To be loved is the most unparalleled feeling you'll ever feel,

Seeing unpredictable smile, simply every seconds crash with no bounds

even those same songs with the same old rhymes felt new.

How could that September feelings growed to October love,

With this guilty pleasures and sadness, still I want you, good and bad.

It’s funny on how you build yourself, and also how everybody else makes you, you.

It’s a pace in life where music is a soothing form of comfort you can have,

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feeling's I knew started to come true,
in every dark corners it brews,

Screaming but the words can't make it through.

A kind of torture where you
chained the truth to create something new,

To create a contract where the night will only knew,

Where tears fall to admit it's deep sheer suffering.

May be its the smile,
The maybe's or the joke.

It's getting heavy,
It starts to Conquer me.

Why you,

 Covered my face with a pillow then scream why is it you,

I always ask my self?
I wonder, how could we ever be?

You filled my heart with excitement
The passing of every moment seems endless, embrace, laugh, clench and chill

It always makes me smile because,
With every twinkle in my eye and in the blink of an eye you were there

But it seems like something's wrong.

Everything is real for me,
Even if it's just for a moment

And it bothers me a lot,
with each passing sleep is the time only that I can be able to be with you.

It always scares me
That reality will strike me as I wake up

Because no matter what I do,
no matter how much effort I put,

I can never call you mine,
because the gap between imagination and reality is beyond measure.

Because the word you and I are just a fiction.

And it's my mistake  claiming you without any permission.

That I loved so much even though my mind knew it would never happen.

That magic touch,
Mostly made out lust

Inch by inch with a silent hush,  a pleasure where mostly wild emotions crash

Sweet talks with ***** task, such a diffirent form of love.

Beneath the ribs get what's it's really desired, fed by the Thoughs and ***** mind.

The more I find personal space
The more I am consumed by loneliness

Don't come back, I ain't buyin anymore.

-its like drowning, except you can see everyone breathing.

One day this pain will make sense to you.

Happiness walked out cuz sadness ****** her everytime.

comfort in poems and songs.
To heal wounds and hide scars
     feel haven for just a brief moment.

**** me at my sleep, Sit with me at my wake and forget me at my grave.

Maybe the stars can unravel all the episodes of the Misfortunes in life,

being honest is good but it doesn't help sometimes

I so fear my heart
It so gloom and tired.
It has rife smiles
And deep secrets as well,
It frightens, I feel frightened.

The Universe don't Define you, people do.