom escape this place.
Oblivious,
unexpected and
left behind.
Striked and burned.
Accused and forgotten.
Retort.
Entanglement.
Odors seep through the cracks.
Underground lies the truth.
Realm of the dead.
Search and you will find.
Together or alone.
Open the door.
Key of the keep.
Embodiment of anger.
Extricate yourself if you dare.
Plagued by regret.

Way 1:

I am
afraid
of changing.
For the unknown,
I know
a ghost
of living.
Without time
I am not aware,
why I am here.

Way 2:

I am
A ghost
Afraid
Of living.
Of changing
without time.
For the unknown
I am not aware.
I know
why I am here.

Blame all your problems on me.
Regarding your empty sea.
Often letting go without care.
Keen to surmise when not being fair.
Entranced in your little fantasy.
Never thinking naturally.
Admitting you were wrong would be a start.
Nothing is wrong in your heart.
Dabbling in your sick and twisted ways.
Always expecting me to be the one who obeys.
Favoring your pills over your flesh and blood.
Rambling in pain only wanting to be loved.
Acting like all is well.
Immune to your false tell.
Drifting far away from this dark haze.

Secret message: Broken and afraid.