To be loved is the most unparalleled feeling you'll ever feel,

Happiness walked out cuz sadness ****** her everytime.

I wish all your expression were so transparent.

It’s a pace in life where music is a soothing form of comfort you can have,

Seeing unpredictable smile, simply every seconds crash with no bounds

even those same songs with the same old rhymes felt new.

How could that September feelings growed to October love,

Don't come back, I ain't buyin anymore.

That magic touch,
Mostly made out lust

Inch by inch with a silent hush,  a pleasure where mostly wild emotions crash

Sweet talks with ***** task, such a diffirent form of love.

Beneath the ribs get what's it's really desired, fed by the Thoughs and ***** mind.

My sadness was suddenly accompanied by pouring rain.

-its like drowning, except you can see everyone breathing.

Why you,

 Covered my face with a pillow then scream why is it you,

I always ask my self?
I wonder, how could we ever be?

You filled my heart with excitement
The passing of every moment seems endless, embrace, laugh, clench and chill

It always makes me smile because,
With every twinkle in my eye and in the blink of an eye you were there

But it seems like something's wrong.

Everything is real for me,
Even if it's just for a moment

And it bothers me a lot,
with each passing sleep is the time only that I can be able to be with you.

It always scares me
That reality will strike me as I wake up

Because no matter what I do,
no matter how much effort I put,

I can never call you mine,
because the gap between imagination and reality is beyond measure.

Because the word you and I are just a fiction.

And it's my mistake  claiming you without any permission.

That I loved so much even though my mind knew it would never happen.

The more I find personal space
The more I am consumed by loneliness

journey we started
                       Is just a prelude to everything.

Maybe the stars can unravel all the episodes of the Misfortunes in life,

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unrequited response
I contained all  my reasons, hope, and expectations
in my third layered mask.
So no one will see and interfere,
  and as all my wishes turned into ash.
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journey we started
                       Is just a prelude to everything.
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Bloodyrabbitt 4h
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We once known what was the meaning of happiness, and how it makes us feel we own the world

Until that smile fade and all out expeditions had gone down a face were once filled with compassion and love now it's just a dull run down pile

I suppose the world will run out of time, maybe the failure of the past can change and the future can unfold it's story

For these memories we shared, the happiest feeling we felt will be a Memento as we part our ways in the abyss.

It’s funny on how you build yourself, and also how everybody else makes you, you.

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feeling's I knew started to come true,
in every dark corners it brews,

Screaming but the words can't make it through.

A kind of torture where you
chained the truth to create something new,

To create a contract where the night will only knew,

Where tears fall to admit it's deep sheer suffering.

May be its the smile,
The maybe's or the joke.

It's getting heavy,
It starts to Conquer me.

With this guilty pleasures and sadness, still I want you, good and bad.

Darling,
the Moon bleeds seeing you cry,
the Sun  is dying to see you smile;

Can someone save me, Im so sick and this disintegrating  carcass makes it so worst.

When things go away you makes you appreciate them so much more.