She was beautiful, but not like other girls,
She was strong like the trees in the mountains range,
She was beautiful on the way she fills up some peoples emptiness that even she cannot do to herself.
She wasn’t beautiful with that mask of her,
She is beautiful because of the silver linings in her back and clutch right through the heart.

I lied, not by mistake
I lied so you can be happy;

Sweetie, a love where no one gets hurt doesn’t exists.

Some things will get broken, and as a result you’d never be able to see the world the way it used to be.

It was a Graveyard of stars dark yet tragically beautiful,
the moon fits with her smile,

She's like the moon,
doesn't have a light that steals the night that glows for years,
but not everyone sees it.

That she shoot for every moon and would always land on a stars;

Palangga-a nga uwat limitasyon.
Taw-e it kahayag sa dueom
Ibihi sa kalisod ag saeom,
Aeam-eami sa kanabaw kapin sa kadaeom
Maskin pilang halimtang do abuton ayaw it kahawag,
palangga-on ka higapon sa kahayag ag dueom.

Cigarette always taste better during rainy days,

I’d never love beyond my limits, And here you are dragging me out.

My thoughts always ask
Bakit ikaw? Sabay takip ng unan sabay sigaw bat nga ba laging ikaw?

I always ask my self ?
Naiisip ko, paano kaya pag  naging tayo?

You filled my heart with excitement
Yung pag lipas ng bawat sandali na parang walang katapusan, yakap, tawanan, kulitan at asaran

It always makes me smile because,
Sa bawat pag pikit ng aking mata at sa muling pag mulat nito'y nariyan ka

Pero bat Parang may mali

Everything is  real for me
Kahit ito'y panandalian lamang

And it bothers me a lot
Dahil sa bawat pag hibing lang kita makakpiling at mayayakap

It always scares me
Na sasampalin ako ng realidad sa aking pag mulat

Because no matter what I do, no matter how much efforts I put
Hinding hindi kita mamatawag na akin sapagkat ang agwat ng imahinasyon at realidad ay hindi  masusukat.

At ang pag kaka mali ko ang angkinin ka ng walang permiso
That you love so much even though you knew it will never happen.

Simply loving her cost me more, more Than i could ever fall.
Simply saying i love you,
I must let you go.

Nothing seems to matter anymore,

Vices are just outlets,
Tears are regrets,
Silence is an answer,
Dying was an option,
Anxiety is the bullet,
Depression is the trigger,
Death was the antidote.

I was trapped in that nightmare again, my nightmare didn’t happen just once.

It doesn't mean that it matches it's gonna be Perfectly fit, sometimes it burns Bright.

The moon was my guide
On a late glum night never let me be swallowed by the dark,
The trees watch as I pass an Unending narrow roads,
The footsteps keeps the silence at bay.
The heart kept me warm and strong

Light will come and find you someday,
You won’t have to struggle to breathe everyday.
Don’t give up the journey called life.
Soon you’ll find the joy of being alive.

Yung feeling na andito naman sila para sayo, pero hindi mo padin maramdam.

It’s not that I hate it,
I just wanna feel less devastated.

I contained all  my reasons, hope, and expectations
in my third layered mask.
So no one will see and interfere,
  and as all my wishes turned into ash.

Lost and lonely under my midnight sun.
Staring at the ocean,
drowned with  my thoughts,
thinking all the words to help myself to continue to make it work.

Do you even find yourself, do you even try?
Can even figure it out that you lost every pieces of you?
Stop fooling around, stop saying you lost you instead start finding the way out of the abyss.

Please cant save everybody, so please Make an effort.
Save yourself from drowning

Remembering you is easy.
I do it all the time.
It's always the promise that kept me holding.
Missing you is the  heartache that never goes away.

You’re close yet so far, I have a lot to Say
but guess the words don’t mean too much,

I Love you is what you always say specially when you want something,

She always has those killing smile.
With a terrible lying eyes.

She can be tough and rough, but too easy when it comes to love.

Her presence was like a safe haven,
A keeper,.
A savior,
So things won't further fall apart.

She cries and laugh,
to elude the sting and smile like nothings happening.

She lost so much,
But still willing to give more away

Understands that thorns supposed to protect her,
without any complaints on how she is Bruised Every time.

Is it suppose to make you happy?
This days aren't inexplicable.

When least expected, clowns should show up anytime right.

But waiting are for nothing aren't they .

Another lonely birthday tho.