What we had, was it all a dream?
And you left and leave me dying
Am I supposed to go on alone living
When you're the one leaving me hanging

All the promises that we made
That you would never leave
And I'll never be replaced

And I realized from the start
From the beginning to the end
When you said, Hello & Farewell
It's still the same
We were nothing.

I miss you
But you're not the same
Oh, how I wish you
Knew of the pain.

Well,
who would have
thought it would
end like this?

with just what I wanted
in hand
and the painful sense
of regret
when you give away
what you had.

Dear ex-boyfriend,
I'm sorry you had to go.
It wasn't fair, but I understand.
Your happiness was just as important to me
as my own.

Dear ex-boyfriend,
I hope you're doing well.
Never will I wish ill upon you,
no matter how much I wish I hate you.

Dear ex-boyfriend,
I'm crying on the floor.
My sadness is a black hole trying to **** me into myself.
I miss you.

Dear ex-boyfriend,
I'm wearing the make up that you hated.
*******.
I do what I want.

Dear ex-boyfriend,
You gave me hope that you would come back for me.
Don't.

Dear ex-boyfriend,
I realized that I never needed you to love me.
I realized that I was right here to do it for you.

Dear ex-boyfriend,
I look back fondly on our time together.
I will always love you.
But you left, and please never look back.

Dear ex-boyfriend,
One day you'll find a girl better than me.
I hope she makes you happy.

She build her walls so high
A fort of candor, impossible to break
She tried rendering, but she cried instead
Fragments of yesterday's still lingers
Trying her best to dissipate but fail-
Everytime she loses her balance

"Why can't I forget him!?"
It's over, she said that everytime
While looking at their photo
That she tried to burn in imminent time
It's hard to let go
It's hard to forget
"I just want to be with you again!"