WalkerZ

WalkerZ Apr 2017

I open my heart to many
Desperately reaching out,
But no one ever seems to notice
I break down my fence countless
Times, but you don't realize
How much I need you or
How depression Controls me
No one knows that a small little girl thought that no one needed her
So she almost took her life
And she was only in second grade
Or how countless times the little girl
Pretends to be tough,
But inside she's slowly losing her mind and how she reaches out for help, no one ever seems to realize what the small little girl is going through 'cause she never told anyone
Later the little girl was convinced
That help will never come.

No one ever realized

#reachingout

WalkerZ Apr 2017

Breaking

Is it fun to watch me break down
You see me but you won't help me
You see me beg you for help
But you turn your back
You let me down
When you should've lifted me up

My heart has suffered enough
So why do you make it
Suffer more than it needs to be?

I'm insecure and I know you can see that, but you pretend you don't
I always comfort you,
But when it comes down to it
I was only chosen by you until someone else needed you
Then you would toss me away

Instead of saying I'm breaking
I guess you could say I've been
Broken.

I've always comforted and helped others, but I will never be given a helping hand or be conforted by another besides my self.

WalkerZ Apr 2017

Down

Everyone around me is smiling
But I'm standing here feeling all alone
They see my wound
And they rub it in

All alone in the crowd
Laughter fills the air
But here I am breathing in
All the pollution left by them

They don't think I feel pain
Till I scream their name
Say "Hey that hurts"
Still they rub my wound
With their disgusting salt

I'm screaming leave me alone
But they continue on
Like can't you see I'm down?

They keep opening my wound!

WalkerZ Apr 2017

Your reply

Clinging to that box
Full of gossip and lies
Just waiting for your reply
Hours and hours passed by
And then I started to cry
I fear that you never wanted to reply

Then days passed by
Still no reply
I check that empty box
Full of gossip and lies
But it would seem
That you've made up your mind
To never reply

A month later I hear a ding
I scrambled to that empty box
Full of gossip and lies
And in that emptiness
Was your reply

You said that you were sorry
For being to late
And that they wouldn't mind
Spending the rest of their lives
Filling that empty box
not with gossip and lies
But with their reply

WalkerZ Apr 2017

Silence

Not a sound can be heard,
but whispers of lost children
their cries and moan
you could also hear as
the moon sheds tears
and hear the sky
cry as the dark takes over
the world is so still
so quiet that your
thoughts could be heard.

I used to go out at night and look around and silently cry, but not anymore.

#moonstruck

WalkerZ Apr 2017

Solo

She is a fighter
they called her their lighter
she led the way
to the next day
she was the dawn
he was the day
she loved him,
but he loved another
she continued
to fight,
but running alone
on the battlefield of life
can break one's soul,
but she continued
to run through
and just like that
her life was still in one piece
'cause she made a breakthrough

You don't always have to be with someone to win the game, but it would make it more interesting

#myself

WalkerZ Apr 2017

Please

Please help those who've
done nothing to sin
Please forgive those who've sin
Please heal the wounds and
broken heart
And those who've lost someone
please help them remember those times they had
together and the feelings the shared
Please help heal his world.

The world gave us shelter from harm maybe it's time to repay the favor.

#healtheworld