I remember,
once
you loved the rain.
I had thought you would still enjoy it.

But you were craving for
Spring and Sunshine,
and
I... I... I... never knew.

It burns deep in my chest
It never allows my mind to rest
It keeps me up late at night
It forces me to make decisions I know isn't right
It is upon me like black is on the night
Consumes me like a flame
Yeah it's called pain
It feels like it will never end
It feels like I will never win
Am I paying for my sins?
It brings grey clouds with pouring rain
Its rain that pours from my eyes
Around others I smile and put on my disguise
When will my joy so exuberant begin?
When will I find true happiness again?
I wish someone would hear my cry
And stop this misery within me tonight.